morning.
The bright sunshine shines on the land, dispelling the haze of yesterday.
The rain has stopped.
Yesterday's heavy rain dispelled the summer heat and brought a comfortable cool breeze.
After getting up, Wang Jinxue opened the window, then silently looked at the sunlight in the distance, with scenes from yesterday emerging in her mind.
Yesterday during the day, Wang Jinxue called Shen Fangfang several times, but no one answered the phone.
Wang Jinxue thought Lu Yuan had said something that angered Shen Fangfang...
Of course, she didn't find it strange.
Lu Yuan is the kind of person who makes you feel angry but can't feel angry at all; he is funny but you can't laugh at him.
In the evening, when Wang Jinxue was getting ready to go to bed, Shen Fangfang called her.
Wang Jinxue, who was originally in a calm mood, suddenly became a little confused after answering Shen Fangfang's call.
Shen Fangfang only said that Lu Yuan was fine, that he was mentally healthy, and that he had no problems with the opposite sex, but that he had learned things he shouldn't have learned and was thinking about it...
Although Shen Fangfang said what she should have said and didn't say anything she shouldn't have said, Wang Jinxue heard something strange in Shen Fangfang's tone...
Wang Jinxue did not ask further.
She is not a stupid person. After being friends with Shen Fangfang for so many years, she suddenly understood something.
Coupled with Lu Yuan’s mysterious smile yesterday morning and his tone of “I understand”, Wang Jinxue suddenly realized.
Lu Yuan thought he understood.
But in reality…
I misunderstood.
Not only is it off-center, it's also very off-center.
When thinking about this, Wang Jinxue felt a little bit amused...
This person...
I don’t understand the things I should understand, but I understand the things I shouldn’t understand somehow.
What do you want Wang Jinxue to say about this?
Wang Jinxue shook her head helplessly.
She looked at the time.
Around six o'clock in the morning.
Lu Yuan will leave in about two hours.
The filming of "A Chinese Odyssey" will take about three months...
Three months, and going to such a far place...
What on earth did this man prepare?
Wang Jinxue was silent for a while, then shook her head and left the room.
…
Lu Yuan woke up from his sleep in a daze.
After waking up, I suddenly felt a sense of loss...
He sat there for a long time, still unable to recover.
Lu Yuan, who hadn't smoked for a long time, touched the drawer, finally took out a "Honglan" and prepared to smoke it.
After taking two puffs, Lu Yuan threw it away immediately.
The cigarette is moldy and smells wrong, it even makes me feel like vomiting.
He had a dream yesterday.
Of course it was not a sweet dream, but a nightmare.
Lu Yuan had many dreams after coming to this world, but most of them were happy dreams. Even nightmares came along with the happy dreams. Only this time was a real nightmare.
This nightmare scared Lu Yuan badly.
I immediately began to reflect on my life.
He dreamed that he went bankrupt and all the 300 million yuan in his bank card was gone.
At the same time, he was heavily in debt and became penniless.
He wanted to continue copying things from the original world, but he found that this world was suddenly different from the original world.
Things that were popular in the original world are completely unpopular in this world.
What's even more frightening is that he found that his memory was getting worse and worse. In the dream, he could remember some songs at the beginning, but later on, Lu Yuan found that he could not remember any of them.
How to copy if you can’t remember?
Do you want to copy it with your mouth?
Then he thought that he also knew how to cook, and he thought that with his extraordinary cooking skills, he could work as a chef in a restaurant and support his family without any problem.
But……
The food he cooked on his first day at work sent a customer to the hospital. Media from all walks of life reported Lu Yuan's dark cooking, which led to the restaurant's bankruptcy.
My cooking skills are broken.
Be an actor?
Lu Yuan found that no director was willing to take him on...
Be a singer?
No one wants to write songs for me, and the songs I write are a mess...
In short, Lu Yuan in the nightmare was not good at anything and had nothing to eat.
He is a complete loser.
How could Lu Yuan not be scared?
However, the only thing that made Lu Yuan feel not desperate was that he still had a wife who would never leave him?
Although……
When Lu Yuan wanted to see clearly who that wife was, Lu Yuan suddenly woke up.
etc!
In real life, I am just a single guy, where would I get a wife?
Is that so ridiculous?
Lu Yuan scratched his head.
After feeling lost for a long time, Lu Yuan subconsciously looked at the deposit on his bank card.
He let out a long sigh.
He felt a lot less annoyed and discovered that reality was much happier than dreams.
This was just a nightmare after all.
However, Lu Yuan did not completely avoid this nightmare, but instead seriously analyzed the reasons for the nightmare.
Nightmares are sometimes a sign of an unknown feeling of powerlessness deep within one's heart.
Some people choose to escape, thinking that it is just a dream, and many things will never happen, so they just do what they have to do...
However, Lu Yuan, who had learned some basic psychology, felt that he could not escape, but had to face this nightmare head-on.
He began to examine his own heart.
Why do I have such a dream?
That’s right!
It's a feeling of fear!
He felt that deep down he was not as strong as he thought.
At the same time, I was very scared.
Where does fear come from? One possibility is the unknown, and another possibility is the feeling that you are not strong enough.
Lu Yuan felt that he had both of these reasons in this dream.
In reality, Lu Yuan increasingly feels that he is indeed a half-baked person.
My talent in cooking is average. I can’t cook well even if I follow the steps in the book. I often need to experiment repeatedly to make a dish well.
He began to reflect on himself thoroughly.
I do have some talent in singing, but if I stay away from copying, copying, copying, what am I?
I do have a little talent in acting and my ability to imitate is also very strong, but if I really go bankrupt, will I still have a chance?
What about other aspects?
Guitar?
Half a bucket of water.
piano?
Less than half a bucket of water...
novel?
Half a bucket of water...
Screenwriting skills?
Just barely half a bucket of water.
After Lu Yuan's self-reflection and self-questioning, he suddenly realized that he was really lacking in hard power.
Suddenly, I felt a strong sense of crisis, and even many people with insecure paranoia developed.
He shook his head.
What am I afraid of?
Then he got out of bed, opened the curtains and looked at the sunlight in the sky.
The sunshine seems beautiful.
Shining on the land from afar, it makes the land appear to be full of vitality.
After the heavy rain, everything seemed to be reborn.
After seeing the sunshine, he suddenly laughed.
The haze in my heart disappeared completely in an instant.
There is no shame in being weak.
What's shameful is not admitting that you are weak.
Similarly, it is actually a good thing to see yourself clearly and know your own strengths and weaknesses.
After filming "A Chinese Odyssey", no matter what the final performance of the film is, it is time to go to Yanying to learn professional knowledge in all aspects.
One cannot just rely on copying all his life.
Treat stomach problems with a combination of Chinese and Western medicine...
Ahem…
Anyway, you have to keep up with your professional knowledge while copying. Even if you really have no memory in the future, you can still live well in this world.
After some self-reflection, Lu Yuan looked at the time.
Seeing that it was almost seven o'clock, he quickly took a suitcase from under the bed and then rummaged through the closet...
…
Half an hour passed.
After Lu Yuan had breakfast and was walking to the first floor with his suitcase, he saw Wang Jinxue standing at the door.
After seeing Wang Jinxue, Lu Yuan felt a strange sense of familiarity for some reason.
But after thinking about it, he felt it was nonsense.
I see Wang Jinxue every day, how can I not be familiar with her?
When Lu Yuan saw two large suitcases at Wang Jinxue's feet, he was a little confused for a moment.
"Are you going out?"
"What will happen to the company when I go out? Should we close it temporarily?"
"So what are you doing..."
"What did you bring in your suitcase?"
"Change of clothes, toothbrush and toothpaste..."
"What about the others?"
"That's all, what else do you want?"
"Do you know where Ningxia is?"
"There's a plane, I won't get lost, and Li Qi and the others are already there... There will be someone to pick me up as soon as I get off the bus, so I don't have to worry."
"That's not what I meant..."
"What is that?"
"These two boxes are for you."
"Give it to me? What's in it?"
“Take a look…”
"oh."
"Wait...Sunscreen? Skincare? Wait...And what are these...pajamas?"
After seeing these messy things, Lu Yuan was stunned.
"These are all necessary items for going out. I'm sure you didn't bring them with you?"
"I can understand all these things, but what do these facial masks and perfumes mean?"
Lu Yuan felt a chill.
These things give him a sissy feeling...
he……
I shudder when I think about applying a facial mask.
Damn...
I really can't adapt to it!
"The sun is very strong over there, so it's a good idea for you to take these with you." Wang Jinxue shook her head.
“…”
Lu Yuan looked again, and suddenly saw a lot of messy things that he couldn't even describe...
He felt a little messy.
"Take it with you, just in case. It's not as convenient to buy things there as it is here. It would be troublesome if you can't buy something but need it urgently."
"oh."
Lu Yuan had a conflicted expression, but when he saw Wang Jinxue's serious look, he nodded.
Look at these two large boxes of stuff and compare them with my own small box of luggage.
Lu Yuan always felt that there was something wrong...
But I feel warm in my heart.
"Let me take you to the airport..."
"Yes, thanks."
Lu Yuan looked at Wang Jinxue.
Wang Jinxue's expression is still so indifferent.
Lu Yuan felt an indescribable feeling in the air.
He felt that Wang Jinxue seemed to have something to say to him.
But, what should I say...
Lu Yuan couldn't guess for a moment.
…
The car is driving on the road.
It takes about two hours to get to Hangzhou Airport.
Along the way, Wang Jinxue seemed to be concentrating on driving, and Lu Yuan felt that the strange feeling in the air was becoming more and more wrong.
There is also a sense of oppression.
Wu Tingting was already waiting for Lu Yuan at Hangzhou Airport.
Wu Tingting left early in the morning.
Under normal circumstances, Wu Tingting would never abandon herself.
He was a little confused before, but now...
Lu Yuan understood.
It seems that Wu Tingting is giving herself and Wang Jinxue some space alone.
At this moment...
But, what exactly should I say?
Lu Yuan narrowed his eyes.
He looked at Wang Jinxue.
Wang Jinxue seemed to be driving very seriously, without saying a word, and seemed even quieter than before.
seem……
What are you thinking about?
Two hours later, the car stopped at the airport's reception entrance.
Wang Jinxue and Lu Yuan were silent along the way...
A rare silence.
Am I overthinking it?
Lu Yuan got out of the car and prepared to get his luggage.
Wang Jinxue looked at Lu Yuan silently.
Then……
She took a deep breath, and her face suddenly turned red...
"Lu Yuan..."
"What?"
"Bon Voyage."
"Oh...be careful when you go back."
"Um."
Wang Jinxue saw Lu Yuan take off his luggage, and then gritted her teeth slightly.
"Lu Yuan..."
"What?" Lu Yuan looked at Wang Jinxue.
He noticed Wang Jinxue's expression and demeanor.
Since he met Wang Jinxue, he has never seen her expression so strange.
"Didn't you ask me before if I liked you?"
"Yeah." Lu Yuan was a little embarrassed.
What kind of chicken operation did I do before...
It's simply...
speechless.
"I...I...I...actually..."
The sun shines on Wang Jinxue.
Lu Yuan looked at Wang Jinxue...
Her face suddenly turned red and she seemed to not know where to put her hands.
Then……
She let out a long sigh.
"It's okay, take your time... this..."
"I'm not... the kind of lesbian you think..." Wang Jinxue gritted her teeth.
"Um... I understand this. I won't misunderstand. I apologize for my recklessness yesterday..." Lu Yuan nodded and smiled.
"No...no...that's not what I meant...I, I...I..."
Wang Jinxue was extremely anxious.
That's obviously not what this sentence means.
That's not what he meant.
but……
Something feels wrong when it enters your mouth.
Her face turned even redder.
She had never been in such a situation in her life.
"Jinxue...what...do you want to say? You're not going to confess your feelings, are you?" Lu Yuan felt that the atmosphere was too weird, and he wanted to make a joke to ease this strange feeling.
"right!"
"The answer is I like you... I like you!~" Wang Jinxue clenched her fists.
His chest kept rising and falling.
This sentence...
It seems difficult...