Chapter 188 Car Accident

Bai Xu was speechless.

His body was shaking violently due to pain and guilt.

He tried to say something to absolve himself of guilt.

Trying to say something to comfort Luo Qing who was emotionally broken.

But where does he get this qualification?

What is his position in saying this?

Is he going to say, you should be glad that guy is your boyfriend?

Just because he later became Luo Qing's boyfriend, it doesn't mean that everything he did to Luo Qing can be written off.

Luo Qing closed her eyes, "Bai Xu, you are so cruel."

After so many years, she could actually feel that Bai Xu really loved her.

But what’s the use of love!

What’s the use!

Can his love justify his crime?

"Just because I rejected your confession, you have to be so cruel to me, Bai Xu, are you so sure that I won't fall in love with you in the future!"

"You have so many ways to make me fall in love with you, why do you always have to use the most cruel way!"

First he destroyed me, then he saved me.

In the end, I was the only one who was punished.

"You are so patient, why can't you wait a little longer?"

She really wanted to ask, what if she didn’t become Bai Xu’s girlfriend?

Will he hurt her a third or fourth time?

He could have chosen not to do that.

But he still treated her in the most cruel way.

He also destroyed the lover in her memory beyond recognition.

"sorry……"

At this point, Bai Xu didn't know what else to say except sorry.

Can you ask Luo Qing to forgive him?

If he didn't know that Luo Qing was so ill, he might still have the nerve to say the three words "please forgive me".

However, Luo Qing was severely depressed because of him, so how could he have the face to say these things?

Luo Qing looked at him, her pale and frail face expressionless, "Get out."

"Bai Xu, if you still feel the slightest bit of guilt towards me, if you still feel that you have done something wrong, get out immediately."

"I don't want to see you right now."

What can Bai Xu say?

He walked towards the door, turning back every few steps, but he couldn't help but fix his eyes on Luo Qing, "Qingqing, can I come back in the evening?"

He was not begging for her forgiveness.

He was just afraid that something might happen to her if she was alone at home as she was suffering from severe depression.

Luo Qing raised her lips, her eyes numb and dull, "It's up to you. Your name is also on the household registration of the house."

She turned around and didn't look at Bai Xu again.

Bai Xu went out with a heavy heart.

But he didn't go anywhere.

He just stood at the door, hating himself countless times for his cruelty.

He waited until Luo Qing usually went to bed before going home.

But he didn't go into their bedroom either.

He just sat quietly at the door of the room, sleepless all night until dawn.

He knew that Luo Qing didn't want to see him, so when it was almost time for Luo Qing to get up, he went out again.

He left a note on the dining table telling her that there was a ready-made breakfast in the microwave.

Luo Qing saw it, but didn't eat it.

This went on for three days.

Bai Xu didn't close his eyes for these three days.

It was almost dawn when he managed to get two hours of sleep.

It was during these two hours that he ran into Luo Qing who had just woken up when he opened his eyes.

Luo Qing met his eyes.

She was silent for a long time.

Just when Bai Xu avoided her gaze and was about to flee, Luo Qing spoke.

"Ah Xu."

She called his name as usual.

This time, she didn't cry, her expression was even calm.

She said, "Please help me. I want to eat wine-brewed dumplings."

"I haven't had it in a long time since my mom died."

"My grandma is still in my hometown. She taught my mom how to make wine-brewed dumplings."

"I don't know if I can eat the wine-brewed dumplings made by her again this year. Ah Xu, please help me and bring some back for me."

When she said this, tears welled up in her eyes, her voice was a little choked up, and her frail body trembled slightly.

"If you have mercy on me..."

"Qingqing, stop talking."

Bai Xu felt a sharp pain in his heart.

He plucked up his courage, stepped forward and held Luo Qing in his arms.

He was most familiar with Luo Qing's body. Just by hugging her, he could tell that she had lost weight again.

"I promise you!"

"I will take you to my hometown right now and take you to eat the wine-brewed dumplings made by my grandma."

Luo Qing shook her head, wiped her tears, and gave him a gentle and sad smile, "A Xu, I can't go."

"I can't let grandma see me like this."

"Ah Xu, I'm sick, I don't want grandma to see me sick..."

Bai Xu was heartbroken.

Yes, she is sick.

But why did she get sick?

It's all given by him.

During these three days, Luo Qing never asked him to surrender himself, nor did he ask him to die.

Apart from saying "get out" to him at the beginning, she hadn't even lost her temper with him in the past few days.

The more she did this, the more scared he became.

He was not afraid that Luo Qing would ask anything of him, because this way, she at least had hope of survival.

But he was afraid that Luo Qing would not say a word.

He saw through the surveillance at home these days that Luo Qing had basically not eaten.

If she continues like this, her health will be in trouble sooner or later.

Today she suddenly told him that she wanted to eat the wine-brewed dumplings made by her grandmother, and he was very happy.

Luo Qing lowered her eyes and said, "Ah Xu, if you can bring back the wine-brewed dumplings I want to eat, I will try to forgive you."

"It's better to be you than someone else."

She raised her head, tears streaming down her face at that moment, but the smile on her face was more heartbreaking than crying, "You are really smart. It took you seven years to make me fall in love with you."

"I want to hate you to my core, but I can't... Ah Xu, why did you let me fall in love with you... Why!"

Her cry was soft and weak.

Bai Xu felt a sharp pain in his heart when he heard this.

He did not answer Luo Qing's words, but just hugged her tightly, as if he wanted to melt her into his bones, "Qingqing, wait for me to come back."

Luo Qing nodded very lightly.

Bai Xu just went out like this.

He drove onto the highway and after seven hours, the car passed the small county town and headed towards the steep and narrow mountain village.

There was a fork in the road ahead, which was a place where accidents often happened, so Bai Xu drove very carefully.

But due to the long hours of tiring driving, he was somewhat unable to keep up.

The cell phone's exclusive ringtone rang at this time.

It's Luo Qing's phone number.

As long as it was her call, he would answer it no matter what time it was.

Luo Qing's tired and hollow voice came from the Bluetooth headset. She sounded like she was crying.

"I'm sorry, Xu..."

"I can't do that..."

"I found I couldn't hold on any longer."

"Ah Xu, from now on, you have to take good care of yourself."

Bai Xu's heart began to panic. He couldn't hear anything at that moment, so he instinctively turned around and wanted to go back.

"Qingqing, don't do anything stupid, just wait——"

What are you waiting for?

Luo Qing couldn't hear what was said afterwards.

All she heard was the sound of the car rolling over the cliff.