Chen Ya nodded and said with a wry smile, "To be honest, the person I was talking to just now was my first love."
"Oh……"
Gu Yuqing was speechless for a moment.
She didn't expect that Chen Ya would be so generous and frank.
This made her even more upset.
If you don't tell the truth, it means you are hiding something, and she will be unhappy; if you tell the truth too quickly, it means you don't care whether she cares or not, and she will be even more unhappy.
Gu Yuqing was playing with a porcelain spoon with one hand. She placed the spoon on the plate and turned the handle. The round spoon kept spinning in the plate.
"First girlfriend, first girlfriend, um... first girlfriend."
She repeated Chen Ya's words three times, then held the porcelain spoon and lay on the table. Her soft breasts were squeezed and deformed like a balloon.
"You suddenly called your first love. She must have been surprised, right?"
Chen Ya nodded: "Yes, she was very surprised, and her surprise was so great that I was infected by her. So now I am also wondering if it is a bit bad to approach her directly like this?"
He sighed a little.
In the past few years, if you think about it carefully, you will find that I have been very dependent on Jiang Xinhai in every aspect.
After three years of secret love and cooperation with her, calling her name has become a habit, as natural as using one's arms.
So when I met someone in China who needed to spread the word, I naturally thought of her, naturally called her, and naturally said:
"Xinhai, help me."
So when Jiang Xinhai broke down and started crying, he was at a loss for a while and didn't know how to comfort her.
Now that I think about it, what I did to her was a bit cruel. I spent the next twenty minutes comforting her.
Gu Yuqing said, "You can still ask her for help after breaking up. Either you didn't talk it over properly, or you broke up peacefully. Which one are you?"
Chen Ya said: "She and I were already in the stage of discussing marriage, but I ran away."
"Run away?" Gu Yuqing stopped the spoon in her hand.
"Because I had an obsession then—and I still have it now—I had to do it," Chen Ya said. "But now, I have no choice but to do it. I can't go see her."
Gu Yuqing picked up the spoon and asked, "Do you still want to see her?"
"I want to see him." Chen Ya answered honestly.
"In other words, if you were given the chance, you would rush towards her without hesitation?"
Chen Ya said, "I will watch her from afar, and when the time is right, I will slowly walk up to her, extend my hand and say, 'Hi, how are you?' We missed each other for several years in our lives. I wonder how many years it will take us to make up for this long separation."
The spoon in Gu Yuqing's hand suddenly fell to the ground and shattered. The clerk next to her came over and hurriedly cleaned it up. During this time, Gu Yuqing stared at Chen Ya silently.
"Men like you are the most annoying," Gu Yuqing said. "We've broken up, so why are you still harping on about the past? If I were your ex-girlfriend, I'd block all your contact information and chop the SIM card with your phone number into 10,000 pieces and throw them into the Pacific Ocean."
Chen Ya was stunned: "Does it need to be so extreme?"
"It's just that extreme. If you want to break up, then break up. I don't understand the point of keeping in touch with each other." Gu Yuqing frowned.
"What you said does make some sense," Chen Ya said with emotion, "However, what I said was originally just an ideal scenario. She likes getting married, and I don't. Maybe we weren't suitable to be together from the beginning."
"That's her fault." Gu Yuqing said, "Only young girls think about getting married all the time. Why do they have to get married? What's so good about getting married, especially with you?"
"What's more, with me..." Chen Ya repeated self-deprecatingly.
"Well done, well done," Gu Yuqing said with a tone full of sarcasm, "One less half-baked couple like you is a better couple, and it contributes to the world. If you feel that I have offended you, I agree that you are angry."
Chen Ya was not angry. Even he himself felt that breaking up with Jiang Xinhai might be good for both parties.
The debt of love he owed had, before he knew it, piled up like a mountain. Jiang Xinhai, Xu Xiangxiao, Taylor...
Especially Xu Xiangxiao, that kid, his eyes are always full of passion every time he sees me.
Even colleagues who had worked with her once or twice could see that she had deep feelings for Chen Ya.
Several colleagues even subtly reminded him that it would be better to explain things to her as soon as possible.
But every time I planned to talk to Xu Xiangxiao about this, I felt that she looked pitiful, so I kept putting it off.
Whenever the child tried to show him affection in various ways, or made subconscious physical contact, he would deliberately play dumb and avoid her to avoid hurting her.
He also discovered that Xu Xiangxiao's state definitely had a catalytic effect on her music.
Her voice can certainly handle most fast songs well, but before she fell in love with herself, she obviously did not have a deep understanding of love songs. When she sang love songs, she had the feeling of an excellent student, full of longing and fantasy, but not with ease.
Ever since her attitude towards him became more and more ambiguous, she became more and more devoted in singing love songs, especially the song about "secret love", "Can't Say It", which made Chen Ya heartbroken when he heard it in the recording studio.
"I just can't open my mouth to let him know. I can't even say a few simple words. My heart is hanging in the air and I can only watch from afar. I can do all these, but that person is no longer me..."
When singing these words, Xu Xiangxiao didn't look at the lyrics at all in the recording studio. She was completely looking at Chen Ya across the glass. Her eyes were so hot that they almost burned through the glass.
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