Chapter 370 Liang Yushan’s Pain
Liang Yushan is 52 years old this year. If he continues to be so decadent and old, he will look really pitiful.
But Ye Rou, who knew Zheng Lili's experience, was hard-hearted and had no mercy on him.
"You really want to know?"
The figure hidden in the darkness stiffened slightly, and nodded slowly after a while.
Ye Rou couldn't quite see through Liang Yushan.
She originally thought that Liang Yushan didn't actually love Zheng Lili.
The reason why he was with Zheng Lili was, firstly, because of her beauty, and secondly, because the eldest daughter of the Zheng family, whom he could never get close to, became the one who needed to rely on him for life after the Zheng family fell.
Liang Yushan's attitude towards Zheng Lili may be like those men in later generations who marry school beauties, wear them down and turn them into yellow-faced women, and then post videos to belittle their wives, pretending to sigh but actually showing off.
Because he didn't love her, Liang Yushan quickly chose to compromise after knowing what Ji Jia and Ji Yan had done.
Otherwise, which man could tolerate his beloved being insulted like this?
But now Liang Yushan's performance made Ye Rou uncertain again.
Because he was really in pain.
He seemed unable to bear the pain, so that the pain emerged from his body like a black mist, enveloping him, so that everyone who saw him could smell and taste the pain, which was pungent and bitter.
But it’s done, and now who am I suffering for?
Ye Rou said with a hint of sarcasm:
"After Zheng Lili was driven away from the military area, she fell into the hands of human traffickers. You already know this part. She was later taken south. Afraid the traffickers would discover she was pregnant, she wrapped a cloth tightly around her belly. For three months, she kept it well hidden."
These details were told to her by her aunt.
Zheng Lili is a kind and good person, and also a great mother.
In order to avoid searches, the traffickers did not dare to take the main road and often took mountain roads and winding paths. Zheng Lili, a pregnant woman, was physically weak and afraid of falling behind and being beaten by the traffickers and hurting her child, so she gritted her teeth and persevered.
During the three most dangerous months of early pregnancy, I traveled all the way to the south through mountains and rivers, hiding my belly in fear and protecting the baby well.
She was originally just a delicate young lady doted on by her parents. When she fell into this situation, she did not complain or blame others. Instead, she relied on her own weak strength to find a good home for her brother and protect her own children.
"Later, she was sold to Dahe Village. The person who bought her was an old Red Army soldier who saw the military medal you gave her."
Hearing the military medal, the silent Liang Yushan finally moved.
"Did she carry one with her?"
"Um."
Liang Yushan fell silent.
Ye Rou ignored him and continued, "Under the care of that old Red Army soldier, she gave birth safely, but the day after giving birth..."
Speaking of this, Ye Rou's voice also contained a bit of pity.
Not to Liang Yushan, but to Zheng Lili who had died long ago and suffered all this.
She was accused of adultery and dragged out by her hair in dishevel in front of so many people from the military district. This humiliation was totally unbearable for the proud Zheng Lili, but she endured it for the sake of her child. The child in her belly was her last hope.
Ye Rou's heart felt like it was being squeezed tightly. She spoke in a hoarse voice, "She was weak after giving birth. After Ye Hai succeeded in insulting her, she committed suicide."
Perhaps, she had already lost the energy to live. After giving birth to the child safely, this kind-hearted woman finally became "selfish" for once.
Liang Yushan, hidden in the dark, cried.
He let out a howl that was almost like that of an animal.
Ye Rou was unmoved, her expression still cold.
He is also the murderer who forced Zheng Lili to this end.
The tears of a murderer are not worthy of sympathy.
Ye Rou looked down at Liang Yushan, taking in all his pain, her eyes filled with tears and hatred.
Liang Yushan, Ji Yan, Tian Zihui, Ji family... She will not let go of anyone who has persecuted Zheng Lili.
This was the only thing she could do for the original owner, for this great mother, after entering this body.
Ye Rou did not give him time to calm down from his pain. It was at this moment that he told the truth.
"Since you love her, why would you let Ji Yan and the Ji family go?"
Liang Yushan raised his head with despair. His whole body was soaked in the painful icy water. He was trembling all over and his face was pale.
The strong and tall man became completely weak.
"Because of my mother."
These five words contain the despair and struggle that Liang Yushan has suppressed over the years.
He loves Zheng Lili.
Encouraged by his mother, Liang Yushan decided to accept Zheng Zhiyuan's help and join the army.
He went to visit the Zheng family and met Zheng Lili in the study. She was wearing a bright red puffy skirt and looked dazzlingly beautiful.
Liang Yushan didn't dare to look at her at all and kept his head down.
But her gentle and cheerful voice was like a feather stirring the boy's restless heart.
Later, Liang Yushan went to the battlefield and experienced life and death several times. At the critical moment of life and death, he thought not of his parents, but of the beautiful girl he had only met once.
After Liang Yushan returned to Beijing with his achievements, he was not excited by his parents' proud words. He wanted to visit the Zheng family on the first night after returning home, and was the first to hear the bad news about the Zheng family.
To be honest, Liang Yushan was actually secretly happy at that time.
With unspeakable malice in his heart, he searched the huge city of Beijing like a hunting dog, mobilizing all the connections he could, and finally found the beautiful girl who almost got on the train and left him forever.
When they met again, she didn't recognize him. She looked a little tired, but still beautiful.
Liang Yushan seemed to be dreaming, and everything that happened afterwards was a beautiful dream.
He is with his beloved and is in great happiness every day.
After knowing that Zheng Lili was pregnant, he felt like he was in the clouds.
Liang Yushan was eager to return home as he had to carry out the mission he had to embark on.
A month later, he came back and the nightmares began to return.
The woman he loved disappeared without a trace, along with his child.
His beloved and respected mother and an outsider teamed up to drive away his lover and child.
Filial piety and love are placed at the two ends of the scale, swinging left and right, pulling at Liang Yushan's painful heart.
He loves Zheng Lili, but he loves his mother even more for raising him with great difficulty.
When his mother knelt in front of him with white hair, Liang Yushan's pain reached its peak and he completely fell from the clouds to the abyss.
He finally chose his mother, stopped investigating, and let it go.
After that, for nearly twenty years, Liang Yushan completely broke away from his mother. He was still grateful for her upbringing, but he would never forgive her.
Liang Yushan originally thought that his life would pass like this, in a daze.
First, he saw a girl in the newspaper whose facial features were extremely similar to those of fifteen-year-old Zheng Lili.
When he first saw the military medal, his guess was confirmed. Liang Yushan was like a drowning man who had finally breathed some fresh air after a long absence.
He couldn't wait to take her back and give her everything.
I originally thought that this would make up for his guilt.
She would give him whatever he wanted as long as he had it.
But the truth is, this breath of fresh air is poisonous and brings pain to the lungs.
She came to find out the truth of what happened and to avenge Zheng Lili.
Ye Rou wants his life.
Liang Yushan finally understood that Ye Rou suddenly agreed to come to the Liang family not to cultivate feelings with him and An Ning.
To Yu Yerou, their family is her enemy. How can she develop feelings with her enemies?
Liang Yushan felt ridiculous. His voice trembled slightly as he said, "You agreed to come to the Liang family to avenge Lily."
"Um."
Liang Yushan: "What else do you want to know?"
Ye Rou said coldly, "What role did Tian Zihui play in this matter back then? And why was my mother targeted and taken away by human traffickers? I want to know."
She spoke very calmly, not at all afraid that Liang Yushan would do something to stop her investigation after he found out.
Knowing that Ye Rou had set her sights on his mother, Liang Yushan did not defend her. He simply pleaded, "It was not easy for my mother to raise me. She is old now and has only a few years left. She has been suffering a lot these years. Xiaorou, please don't make things difficult for her, okay?"
Ye Rou sneered.
"She raised you, what does that have to do with me? If you want to be a filial son, go be one yourself, don't drag me and my mother along! She's the murderer who forced my mother to death, a damned enemy, I won't forgive her for you."
Seeing that Liang Yushan was determined to protect Tian Zihui, he refused to tell him what he knew.
Ye Rou had nothing more to say, so she slammed the door and left.
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