Xie Chen, look at you!
What a failure!
It was a complete and utter failure from beginning to end!
The person you loved with all your heart and were devoted to for life, the one whose most profound memory you have of this life is actually the moment they leave this world and leave you.
Xie Chen knew the meaning behind Zen Guang's words even before he finished speaking.
"So what?!"
Xie Chenhong stared intently at Chan Guang, without turning her head.
He completely missed the slight tremor of Mingmei's eyelashes at that moment; he only stared at Changuang, his eyes filled with contempt: "You think you're so great? You're nothing but a demon that was almost exorcised! You're nothing but a pathetic demon abandoned by a Buddhist disciple!"
Xie Chen suddenly revealed Zen Guang's identity. The Zen Guang here had long been devoured by the returning inner demons. The Buddha Zen Guang was long gone; what remained was nothing but the inner demons.
Carrying all the greed, anger, ignorance, and resentment that Zen Guang once possessed, and with hatred and hostility toward this world, he cooperated with Xie Chen, intending to bring a fierce revenge upon everyone, including Xie Chen, at any time.
In fact, the person he hated the most among them was Xie Chen.
At this point, he no longer cared about what others thought or what would happen to him. All he needed to do was watch Xie Chen break down and treat him like a joke from beginning to end.
Just like now, he has worked so hard for so long, but the person he likes only remembers the memory of leaving this place. How ironic and ridiculous is that?
"I've said it before, I like her, it has nothing to do with her..." This time, Xie Chen said the same sentence with a slight tremor in his voice.
He really wanted to be a part of the other person's future, a future that wouldn't be bound by fate!
"Xie Chen." Zen Guang suddenly smiled. "Do you think you can turn back after doing all these things? Do you think that after doing so many heinous things, you would still dare to say anything about being together when you stand in front of the other party?"
You brought so many lives to her feet, do you think she could face it calmly? What part of what you did—do you dare tell her about it?
Zen Guang's long string of words made Xie Chen's expression grow increasingly unpleasant.
"You've thought all of this through, haven't you?"
After a long silence, Xie Chen looked at Chan Guang. More and more blood was flowing from his mouth. This body, which had existed before his death, was about to give out. But Xie Chen seemed to understand everything.
"In the heart of Zen Light, there is greed, anger, ignorance, love, hatred, and jealousy... You are jealous of me."
Who's jealous of you?
Even though he spoke so casually, everyone else's eyes had already fallen on Chan Guang, noticing how he unconsciously tightened his grip on the prayer beads in his hand.
Another thought arose in everyone's mind.
Perhaps Xie Chen did commit heinous crimes, but this inner demon is not innocent either.
Thinking this, everyone's eyes turned to Shi Qing, looking at him with a questioning look that seemed to ask, "What's wrong with your child?"
After all, how could a perfectly good Buddhist disciple develop inner demons?
How come this inner demon was personally given to someone else by the Buddha himself?
Is your Lianhua Temple really that carefree?
Shiqing: =. =
"Now I do admit to everything I did, but what about you? Does anyone know what you've done?"
You took advantage of Zen Light's soft heart and let you off the hook;
You took advantage of his affection for Mingmei and his jealousy of me, and deliberately made him give you to me;
You tell him that everything he never dared to do, someone else will eventually do for him…
Hearing the words that the inner demon had once used to deceive Zen Light, the inner demon's expression was no better than Xie Chen's, who was about to reach the end of his life.
"You've always thought that Zenkwang is jealous of me, resents everything in the world, and hates his own lack of freedom. But you're wrong."
All of this is just an obsession that you developed later. Zen Light had already let go of everything the moment you were separated from the other person's body..."
"Impossible!" The inner demon glared, his eyes bloodshot. "How could he let go? If he couldn't let go, why would he have covered up what you did?! If he really let go, shouldn't he be saving all the people who died at your hands?!"
"How do you know that those you killed in the past, in their subsequent reincarnations, did not have Zen Light atone for your sins?"
At some point, Mu Chen regained control of the body.
At this moment, Xie Chen is actually very vulnerable, both physically and mentally.
Mu Chen could even sense Xie Chen's desire to quietly disappear.
Even if he was stubborn and said things to strike back at his inner demons, what his inner demons had just said had inadvertently struck him back as well.
He had worked so hard for so long, and even if he failed, he had no intention of backing down. However, what his inner demon said at the end broke Xie Chen down.
His weakness is the same as my own.
When Mu Chen regained control of this body, he couldn't help but smile bitterly.
They are one, and his fear is also his fear.
He even confronted his inner demons the moment he gained control of his body. He had decades more experience than Xie Chen, and had seen all sorts of strange and wonderful things.
He had thought about everything from the past. He had realized that the inner demon had influenced him for so long that the guy's help to him back then was not out of kindness.
"You misinterpreted the other party's weakness, their doubts and confusion about their own identity as dissatisfaction and resentment, and their goodwill, longing and envy towards Meimei as love. No wonder you were personally eliminated by Abbot Shiqing."
"You're lying?! I'll kill you!"
Compared to Xie Chen's calm acceptance, the inner demon was more of a manifestation of anger and shame. It may have originated from the evil thoughts in Chan Guang's heart, but in the beginning, it was far less powerful than it is now.
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