Mikako Takeda is from a single family. Her mother died of illness when she was very young. At that time, she knew nothing except that her mother had been living in a place called a hospital.
The ignorant girl cried and shouted for her mother, wanting her mother to come home. The woman whose face was already blurred in Mikako Takeda's memory just looked at her helplessly, touched her hair, and told her to listen to her father in the future. Her voice was so weak and so gentle.
Later, she never saw her mother again, and her father took over her mother's position, caring for her all the time.
But she could never forget her mother who died of illness, so she wanted to become a doctor. Unfortunately, her grades were not very good, so she had no choice but to become a nurse and was finally assigned to the trauma department. But this was enough and she was already very satisfied.
To this day, her father is in critical condition due to a car accident.
Why did God take away her mother and now her father? Why was fate so cruel to her? !
When Mikako Takeda was hiding in the toilet crying, a miracle happened.
She heard a voice that told her that it could give Mikako Takeda a chance, a chance for her father to come back to life.
Let time go back to the past, waiting for a miracle in the possibility of time, as long as this miracle happens, everything is possible! Because at that time his father was still alive, even if he was in danger, but as long as he was alive, there was still a chance and hope!
Mikako Takeda was moved. Although it sounded absurd, this was the only chance, the only miracle.
She agreed and waited in the cycle of time.
Mikako Takeda thought: That girl just now must be a miracle!
She stood up so intact from such a serious car accident, and neither the internal injuries nor the broken bones made her fall down. She must be the miracle who can bring her father back to life!
As long as I know from her how she did it, and then turn back time to let my father go back to the time when he was in danger, I can use this method to save my father. In this way, my father will survive, and those sad things will disappear!
Everything will change, everything will... pass.
"Please, help me." Mikako Takeda begged, as if the scream just now had never existed.
"What about the girl named Nagi? How did she survive? Tell me, I just wanted to save people."
"You won't accept reality even after seeing this?" Rokudo Mukuro looked at the begging Takeda Mikako with a subtle look. "Come to think of it, you are the only one in this hospital who still has memories in the cycle, right? I don't believe that you cherish your father so much, but you don't open the white cloth to take a look."
"Those are just surgical marks!" Mikako Takeda argued, "I saw that after time was reversed, my father was still breathing. He was really alive!"
"It didn't lie to me, I had to save my family!"
Nagito Komaeda sighed, "She is completely convinced of despair, not to mention facing reality. Kamiya-kun, what should we do next?"
[It's actually quite normal. If she admits now that what she did was useless and only pushed herself into a desperate situation, and caused countless people to get hurt, it would only make her suffer more than death. So, she forced herself to believe that these were true. Thinking this way, she really believed it.]
Kamiya Izuru looked at the woman who was still obsessed with her thoughts, his red eyes full of indifference.
Hinata Sou sensed something was wrong, […Delusion? What are you thinking?]
【Some solutions that work once and for all. 】
【for example?】
[Cut the body into several pieces. It would be best if we wait until tomorrow so that she can’t deceive herself. ]
[No!] Hinata Hajime twitched his lips, [It is illegal to damage a corpse, and we can't do it so ruthlessly. To a certain extent, she is also a victim. It is better to give her a little nostalgia, so that we can give her hope.]
Kamizuru calmly shifted his gaze, [What a hassle. ]
When Kamijou Izuru said this, Hinata Hajime understood what he meant.
Originally, Kamizuru Izuru was asked to come out to help just to enter this hospital ward as a miracle. Now Kamizuru Izuru feels that his mission is completed and does not want to move any further. He wants to get back the control of his body.
Very good, it’s still that troublesome Kamizuru.
He stretched out his hand to cover his right eye, and exchanged control of his body with Kamukura Izuru without anyone noticing.
When he put his hand down again, his eyes had turned into a light green.
"Wait a moment, Ms. Takeda, can we talk?" Hinata Sou walked over with a smile. His smile was gentle, completely different from his cold look just now. "I'm sorry about what happened to you. The girl you are looking for is our friend. Maybe we can help you."
Komaeda Nagito laughed. He smiled and said after Hinata Soujiro, "Ah, it's Hinata-kun as expected. You still think you can do anything."
"I really don't know where the confidence of a preparatory subject comes from."
Although he spoke quietly, Hinata Hajime heard it.
He silently clenched his fists and decided to teach Nagito Komaeda to shut up after leaving this damn place.
Rokudo Mukuro looked at the chaos in front of him with interest. Of course, he was well aware that things seemed to have gotten a little worse because of his own mess, and he didn't see any wish-making machine at all, so Rokudo Mukuro's figure disappeared from the indigo flames, and Nagi looked at everything in front of him in a daze.
"It's you!" Takeda Mikako ran to Nagi quickly, "Please, tell me the secret of why you are still alive."
"Wait a minute." Hinata Sou stood in front of Nagi, and he stretched out his hand to stop Takeda Mikako's body from trying to cross over. "I said, this girl is our friend. If you have any difficulties, you can tell us instead of harassing my friend for no reason now."
Nagi looked up blankly at the person blocking her way. Hinata Sou turned around and looked at her, then smiled at her in the blank look in the girl's eyes.
It seems to be saying: Leave it to me.
Nagi's hands tightened, she clutched the edge of her clothes tightly, not used to the concern she felt.
"As expected of Hinata-kun, isn't she?" Komaeda Nagito sighed, "It's only our first meeting, but she's already surpassed me who's known her for such a long time. She's definitely a super high school level strategist."
As he spoke, Nagito Komaeda walked over. He stood next to Hinata Hajime and also kept Nagi behind him.
"Okay, miss, you can start your story."
"This is not a story at all!" Takeda Mikako shouted, "What did I do wrong? I just wanted to save my family and I didn't want to lose my father!"
Hinata Hajime looked at her and said, "I understand your sadness, but don't believe in something that is unfounded."
"As long as there is a way, I am willing to try anything!"
Very stubborn and obstinate, a person who is impossible to communicate with.
"Ah, is there nothing we can do?" Nagito Komaeda looked at Hyuga Hajime. "As expected of a preparatory subject, even a master of strategy can't conquer a desperate person in this situation. It's really hopeless. If everyone in the 77th class knew that Hyuga-kun was such a loser, would they nominate a new leader?"
Hinata Hajime looked at Komaeda Nagito, his green eyes showing a subtle expression. "So you have a solution?"
"Maybe?"
Nagito Komaeda took a step forward and looked at Mikako Takeda. "Can I ask why you want to become a nurse?"
"Why do you want to be a nurse? Because, because my mother died of illness, so..."
"Just as I thought, there's nothing special about her. But when you think about it, most people enter a profession for a certain person or a certain thing. They are just ordinary people." Nagito Komaeda interrupted Mikako Takeda and then he grabbed Mikako Takeda's wrist.
"Huh?" Takeda Mikako was startled. "What are you doing? Where are you taking me?"
"Let me show you the reality." Nagito Komaeda smiled softly, "The great medical staff take it as their responsibility to protect their patients and work hard to save everyone's lives. Haha, I just want you to see everyone's efforts."
Just like that, Mikako Takeda was forcibly dragged out by Nagito Komaeda.
As an adult male equipped with a specially made robotic arm by Hinata Hajime, he was no match for the strength of an ordinary woman. Just like that, the two of them disappeared directly at the door, and only the panicked voice of Takeda Mikako could be heard in the corridor.
Nagi took a cautious step forward, "Is it okay?"
"It should be okay, right?" Hinata Hajime put his hand on his chin. "Although that guy just now seems quite unreliable and is not very reliable when doing things, but... it's okay to trust him a little."
Nagi: ...
The tone is quite disgusted.
"Anyway, are you okay?" Hinata Hajime looked at the girl. "Rokudo Mukuro asked me to take care of you, but before we could even meet, you ended up in this strange place. But don't be afraid, I promise you, it will be over soon."
"Hmm." Nagi hesitated for a moment, "Where did Mr. Komaeda take her?"
"It should be the ward. In fact, I can probably guess what Nagito Komaeda is going to do. How should I put it? He is really like that. He always finds the pain points of others." Hinata Hajime stood up with a smile and motioned Nagi to follow him. "Do you want to go and take a look together?"
Looking at the hand that Hinata Hajime extended and the gentle smile on his face, Nagi nodded, "Okay."
…
Mikako Takeda didn't know what was happening. She was dragged to the hospital building by a strange man, and was dragged to the fourth floor.
She actually knew this person. His name was Nagito Komaeda, a patient in the surgical ward. He was sent here because of a minor concussion in a car accident. He had a good relationship with everyone in the ward, but why did he pull her over at this time? Moreover, he seemed to have not forgotten the previous time he had restarted.
"I actually think that accepting reality is a very common thing, or rather, people who don't accept reality are weird." Nagito Komaeda said with a smile as he walked, "I also lost my parents, also because of an accident, and the people around me always have some strange problems, even I myself suffer from a terrible disease. You see, I have always been accepting it."
"What do you want to do?"
"I'm just telling you what reality is." Nagito Komaeda dragged Mikako Takeda upstairs. He pushed her into the intensive care unit, and Mikako Takeda fell heavily to the ground.
"It hurts!" Mikako Takeda held onto the door frame.
Komaeda Nagito smiled, but his smile did not reach his eyes, which were filled with mockery deep in their eyes.
“It’s a good thing to seek hope in despair, and it’s a wonderful thing, but you always have to look back.”
When Hinata Hajime and Nagi came up, they happened to hear the last words of Komaeda Nagito.
"Look back at how many people you have hurt in your pursuit."
"How many people were hurt..."
Hinata Sou stopped in his tracks, looking at Komaeda Nagito with some surprise.
It turns out that after such a long time, even Nagito Komaeda has learned to reflect.
Mikako Takeda slowly turned her head. In the intensive care unit, there were several people who had undergone operating table surgery today. Through the transparent glass window, Mikako Takeda could see several unconscious patients. Their instrument indicators were very dangerous, and some had even stopped breathing. Her colleagues were trying to rescue them.
On the chests of their unbuttoned hospital gowns were three cuts made for surgery. It was these cuts that caused their vital signs to drop sharply.
"Do you know what you did?" Nagito Komaeda laughed. "You're killing your own patients."
Mikako Takeda wanted to refute, but she couldn't say it.
"Aren't doctors and nurses supposed to help them? The patients' families trust you, so they hand the patients over to you for treatment. It's really full of hope. Even in a place like a hospital, there is such pure hope. Are you trampling on this hope?"
She couldn't argue with that.
"Oh, by the way, you also let your colleagues become murderers." Komaeda Nagito sighed, "They don't know anything. They only think about the good of the patients and saving lives. They don't know that every knife they cut is cutting off the remaining life of a person."
"Don't say anymore." Takeda Mikako looked at Komaeda Nagito.
"Huh? Why can't you say it? Isn't this the truth?" Nagito Komaeda looked at Mikako Takeda in confusion, "Or do you, as a nurse, really believe that people can be resurrected from the dead, that time can be repeated, and that those who died because of you can stand up again?"
Mikako Takeda was trembling. She could no longer stand steadily and her body just shrank to the ground.
Something kept alternating in front of her eyes: on one side was her father, and on the other side were patients and colleagues who were greeting her with a smile.
Is she really hurting others?
Hinata Hajime came over and patted Komaeda Nagito on the shoulder. "It turns out you can really speak human language."
Komaeda Nagito:?
"That's too much, Hinata-kun." Nagito Komaeda frowned instantly, "When did I say anything inappropriate? Did I misunderstand Hinata-kun because of what I said before? I'm really sorry, but please believe me, I don't dislike Hinata-kun."
"On the contrary, I agree with Hinata-kun's wish."
"Should I say thank you?"
Of course, this is not the most important thing. The most important person is still Mikako Takeda.
Hinata Hajime walked over, squatted down and looked into the eyes of Takeda Mikako.
"Are you going to continue?" Hinata Hajime asked, "Even if it's so sad, and it hurts so many people, are you going to continue being selfish for yourself?"