Chapter 101

A voice came from the side, and this time Green heard it clearly, the voice was Cream's.

He didn't want to take his hand off his face.

But a soft and cold hand grabbed his wrist, and he was sure it was Cream's hand.

He shuddered, and suddenly felt that things were a little scary.

"My lord, don't you want to see me? It turns out that I am so ugly! I never knew. No one told me this before."

Cream pulled Green's hand off his face, got close to him, and asked softly.

Green turned his head away.

The distance was too close, and the face looked better when it was closer, damn it.

"Please stay away from me."

Green whispered.

His face flushed.

Cream laughed as if a prank had succeeded, pulled away, sat next to him and brought a bowl over.

"This is the medicine that adults should drink. Drink it now.

After watching adults finish the medicine, I should go to study."

Cream handed the bowl to Green.

Green took the bowl and drank the medicine in the bowl.

The soup tasted bitter and particularly sour, like eating a raw lemon and then eating a spicy green sunflower. He almost vomited it out.

Cream patted Green on the back. This was a gesture that was a bit too intimate, as if he was holding Green in his arms, but Green was unconscious and didn't notice this, and Cream didn't remind him.

He looked at Green and thought, if I had a wife and got pregnant, maybe it would look like this.

But I will never get married in my life. Rather than saying that adults are like my wife now, it's better to say that adults are like a child.

Like the child who once died in my arms.

The child was not even as old as me. I can no longer remember the man's face, but I always felt that he was a little cold, just like the attitude of adults towards me sometimes.

It doesn't matter what his attitude towards me is, because he is dead anyway.

But adults are still alive, and adults are different.

Thinking this way, adults and that child are no longer alike.

There is no child in the world that is more beautiful than adults.

Adults stay in my arms like my children, but I am sure that even if I have children, I think it is impossible for them to be like adults, smart and beautiful, the best in the world.

Is there any child in the world that can be compared with adults?

There is absolutely no one.

Adults are really a work of art that is ingeniously crafted. It is hard to imagine how delicate and exquisite adults looked when they were children. Adults are also very beautiful now, like the sky, like grasslands, like oases.

As beautiful as an indescribable horror.

Today's lord is more beautiful than yesterday.

If lord is a poisonous flower, he is willing to be killed by such poison, because even the process of death is particularly pleasant.

At least he will feel happy because of it, happier than every minute and every second of his previous life, as if he had never lived before.

He tightened his arms.

And Green happened to be a little dizzy.

Green lay in his arms for a while, and before Green was fully awake, he let go of his hands and stood beside him, lowering his head and looking obedient, like a servant who came here to serve.

But both he and Green can be sure of one thing, that is, other servants do not dare to do this, and no one here is more beautiful than the two of them.

Green even thanked him for his help just now.

He showed a brilliant smile, like a sunflower seeing the sun, and said quickly that it was just a small matter.

When he was about to leave, he couldn't help but say: "If there is such a thing again, I will be happy to serve you."

Green nodded.

Cream stared at him for two seconds, as if he was cast a spell of freezing, or as if the camera was about to turn on the exposure light, and then turned and left.

Green fell into a deep sleep, partly because of the effect of the drug, and partly because he was really scared by Cream. He always felt that Cream would stab him in the back.

He had a nightmare and woke up from it, but he couldn't remember what he dreamed about, only sweating all over his head.

He lifted the quilt and planned to get out of bed to wash up. It would be even better if he could change his clothes.

However, when he was about to take off his clothes, he felt someone coming from behind. He was shocked to find that the person who came to help him wash was actually Naiyou.

He put on his clothes again, turned to look at Naiyou and asked, "Didn't you say you were going to study? Why are you here?"

After saying this, he felt something was wrong. This was like an angry old father questioning his child who was disobedient and skipped classes.

He thought Naiyou would be angry because of this, because people of Naiyou's age don't like to be overly controlled, especially since he didn't usually care much about Naiyou's life and preferences.

He was a little nervous.

"I heard that you needed someone, so I volunteered to come here.

Don't worry, I have learned how to serve you, but I didn't have the chance to practice it before. Now there is an opportunity in front of me, please give it to me."

Cream replied with a smile.

He was not angry, and even seemed a little enthusiastic, like a diamond that suddenly caught fire under the sun.

"Okay then."

Green looked at his face and didn't know how to refuse for a moment, so he had to agree to him. He thought, it's just serving, it's not humiliating him, not to mention that this is his own request, so he can't blame me.

While serving, Cream wanted to speak, and it seemed that he wanted to compliment, so Green shuddered and told him to shut up.

Cream smiled and nodded, pretending to be dumb, and he didn't say anything. He was quite obedient in this regard, and Green felt relieved.

After washing, Cream helped Green get dressed.

For the first time, Green felt that the process of getting dressed was too long.

After he was finally dressed, he thought, I don't want anyone to dress me anymore.

I can dress myself. It's not a big deal. It's just a little troublesome and takes a little longer.

At most, if there are guests, we will ask them to wait for a while. If they don't want to wait, they can just go home. If they are willing to wait, we won't ask them to wait for the whole day. We will meet again someday.

I don't think it's too much.

"I learned a new dance recently. I wonder if the adults have time to watch me dance."

Cream asked.

"When did you start learning to dance? Are you still learning the old things?"

Green had an illusion when he heard him talk about dancing, as if he was the kind of child who suddenly skipped class to play video games.

"Don't worry, sir. I'm still learning the original things. The teacher said that I can learn these two things at the same time, and I can learn more in the future, so I won't embarrass you."

Cream knew what Green was worried about, and replied with a smile.

"Even if you can't do anything, I won't feel ashamed, because as long as you still have this face, when you stand in front of the crowd, they will be amazed and won't think that my vision is wrong.

If you can learn this or that thing well, it will be icing on the cake, but if you ruin what you already have, it will be a loss.

Don't be too nervous, don't be too anxious, understand?"

Green told him.

"I know, sir."

He replied with a smile.

Green nodded.

Cream suddenly asked, "Do adults only care about my face?"

Green was stunned for a moment and shook his head.

"That's not the case. If I only cared about your face, I wouldn't have asked you to learn to read in the first place."

Green replied with a smile.

"That's great. A while ago, my teacher taught me a saying that love fades with age. I thought that adults would abandon me because of my ugly face. I was so scared that I couldn't sleep well for several days.

Today, I finally met the adults and asked this question. Fortunately, I got the answer. If I couldn't ask today, I'm afraid I wouldn't sleep well for the next few days."

Cream smiled and said some very scary facts lightly.

"Have you been suffering from insomnia recently? If you can't sleep well, you should ask the doctor to prescribe some medicine for you. Why are you in a hurry to learn those things?"

Green was worried that his body couldn't hold on.

"It's okay. As long as adults are by my side, I'll be fine."

Cream answered him with a smile, and it seems that she didn't take her body seriously.

Green frowned, worried about his not-so-good condition: "Didn't your teacher teach you that people shouldn't underestimate themselves?"

"My teacher taught me this, but I don't think I'm that far yet. Otherwise, I wouldn't be anxious to ask adults to see what I've learned.

Adults think, if I'm really a self-deprecating person, even if I learn well, I will feel that it's not good enough, and I dare not show it to others, let alone adults.

How can I be willing to ask adults to see what I've learned?"

Cream pulled Green's sleeve and tugged it. It was a very intimate gesture, like a child who is attached to his father.

Green looked at him.

The sunlight fell on his face, and in a trance, Green had an illusion that the ice in front of him was actually a piece of ice. The more it shimmered in the sunlight, the closer it was to melting.

"Have you ever felt like you were walking on thin ice living here?"

Green suddenly asked him.

This was a word that came from his heart, and Green came to his senses immediately after he finished speaking, realizing that this was not a good thing to say.

If Cream was not doing well, he would have to lie to answer this question, and lying is not a good thing. However, not lying would be like opening up his wounds for others to see, and it would be bloody and not look good.

If he was doing well, he would have to be careful to answer this question, so as not to be thought of as too relaxed. It was like a test of his rhetoric and reaction ability, and the more he did this, the more tired he would be.

Green didn't want others to feel too tired when they were with him, so he usually tried to avoid complicated etiquette and complicated polite words, but he didn't expect that he failed with Cream.

He suddenly wanted to apologize, but he was not unconscious yet.

With their different status, apologizing to Cream would only cause trouble for the other party.