Chapter 184 Mistaking Street Lights for Moonlight

Bai Xu is so smart!

How can he be so smart!

He really knows how to take advantage of human weaknesses!

He watched her fall into pain again and again, watched her being tortured by nightmares to the point of being worse than death, while she regarded him, the culprit, as her salvation, and even fell in love with him in the process.

What was he thinking when she couldn't see him?

He must be very proud of himself.

He must be wondering how there could be someone as stupid as her in this world.

How can someone fall in love with an abuser after being hurt?

[It's so cruel. The person who took her out of the abyss was actually the one who pushed her into the abyss. Why did the anchor tell her the truth? Seeing her like this now makes me feel heartbroken.]

[What are your values ​​above? Is it wrong for the anchor not to let her be kept in the dark? Are you willing to marry the person who made up your story? 】

[But even though he made up the rumor, but... but he loves her, and the anchor also said that Luo Qing would be very happy if she married Bai Xu, so why did she have to go through all the trouble to tell Luo Qing the truth? ]

[6. Can love justify crime?]

【I'm so excited. I see someone sympathizes with the maggots who made the pornographic rumors. 】

[Oh, hehe, if I were Luo Qing, I would pretend that nothing happened today. After all, compared with the happy and stable life in the future, the little hurt I suffered in the past is not worth mentioning.]

[Me too... Although he made up a rumor about me, he is handsome, gentle, emotionally stable, and most importantly, he is loyal to me.]

[Only a foolish woman would dwell on the past, while a smart man would only use the hurt in the past to make him feel more guilty, preferably for the rest of his life.]

【666, the Internet really refreshes my worldview every day. 】

[These people don’t feel pain unless the knife cuts themselves. ]

Only fools would dwell on the past?

Luo Qing thought, maybe she was just a fool.

If it were her old self, perhaps she could play deaf and dumb, pretending that she knew nothing for the rest of her life, and take advantage of his guilt or pride, making him pay for the past for the rest of his life.

But why did she do this?

Why would she do that!

She is a person!

She is a living person!

She also has her own dignity and can feel pain!

Why should she be so deaf and dumb for such a tiny bit of insignificant love?

Why do you want to turn yourself into a slave to be loved?

She is a person! A real person!

Just because Bai Xu loves her, just because she fell in love with Bai Xu during the process of being deceived and tamed, is her pain not worth mentioning!

Luo Qing's thin body was swaying under the bleak light and was about to fall.

She asked Huo Ning, "Is there really no evidence at all? Can't he get the punishment he deserves?"

Huo Ning shook his head. "There was one, but he erased it himself."

I don't know what Bai Xu's mindset was, but when he did the evil, he filmed himself committing the crime twice.

Later, for some unknown reason, he deleted the video permanently.

Luo Qing's face was filled with tears.

Even though she had expected this result, she still felt the pain of having her hopes shattered.

But even so, it is better than her continuing to regard the abuser as a savior.

It's better than her being kept in the dark.

[No way, sister. Bai Xu has been with you for seven years after all. You said yourself that he has been very considerate to you over the years. You want to send him to prison just because of such a small matter?]

[Are you going to wipe out everything he has because of a small mistake? You are so cruel. He did something wrong, but he really loves you! ]

[Listen to my advice. Just pretend that you didn't connect with the anchor today. You can't do anything to him anyway, so why can't you make him love you more? If you miss this, can you guarantee that you can meet someone better than him? 】

[You are so pitiful. You want to kneel down but you don't let others stand up. ]

[He keeps saying that he just did something wrong, but did he do something wrong? That's a crime! ]

[She loves Bai Xu, and Bai Xu loves her, isn't that enough? Why is she unwilling to let herself go? ]

[6. She just wanted to give herself justice, but that meant she was unwilling to let herself go?]

[She loves Bai Xu, but she wants Bai Xu to get the punishment he deserves. Is this a conflict?]

[She doesn’t necessarily really love Bai Xu, otherwise why would she believe the anchor when he said Bai Xu was the instigator? She doesn’t trust her boyfriend at all! ]

Luo Qing saw this bullet screen.

She smiled bitterly but didn't explain anything.

One reason is that she has been paying attention to Huo Ning for a long time and she knows Master Huo's abilities.

The second is that everything has a traceable path.

When she was with Bai Xu, although she was grateful to him, she always had a subtle sense of fear in her heart.

At the beginning, if Bai Xu got a little closer to her, she would subconsciously feel disgusted and reject him.

She thought it was traumatic stress disorder.

Because they have been hurt, they will instinctively create a safe distance in their hearts and feel rejection, disgust or fear towards the opposite sex who crosses the safe distance.

Now that I think about it, it might be her body's instinctive reaction that was reminding her.

Also, normally a normal couple would not be that harmonious when they do something intimate for the first time.

This should also require adjustment between the body and the body.

But Bai Xu seemed to be very familiar with her body. She had been with him for seven years, and he had never made her feel pain or discomfort in this matter.

When she was with him for the first time, she was actually very scared and was frightened and disturbed by her psychological shadow.

He didn't ask why.

He just held her hand tightly, soothing her anxiety again and again before taking the next step.

Before she was assaulted, Bai Xu had confessed to her twice, but she was not in the mood for love at that time and politely rejected him.

Luo Qing didn't know whether she should cry or laugh at this moment.

Bai Xu was so cruel. Just because she had rejected his confession, he was going to retaliate against her so cruelly!

[Help, little sister, your expression scares me, are you going to do something stupid? Please don't do it!]

[Yes, yes, it was the maggot who did the wrong thing. We were just deceived. Who hasn’t been deceived? I was defrauded of 5,000 yuan by a telecom scam a few days ago! I was also deceived by a scumbag in my relationship, but I am still living a good life. You must be more open-minded! ]

[If you really feel miserable, break up with him. Don't torture yourself. Life is precious.]

[Help! I feel like if you break up with someone like Bai Xu, who looks sunny but is actually gloomy, who knows if he will go crazy and do something terrible.]

[You must keep calm and don't show your cards to him! ]

【Can't he be given the punishment he deserves? 】

[The anchor said there is no evidence unless he surrenders himself, but how is that possible! ]

When Luo Qing saw the last bullet screen, he was in a trance for a moment.

At this moment, the sound of the key opening the door was heard. Luo Qing's hands trembled, and she quickly disconnected and exited Tengjiao Live.

With a click, the door was opened. Bai Xu stood under the light and just happened to see Luo Qing's tear-stained face.

As soon as she saw him, Luo Qing couldn't help shaking all over.