On June 16, 2020, "I Really Don't Want to Be a Savior" reached 10,000 subscriptions.

Today is the second day of 10,000 subscriptions, and I have basically sorted out the thoughts I wanted to organize.

I am sorry to write too long this paragraph of gratitude, after all, I haven't written the main text today. How should I put it

? As everyone knows, I have always been a street writer who makes a living by expressing gratitude and moving people.

There are too many thoughts in my mind, so my gratitude is probably not short.

I started writing my first book in December 2005, and it has been almost fifteen years now.

I didn't expect that I could stick to something that seemed boring for so long.

I wrote and stopped for about fifteen years. From

2005 to 2009, I read books and told stories at the same time.

From 2009 to 2015, I spent most of my time working seriously. In my spare time, I would write something casually as a seasoning in my life.

2. Completed three books: "Carrying the Goddess Queen with You", "Catching Monsters Daddy", and "The Ninth Occupation".

In 2019, I wrote three books in a row: "I Plant Myself", "I Can Control the Heavenly Tribulation", and "The Fairy Palace in the Palm". I wrote three books in a year, with 0 income, and I hit the bottom.

In December 2019, I started "I Really Didn't Want to Be a Savior" in numbness. Maybe it's a coincidence, maybe it's fate, maybe it's planting flowers intentionally but they don't bloom, but planting willows unintentionally willows grow into shade. The three words "savior" are not only the title of the book, but also the savior of my personal life.

I didn't expect, I really didn't expect that this book would become my personal savior.

Frankly speaking, even if I don’t write books, I probably won’t starve to death. Many readers know that I used to do scientific research and environmental protection, but many readers don’t know that I actually face different “temptations” every year. What is the so-called temptation? I have some background in the field of environmental protection in Sichuan Province. Since 2015, I always encounter temptations of one kind or another, such as chief technical engineer, project manager, director of a sewage treatment plant, person in charge of a solid waste landfill… These similar positions are basically placed in front of me two or three times a year.

Every time, I tell myself that it’s time to give up writing and go back to environmental protection, so that I can fulfill my social responsibilities and earn a little more down-to-earth money to support my family.

But every time, I would think that writing, writing stories, actually has social responsibility and can realize the value of life. I always firmly believe that if I can convey something inspiring through stories, what I leave to the times may be more than I have built more sewage plants, operated more sewage treatment facilities, and tortured more heavily polluting industries. I

asked myself again, what do I like most?

But in the end, I still chose to continue writing.

My father doesn't understand, my family doesn't quite understand, and the leaders, bosses and university professors who were rejected by me don't understand.

In fact, sometimes I don't understand myself.

I resigned before because of life's pressure and my income could not cover the family expenses.

Now it has been on the market for a year, and the first order is only 300 yuan. The monthly manuscript fee is only a few hundred yuan. What am I still holding on to?

Now the situation has changed. A technical manager in the environmental protection industry can earn more than 10,000 or 20,000 yuan a month.

Time flies, and it has been half a year. I still don’t know what I was insisting on at that time.

Fortunately, my persistence paid off.

I don’t know if it is unprecedented to go from 300 first orders to over 10,000 average orders.

I don’t know if I can do better in the future.

It’s just that every time when it’s late at night and I read the book reviews posted by my brothers and sisters and see that everyone is moved by me, I get an incomparable sense of satisfaction and pride.

I even imagine that if readers can find the momentary mood that was moved by Chen Feng when facing difficulties in life, can they also face the difficulties like Chen Feng.

I hope my books can make other people's lives better. This is my highest goal.

I often tell some friends I have known for many years that authors should have a sense of responsibility and mission when writing books.

But I am often laughed at.

Just write fun articles, and do whatever makes you happy. Just make money and that's it.

You sell goods on the street, but you don't make any money, so you are full of responsibility. You can't even support your own family. Are you qualified to talk about responsibility? Are you qualified to help others?

I want to refute. I always want to say that the power of literature should not only be fun, but should and must be something else.

But facts have proved that this market is very realistic, and the world of traffic is very realistic. It is true that you can only make money if you have fun. At the same time, this world laughs at poverty but not at prostitution.

I am poor and humble, so I have no power to refute.

Now it's all right, I'm proud of myself.

I've proved with facts that when writing for the Internet, one doesn't have to pursue pleasure blindly, and can talk about things that are not so pleasant.

We should believe in the times and the readers, and the good and valuable things created with heart will surely be noticed by others.

As fast food literature, if Internet literature can grasp the highlights, it can also give the times some more meaningful spiritual qualities under the appearance of pleasure.

What I said is a bit boastful and shameless.

But now I am not afraid of being laughed at. Ever since I first picked up the pen in 2005, every book I wrote has been trying to work in this direction.

Maybe I didn't do well enough before, or maybe I didn't have enough life experience, so I deserve my mediocrity.

At least now, I have finally achieved it with the support of my brothers and sisters, one subscription after another.

Ten thousand subscriptions.

I believe this will not be our end.

The plot of the Savior has just been fully unfolded.

Our future must be a wider sea of ​​stars.

I also believe that good things will eventually go viral.

The Savior will still not be the end of my writing career.

I firmly believe that sooner or later, I will be able to leave our mark of moving forward firmly in this era together with all my brothers and sisters who pay to subscribe to my books.

This is my highest pursuit in writing books.

Here, I would like to thank many people in particular.

My editor Lu Ming, a particularly enthusiastic and responsible guy.

I would also like to thank May, the editor-in-chief of the Science Fiction Channel! I

would like to thank my operations officer, die-hard readers Yefeng, Shenhai No. 2, Orange, etc.

I would also like to thank the brothers who discussed with me on my writing journey.

"Da Dao Ji" Pei Tu Gou

"Losing the Richest Man from the Game" Qing

Shan Qu Zui "I Really Didn't Want to Be Famous

" Wu Ma Xing "I Really Didn't Want to Be Reborn" The Dark Willows and Flowers Come to Light

"The Peak of the Canyon" The Mysterious Big Watermelon

"When the Doctor Opens the Hanging

" Holding the Cun Guan Chi "Starting from the Bird Captured by the Girl" It's Time to Work

"Long Live the Emperor" Jian Shui 2

"I'm Really Good" Nai He Xiao Wang Chuan

"Real Doomsday Game" Dream Catcher

"Former Male God" Bao Xiang

Finally, let's briefly summarize some recent updates.

The number of words has not decreased, but it has become less regular.

I have to admit that as the plot deepens, it is indeed more and more difficult to write, both to maintain depth and to avoid the boredom brought by repetition. I can't

say that I can definitely do it perfectly, I can only guarantee that I will do my best to work towards a better direction.

I can also guarantee that I have no intention of padding every chapter I write.

If I really want to pad it, then it probably won't be that difficult to write.

In short, I will try my best to do better, and I sincerely ask for your understanding.