Chapter 50: The unfading memory, her tears
Gu Guan has a happy family in modern times.
The positive energy she gained during her growth process is the source of her ability to maintain a positive attitude no matter what happens in her future life.
When she opened her eyes and found herself in prison waiting to be exiled, she exclaimed "Oh my God!" and quickly got up and began to rack her brains to think about how to escape. Finally, she thought of Xie Ci.
She also had a very good boyfriend.
Gu Wan was very lucky. In her previous life, when she was almost defeated by the biggest setback in her life, she met a man who held her hand and never gave up, and finally helped her get justice and get out of the predicament.
Her parents' fate came late. After nine years of love, they finally got married and had a pair of little babies when they were in their early thirties. Gu Wan is the older sister, and she has a twin brother.
She is lively and cheerful, a happy person; her brother is well-behaved and considerate, a sweetheart; their serious father smiles whenever he sees them; their mother kisses their little faces every day when she comes home from get off work; and there are also their grandparents, the whole family is full of laughter and joy.
Although there were definitely times when she got angry during the process, she was generally happy. Gu Guan grew up happily until she was fourteen. Her dream since childhood was to become an excellent criminal investigation police officer like her father. She was busy going to school and practicing boxing every day.
The first accident happened when she was fourteen. Her brother was in a car accident and broke one of his legs, leaving him unable to walk.
Although the brother and sister have a very good relationship, they always have their own classmates and hobbies when they grow up. After the boy and the girl go to middle school, they are no longer as inseparable as before.
Brother Gu Wan didn't do anything wrong. He and several classmates were waiting for the traffic light on the sidewalk when they were suddenly pushed up and knocked down by an out-of-control pickup truck.
Unexpected things happen in life. After the operation, Gu Guan’s brother had a steel plate placed on his leg and could no longer walk fast.
Gu Wan's younger brother's ambition was the same as his own: to become an excellent criminal investigation police officer like their father. Unfortunately, from now on, that was no longer possible. He broke down and cried, but in the end, he tried to smile and told his family that it was okay and he would do something else. He was not as good at Sanda as his sister, and he would definitely not be as good as her as a police officer.
But at this time, the Gu family did not know that this car accident had laid the groundwork for future tragedies.
Generally speaking, when it comes to twins, one is stronger and the other is weaker. This has been the case since the womb.
Gu Wan was the stronger one, born at the ideal weight. As a child, she was full of energy and athletic talent, so much so that the owner of a martial arts school decided to officially accept her as his apprentice. Gu Wan's younger brother was a bit more delicate, weighing less than four pounds at birth. He had asthma and was prone to illness during every seasonal change. He was also delicate and sensitive. After the car accident, the family put a lot of effort into comforting him, and he finally managed to pull himself together.
But people can't earn life.
Gu Guan's brother's leg fracture is very serious. People who are familiar with this should know that children or those who suffer serious leg fractures during their developmental period need to have steel plates installed. They need to undergo continuous surgical adjustments as they age. As the bones grow, they need to constantly replace them with new steel plates of appropriate size, and it is easy for their legs to be different in length.
Gu Guan's brother's bone injuries were even more severe. Besides his tibia and fibula, he also had knee injuries, requiring more than one plate. Doctors had already stated that he would need another major surgery after turning 18, a procedure crucial for regaining his ability to walk in adulthood.
Gu Wan's parents spent a lot of time and effort to inquire and contact experts, and they found the best doctors. When his younger brother became an adult, he underwent three consecutive leg surgeries, but unfortunately the final results were not very ideal.
Brother Gu Guan ended up becoming lame.
It's not very obvious, but you can see it.
This result was a devastating blow to him.
Gu Wan's mother took a leave of absence from her job and rented a house in the university town with her brother Gu Wan to take care of him and comfort him. Gu Wan's mother is a doctor. She has been studying psychology for many years and is the biggest contributor to her son's mental health in recent years.
Gu Guan's father is very busy at work, but every time he gets off work he drives back to his new home in the university town, which is seventy or eighty kilometers away. Gu Guan flies back every weekend to accompany his younger brother.
But the family's efforts were ultimately no match for the malice in society.
Brother Gu Wan is handsome, with clear eyes and fair skin. He has been the school idol since middle school. Although he is stubborn, sensitive and unwilling to accept it, the cool and arrogant academic master is the focus of female classmates wherever he goes.
The young people's malice was so simple and direct, driven by jealousy. In addition, Gu Wan's brother became unsociable and sensitive after the car accident. After several conflicts broke out, these people became malicious enemies.
At that time, Gu Guan's younger brother suffered from depression. In the second year after he became lame, when he was a sophomore, he had a conflict with this group of people. That afternoon, he jumped from the roof of the 13-story teaching building and died on the spot.
Gu Wan will never forget that evening. The moment the bad news came, she fainted on the spot and was then woken up by pressing her philtrum. She didn't know how she got on the bus or how she got to the university town.
She only remembered that the setting sun was pouring down, a pool of blood had overflowed, and the blue cloth covering the body had been dyed a large dark red. Her head was buzzing, and she struggled to break free from the obstruction and pounced to lift the blue cloth to take a look. With a bang, she fainted on the spot.
When Gu Guan recalls it now, she can't even remember how she got through those days. It was so chaotic and heartbreaking.
However, what is even more suffocating is that the forensic autopsy results came out and it was determined that Gu Wan's brother committed suicide. After repeated investigations and investigations, the Municipal Criminal Investigation Detachment, who were all colleagues or subordinates of Gu Wan's father, tried their best but still found no strong and conclusive evidence.
The final verdict was that the group was not guilty of murder, and the deceased Gu Xi committed suicide, so he was acquitted in court.
——Now when Gu Wan thinks back on this incident, she knows it has nothing to do with the forensic doctor. Strictly speaking according to the traces on the body is the most important professional ethics of a forensic doctor. The uncles and aunts in the criminal investigation team have really tried their best. The city bureau has one case after another, and it is impossible for them to endlessly revolve around this not-so-big incident. She has long since let go and reconciled with these things.
But Gu Wan was almost crazy at that time. Her brother told her yesterday that she should take the medicine well and try to be cured to a mild condition this month, and get better to the level where she doesn't need to take medicine by next semester.
After being healed by the love of his family, his eyes finally regained their clarity and brilliance. He smiled at Gu Guan, and his small canine tooth made him look more childish.
How could Gu Xi commit suicide?
Absolutely impossible!
Gu Wan didn’t believe it at all!
Gu Guan had always been positive and energetic, with only one bout of weakness, a blow that nearly left her paralyzed. She even lost faith in the profession of forensic medicine. Due to multiple surgeries and recovery efforts, the siblings were three grades apart. At the time, she was nearing graduation and had already passed the provincial department's inspection. Once she received her certificate and passed the civil service exam, she would officially become a provincial forensic medical examiner.
Gu Wan gave up directly.
That was the lowest point in her life. She frantically told everyone that her brother could not have committed suicide, but the evidence and forensic report were there, and her uncles were either sad or comforted her and asked her to accept reality.
The deputy director of the Municipal Bureau in charge of criminal investigation was her father. In a few months, most of his hair turned white and he looked a dozen years older. The man who had been decisive and resolute for most of his life knelt on the ground and cried bitterly for the first time. That day at home, he finally said to her in a hoarse voice, let her give up.
But Gu Guan doesn't want to!
Her brother would not commit suicide!
At that moment when Gu Guan was hysterical and in the most difficult and tough time of her life, someone stepped forward and said to her, "I believe in you!"
"If you say Xiaoxi didn't commit suicide, I'll believe it."
So he took a leave of absence from his job, held Gu Wan's hand, encouraged her and told her to cheer up. The two of them spent a whole year trying every possible way, and finally confirmed the truth that it was not suicide from a sneering chat among the group of people after they let down their guard.
Finally, from a recording of a girl's call for help who had been bullied by the other party, they found the original recording of them deliberately insulting and provoking Gu Xi to make him sick, and then instigating and tricking him into jumping!
That person was Gu Wan’s boyfriend Chen Feiyang.
He was two years older than her and was her senior in the same school. They were both favorite students of Deputy Director Gong, a well-known forensic expert in the Criminal Investigation Corps of the Provincial Department. When she first started her internship, her master asked him to be responsible for her guidance.
With peach blossom eyes and a smile as bright as the stars, they work together as a team with fellow students, and they are also seniors and juniors in the same school.
It starts out romantic but not special, but ends up being an unforgettable love story.
The group of people were back in the dock, and the second trial found them guilty of intentional homicide. The circumstances were serious and the social impact was extremely bad, so they were sentenced to death with a reprieve of two to five years and deprivation of political rights for life. Those people were paralyzed on the dock on the spot, crying in fear.
Gu Guan also burst into tears. The bright sunlight outside the High Court was dazzling. She leaned on his shoulder and cried out all the perseverance and sadness she had experienced in the past year.
After untying this knot in her heart, she quickly cheered up. It turned out that she studied forensic medicine to save the country in a roundabout way. After her father was injured, her mother did not agree with her to apply for the criminal investigation department. Finally, she had no choice but to change her application to forensic medicine. She thought that after all, there were many team leaders and detachment leaders who came from a forensic background.
After giving up the official job, she let it go and finally decided to open a private detective agency with her friends.
If it weren't for the flower pot accident, she and he would have planned to get engaged.
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The bright sun came out after the rain. The April sun was shining brightly. The sunset glow filled the sky day and night, dyeing the flourishing bramble trees and lush grass all over the sky and fields red.
Gu Guan cried bitterly. Her heart was suddenly stabbed and tears just came down. She simply couldn't bear it anymore.
She knew she was lucky. She was lucky to have been resurrected. Who else could be so lucky to live again? One should cherish their blessings. Perhaps God couldn't bear to see a hero like Xie Ci end up in such a tragic way, so he sent her to save him, and the Xie family.
She understood the truth, the most difficult times were over, and she had gained enough enlightenment. When Gu Guan went north to Xiangzhou, she had sat under the moon with her knees hugged countless times. Finally, inspired by Xie Ci and their mutual affection, she decided to let go of the past, settle down in this dynasty, live a positive and serious life, and then continue a meaningful but not so ordinary life.
That would be nice, wouldn't it?
Gu Wan almost thought that he had done it, but today he suddenly discovered that he didn't.
She still couldn't bear to leave the past.
She couldn't bear to leave Chen Feiyang and her parents, even though she knew that her parents would not be left alone in their old age. Dad Gu had adopted several children of fallen comrades and colleagues. When Gu Wan was a child, there were many children in his family, and even more in the entire unit compound, coming and going like a noisy airplane.
Now that she is gone, they will definitely take care of her parents in their old age. Her parents are not short of pension, and as long as they can get through the blow, they will have a good life in their later years.
But she still misses them very much!
When Gu Wan came, the environment was very special. He stayed in the death row and then was transferred to the prison outside Tiekan Temple. There were a large family of people, young and old. The two-year-old Niu Niu had a convulsion once and almost died. She didn't have much time to reminisce about the past.
After this breath passed, Xie Ci gritted her teeth and persevered even though she was so miserable, and she couldn't cry even if she was asked to.
And that’s how I came here.
This could be said to be a belated cry. After Gu Guan broke down like this, she simply couldn't bear it anymore and cried her heart out.
Oh shit!
In fact, she had thought about the future after everything calmed down. She would take a horse, a sword, and maybe a pot of wine, take a sip occasionally, and measure the mountains and rivers on foot by herself.
She would stop when she was tired, and continue walking when she had stopped enough. When she missed them, she would go back to see Xie Ci, Qin Ying and the others.
By that time, she would probably be fine, and only in her dreams at midnight or while traveling around the mountains and rivers would fragments of her past life occasionally flash through her mind, leaving behind a smile of regret and melancholy, and then it would be over.
But now she realized that it wasn't so easy to get over it. It had been fine before when she didn't want to think about it, but now that she was thinking about it, she realized there was a nagging feeling in her heart, like it had taken root. The more she thought about it, the more obvious it became, and her heart, liver, and lungs were all tangled up in a knot.
She cried, "It's all your fault, it's all your fault!"
She was fine originally, what was the point of confessing? Was she really that good? I actually fell in love with her quietly.
She didn't understand why he refused, and kept pestering her, forcing her to remember these things.
She felt so upset that she slapped Xie Ci hard, crying and scolding him: "It's all your fault! It's all your fault!"
The afterglow filled the sky, the tent was red, and her tears were thrilling. Xie Ci had never seen her cry in such a long time. At most, she cried tears of joy once or twice, but she only had tears in her eyes, which she quickly wiped away with a smile.
She was a person who never cried before, but suddenly she cried so hard that her image was completely shattered. Xie Ci's heart was broken. He was panicked and reached out to wipe her tears and took out a handkerchief, but her tears would not stop no matter how hard he tried.
As the day turned to dusk, there was a kind of sadness in her tearful eyes that Xie Ci could not understand. Xie Ci felt extremely uncomfortable. At this moment, he could not remember anything, such as liking or loving. All his feelings were thrown out of his mind at this moment. He only felt the scorching temperature of her tears.
Xie Ci said, "Yes, yes, it's all my fault. I'll change. Please stop crying, okay?"
He couldn't help but shed tears. As long as she stopped crying and was no longer sad, he was willing to do anything. "Don't cry, please don't cry. I'm sorry, I was wrong!"
"Maybe, maybe I just misunderstood. Maybe it's not like that. I was wrong. Let me think about it again..." Xie Ci was talking nonsense. He said a lot of comforting words, but they were of no use. He didn't know why he said this in the end.
Gu Wan: “…”
Huh?
Reality pulled her back in her grief, and her sobs stopped. She looked up quickly, hesitating for a moment, "Really?"
She cried like a harlequin cat, her eyes were red and swollen, and her big eyes, stained with a layer of water, were particularly bright in the sunset light, but the whites of her eyes, which were clearly black and white, were stained with red bloodshot, making her look childish, which was in line with her age.
Xie Ci felt a pang of bitterness in his heart, but he said almost immediately, "Of course it is!"
As long as you don't do this, I'll do anything!
Gu Wan's tears were heart-wrenching. It was not until today that Xie Ci realized that she also had a fragile side. She would not laugh all the time, she would cry too. She was just an ordinary girl and she would not be strong forever.
When you love someone, do you really have to disregard her wishes?
Xie Ci only hoped to make her laugh and never thought of making her cry. It was as if a hand reached into his chest and suddenly grasped it, causing a sharp pain in his heart. But he hardly thought, holding her hand and nodding vigorously, "Can you let me think about it again?"
He put the ruby ring back into his palm and held it tightly to prevent her from seeing it again. "I will definitely think clearly this time."
Can we pretend today never happened?
The author has something to say:
Wow, I cried while writing this. This is how the process of a fairy tale love goes...QAQ
Boyfriend is one factor, but actually it’s more about parents.
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I'm here, I'm so busy lately, what a one! See you tomorrow, babies~ (づ￣3￣)づ
Finally, I would like to thank everyone who voted for Wenwen! ! Love you~
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