Chapter 58 Why don't you give it a try?
Over three years, Xie Xingchen tried countless times to get closer to the other person.
But Lin Yao harbored too much hostility towards him from the beginning, or perhaps he was just naturally averse to people like him and would avoid him whenever he saw him, so no matter what he did, it was all in vain.
Every deliberate attempt to get close was seen as a new provocation by him, and there was simply no way to resolve it.
If it weren't for the unexpected event of Lin Yao differentiating into an Omega, even if they moved to the same dormitory, he would have moved away, and they would probably still be strangers.
Every time Xie Xingchen thought of this, he felt both heartache and shame.
It breaks my heart that he is so proud, yet he has to suffer so much hardship and pain just because he is a second gender.
Only by exploiting his weaknesses and employing forceful methods can one slowly and painstakingly get closer to him.
But how is he supposed to explain it?
It wasn't because I became an Omega that I started liking him, nor was it a 100% compatible physiological attraction. It was because of the uncontrollable heartbeat and deep infatuation I felt at our first meeting a long time ago.
Lin Yao is the most unsolvable problem he has ever solved.
But he is willing to spend a long time searching for an optimal solution.
"What are you staring at?" Lin Yao noticed him staring intently at him and gently patted his cheek to bring him back to attention. "Can...can I get up?"
It felt like something was wrong, something was pressing against me.
The physiology lessons I used to fall asleep to were all made up for by Xie Xingchen in a very rough and bizarre way. I immediately realized: "You really can't be that serious."
Xie Xingchen came to his senses, the past and the present overlapping. His face, which used to be so cold and expressionless, now became vivid.
He spoke calmly, as if it were a habit: "Otherwise, why do you think I have to take inhibitors every day?"
Lin Yao moved his lips, mumbling, "Didn't I give you pheromones last night?"
So pure.
Lin Yao probably didn't realize how attractive he was, sitting half-naked on someone, especially since he was facing an Alpha who had been suppressing his hormones for years and was in his prime, ready to ignite at the slightest touch.
Xie Xingchen said regretfully, "Just a short kiss wasn't enough."
Lin Yao thought to himself, "You're really pushing your luck: The point is, it's not just the two of us now, can't you control yourself and push back a little?"
Seeing the other person's worried expression, Xie Xingchen nodded slightly: "Okay, let me try reciting the Heart-Cleansing Mantra."
He seemed calm, but Lin Yao, who knew the truth, was extremely uncomfortable, unsure whether to stand up or stay down.
"Brother Yao, I've already taken the photos and videos for you. You can get up now." He Li waved his phone screen. "You've been playing naked for so long and you've been sweating. I was worried you'd catch a cold."
Lin Yao's chest heaved, his legs slightly apart as he knelt on the ground. His thighs twitched, but he dared not get up.
Otherwise, how would I explain it to those two bystanders?
Hsieh Hsing-chen has a sex addiction, but he can't say for sure.
He accidentally triggered the other man's illness while boxing with him, which is even more outrageous. What are they supposed to think about that?
He needed to find a way to get those two away. Lin Yao wasn't good with words, and his brain raced for a while before he managed to come up with an excuse: "He Li, I'm thirsty. Could you two go and buy me two bottles of water?"
"I brought some, I knew you guys would be short of water." Cheng Boyan took two bottles out of his bag and headed towards the arena.
Lin Yao looked at Xie Xingchen with some panic.
This guy doesn't seem flustered or embarrassed at all; I wonder what he's thinking. How embarrassing! Does he have some kind of weird, unknown fetish?
"What should we do?" Lin Yao silently moved back an inch, trying to shield him, but unexpectedly, his waist was suddenly grabbed and he let out a soft groan.
Xie Xingchen lowered his voice, suppressing his anger: "What are you doing?"
He had almost settled down and was about to become abstinent, but this little incident led to a second chance at love.
Lin Yao refused, saying, "Forget it, I won't drink it. My throat still hurts."
He Li narrowed his eyes and nudged Cheng Boyan with his elbow: "Don't you think Yao-ge is a bit strange? His competitive spirit is a bit too strong. He's been holding his ground for ten minutes and just won't get up."
"Maybe so. Xie Xingchen has a pretty good temper, he just let him keep it to himself," Cheng Boyan commented. "Why don't you go and talk to Lin Yao and tell him to get up, he has his pride too."
Seeing the two men in such a tense standoff, He Li whispered, "I don't dare. I'm afraid I'll get beaten up."
After differentiating into an Alpha, Xie Xingchen developed a sex addiction. During those days when he couldn't release his desires, he actually learned how to control them.
It's just very painful. Without inhibitors, I have to suppress it by physically abusing myself every time.
He bit down on the soft flesh in his mouth, suddenly and mercilessly, and after the sharp pain, his desire subsided.
Xie Xingchen closed his eyes briefly, reached out and tapped Lin Yao's thigh, reminding him, "Alright, you can get up now."
Lin Yao looked at him blankly.
He was full of energy just a moment ago, and now, in just a few minutes, he's all better?
Is this timing normal? Is Xie Xingchen impotent?
"What's with that expression? Get up." Xie Xingchen licked the broken wound inside his lip, the pain making him temporarily devoid of desire.
Lin Yao bent his knees and stood up, his gaze involuntarily falling on his black sweatpants, his mind filled with a jumble of thoughts.
The nude photos they took before, which were even more impressive than erotic comics, were they just for show?
Suddenly it dawned on him: Could this be the reason why he never seeks out Omegas?
Fearing that exposing his weaknesses would embarrass the young master of the Xie family, he always resorted to taking inhibitors.
I was initially a little sorry for him keeping it all bottled up every few days, but now that I know the truth, it's a very complicated situation.
"You..." Lin Yao hesitated, then looked at the audience and told the two of them, "We'll change our clothes first, you wait a moment."
He Li was still happily editing the photos, without even looking up: "Okay, don't start fighting in there again. Today's hand-to-hand combat is over. If you want to fight, come back tomorrow."
Cheng Boyan watched his skillful operation and said in a low voice, "Sometimes I really wonder if you like Lin Yao. You're taking it too seriously."
"Don't insult the pure feelings between us." He Li looked at him incredulously. "Besides, would I dare to like Yao-ge? To have a double Alpha relationship? I'm very traditional, I must find a sweet and cute Omega in the future."
Cheng Boyan raised an eyebrow slightly and commented, "Then good luck."
On the stage, Lin Yao reached out and pulled Xie Xingchen along, and the two walked side by side toward the locker room.
Having just grasped this earth-shattering secret, it was hard for him not to let his gaze drift to a certain place.
When Xie Xingchen looked over for the third time, he was looking down at the drawstring on his sweatpants. Sensing the gaze, he looked up and asked, "What are you looking at?"
"No." Lin Yao quickly pulled the clothes over his head and put them on. "There's nothing there."
This is a classic case of trying to hide something obvious.
Xie Xingchen stopped what he was doing: "Why are you being so secretive? Just say what you have to say."
Lin Yao hesitated for several seconds, carefully choosing his words: "You were already like that, and you're already...? Don't you need to go to the toilet or anything?"
"I held back, I'm used to it." Xie Xingchen slowly tied a knot in the tie, then reached for the shirt next to him. "Why are you suddenly so curious about this kind of thing? Weren't you very shy before?"
Now that the topic had come to this point, Lin Yao coughed suddenly, trying to appear calm: "I see."
"Something's not right with you." Xie Xingchen stared at him. "Can't you just say what's on your mind?"
Lin Yao thought to himself, "If there really is a problem, shouldn't it be treated?"
Someone like Xie Xingchen definitely doesn't have a problem with his physical constitution; at most, he's been suffering from an illness for too long and it's damaged his health.
He took a deep breath, his ears turning slightly red, and said from the bottom of his heart, "I think if you can't manage, go back and see a specialist. Don't delay."
No sooner had she finished speaking than Xie Xingchen, without even bothering to put on his clothes, casually tossed them aside and walked towards her.
He was already tall, and as he approached step by step against the light, the sense of oppression was extremely strong.
Oh no, their relationship has improved recently, and they've really been speaking without thinking.
"I'm sorry, I was being too nosy." Lin Yao licked his slightly dry lower lip, picked up his coat, and said, "Let's go back."
She had just taken a step to the side when someone grabbed her wrist, pulled her back, and pressed her back onto the full-length mirror in the dressing room.
Lin Yao's breath hitched. Oh no, he'd said the wrong thing, and now a fight was really brewing.
Xie Xingchen was seen slightly bowing, a half-smile on his face, suppressing his anger.
He grabbed Lin Yao's wrist and pressed it down towards his waistband.
"I can't do it? Why don't you give it a try?"
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