When Cheng Hao heard Lin Yuxun say that he liked him, he subconsciously replied, "I like you too."
"That's not the kind of love I'm talking about." Lin Yuxun said, "I'm gay."
Lin Yuxun actually has the ability to hide himself well.
He has the ability to hide his feelings for Cheng Hao and stay by Cheng Hao's side. He even has the ability to drive away those who are interested in Cheng Hao or those who are interested in Cheng Hao.
After all, Cheng Hao trusted him and treated him as family.
If this goes on for a long time, he might even turn Cheng Hao gay.
He had almost done so before.
But once he thought about it more deeply, Lin Yuxun felt that what he did was a bit disgusting.
Cheng Hao has been so good to him, why would he plot against Cheng Hao like this?
Even because of Cheng Hao, he was on guard against Monica, which was inappropriate.
Besides, he didn't want to lie to Cheng Hao.
After Lin Yuxun finished speaking, he looked at Cheng Hao, waiting for Cheng Hao's verdict.
In the previous year, Lin Yuxun read a lot of books, learned a lot of things, and had a clearer understanding of homosexuality.
In all the books he had read, he disapproved of men liking other men.
People think it is sinful, evil, and a disease.
He didn't think it was a disease, but what about Cheng Hao? Would Cheng Hao think so?
However, Cheng Hao thought so, it would be better to drive him away.
This way, at least he can't hurt Cheng Hao.
He will continue to like Cheng Hao. He deserves all of this, but he feels a little sorry for Danny.
Lin Yuxun knew very well that Danny liked Cheng Hao very much. Cheng Hao might be like a father to Danny. However, now that something like this had happened, Cheng Hao might drive Danny away as well.
Lin Yuxun thought about a lot of things, but in fact only a few seconds had passed.
After learning that Lin Yuxun was gay and liked him, Cheng Hao was stunned for a moment, then said without thinking: "Don't you know that you can't fall in love too early? How old are you?!"
Lin Yuxun stared at Cheng Hao in a daze, dumbfounded.
He had planned for Cheng Hao to show a disgusted expression, but in the end... Cheng Hao scolded him, thinking that he shouldn't fall in love too early?
In less than a year, he will be eighteen years old and can get married!
He is seventeen years old now. Although he is not too old, he is not too young either... Monica is about the same age as him and has a child!
In the slum community where he used to live, there were probably only one or two people out of a hundred who were as old as him and had never found a boyfriend or girlfriend!
Cheng Hao added: "You are still young, it's too early to think about these things. The most important thing for you now is to study!"
Cheng Hao was actually a little confused at this moment.
Lin Yuxun is actually gay and likes him... This makes him a little overwhelmed.
In his previous life, Cheng Hao often surfed the Internet and was no stranger to gays. At that time, many countries had already allowed same-sex marriage, and even his country was much more tolerant.
He even watched TV series on related themes when he was watching TV.
At that time, he always thought that the man who always stayed close to the protagonist and interacted with the protagonist in various ways was the villain, and he was waiting for the villain to reveal his true face. As a result, the villain did not move at the end of the play. He felt strange and searched on the Internet, only to find out that the man was not the villain, but the protagonist's CP.
He felt it was a bit weird, but he didn't really hate it, since it had little to do with him after all.
He has no prejudice against this kind of people. Of course, he would be disgusted if they did something like marriage fraud.
Lin Yuxun did not cheat on his marriage, so he naturally had no opinion on Lin Yuxun. He was even secretly happy about Lin Yuxun's confession... This happiness was not because he had the same feelings for Lin Yuxun, but purely because the fact that someone liked him satisfied his vanity.
However, Lin Yuxun still needs to be educated about his thoughts, not just because of premature love.
Seeing Lin Yuxun in a daze, Cheng Hao said earnestly, "Yuxun, your liking for me is probably just an illusion of adolescence? You didn't have any friends your age before, so you misunderstood your feelings for me?"
Lin Yuxun: “…”
Cheng Hao added: "I know you rely on me a lot, you have to learn to distinguish between different kinds of emotions..."
Lin Yuxun looked at Cheng Hao with a serious face: "I really like you, it's love, I'm very sure of this. In fact, I liked you a year ago."
Cheng Hao frowned: "This road is not easy to walk on."
"No matter how difficult this road is, I still like you. I love you." Lin Yuxun said: "I know I am disgusting, but I am just that kind of person..."
Lin Yuxun's words were filled with self-loathing. Cheng Hao realized this and immediately said, "Don't say things like 'disgusting'. It's just a different sexual orientation. There's nothing disgusting about it."
Lin Yuxun: "...Don't you think I'm a pervert? I like men, I'm sick!"
Cheng Hao said, "You're not sick, you just have different preferences from the general public. Yu Xun, it's nothing. You need to be positive and not feel inferior."
Lin Yuxun felt that something was wrong with the direction things were taking, completely different from what he had imagined.
Cheng Hao began to worry that Lin Yuxun might have psychological problems. This child was already thoughtful and had low self-esteem. These days, homosexuality is not very friendly... He needed to comfort Lin Yuxun: "I know that the outside world is very exclusive to homosexuals, but it's not the fault of these people. As long as they don't hurt others, then what kind of people they like is none of other people's business. You are not a pervert, you are a genius. Don't care about what others think. Just be yourself and be the best version of yourself."
As Cheng Hao spoke, he touched Lin Yuxun's head.
Lin Yuxun's eyes were red, but he tried hard to hold back the tears.
He was prepared for Cheng Hao to hate him, and even thought that he might never see Cheng Hao again. But... Cheng Hao actually enlightened him.
Cheng Hao, why are you so nice?
Cheng Hao said this, could it be that... he also likes men?
Thinking of this, Lin Yuxun's eyes lit up again.
Cheng Hao met Lin Yuxun's eyes filled with tears and hope. He was slightly stunned and realized something: "Yuxun, I don't have this feeling about you, but I don't think you are wrong. You just fell in love with someone... Of course, I also have something to tell you."
When Lin Yuxun heard Cheng Hao's words, the light in his eyes dimmed, but at the same time, he felt that loving Cheng Hao was the right thing to do.
Cheng Hao doesn't like men, but he is so tolerant and kind.
Cheng Hao didn't know what Lin Yuxun was thinking, but at this moment, he remembered some things about gays.
He had never come into contact with gays in his previous life, but by reading the news and surfing the Internet, he knew a little about the things in this circle.
Those cute girls and couples on the Internet look very happy, but the lives of gays in reality are not that good.
In this circle, some people don't pay attention to protecting themselves and get sick, and some people do things like marriage fraud. In short, it's quite chaotic.
Cheng Hao said, "Yu Xun, it's okay for you to like men, but you have to learn to protect yourself. Some men are promiscuous and have illnesses. If you engage in unprotected... behavior, you might get sick. Of course, it's best for you not to fall in love in the next few years! You're still young!"
Lin Yuxun didn't know what expression to express. He knew that he liked Cheng Hao, but he hadn't thought about it much more. He felt that being able to kiss Cheng Hao was already the most beautiful thing in the world...
Lin Yuxun said subconsciously: "I won't be with anyone else..." He won't like anyone else except Cheng Hao.
"Also," Cheng Hao interrupted Lin Yuxun, "Even if your sexual orientation is different, I hope you can find someone in the future who loves you and you love him, and support each other for the rest of your life, instead of getting into a messy relationship... It's a bit early to talk about this now... You're still young, don't fall in love too early! Be sure to protect yourself!"
Lin Yuxun: "..." He only wanted to be with Cheng Hao, he didn't even think about anyone else!
Besides, with someone like Cheng Hao in front of him, who else could he fall in love with? Who could deceive him?
Cheng Hao added: "Yu Xun, as long as you are an upright person, you will do nothing wrong."
Lin Yuxun was a little amused by Cheng Hao's words, and at the same time, he was slowly moved.
He knew that Cheng Hao said all this for his own good.
How could there be such a good person in this world...
Cheng Hao talked a lot with Lin Yuxun, and the more he talked, the more worried he became.
Lin Yuxun is very good-looking and should be very popular in this circle. What if someone targets him and scams him? And there's also AIDS and so on...
Cheng Hao felt that he must keep a closer eye on people in the future.
As for Lin Yuxun liking him... It's normal for adolescent boys to fall in love with someone, but after a few years, he will probably forget about it.
It was impossible for him to accept it. He didn't have such feelings towards Lin Yuxun, but at this time, if he tried to avoid suspicion with Lin Yuxun, the child would definitely think too much. It would be better to let nature take its course.
Of course, a very important reason why he chose this was that he did not want to lose Lin Yuxun.
Lin Yuxun regards him as a support, so does he?
His parents died early and he had no relatives. Perhaps because of this, he likes to help others and make friends, because that way, many people will like him.
But even so, all he has are friends, not family.
Lin Yuxun and Danny are different.
He already treated them as family.
Especially Lin Yuxun.
Danny relied on him, that was all, and Lin Yuxun saved him, worked to support him, cooked for him, and cared about him in every way... In his heart, he actually liked all these.
He is a little selfish and doesn't want to change anything.
Thinking of this, Cheng Hao looked at Lin Yuxun and said, "Yuxun, don't be afraid, don't feel inferior. If you encounter something uncomfortable in the future, you can talk to me. If someone bullies you, I can help you fight back. You must remember that you are the best."
What else could Lin Yuxun do at this moment? He could only nod, feeling that his confession today was a bit strange.
Cheng Hao continued chatting with Lin Yuxun. As they chatted, he patted Lin Yuxun on the shoulder and said, "Don't worry. Although people don't understand homosexuality now, it will definitely get better in the future. I believe that one day, men will be able to marry and receive blessings. In fact, if you are sure you want to go this way, you can work hard and contribute to this matter... Of course, if you want to do that, you have to work hard."
Lin Yuxun nodded seriously.
At this point, his original bad mood had completely disappeared, and he was even full of hope for the future.
When meeting Cheng Hao, no matter how difficult the problem is, it seems that it is no longer a problem.
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