Chapter 280 I Want to Suicide But I Can't Die

Hugging the fireworks, he shook his head.

"Thank you for your concern. Nothing has happened to me, and I haven't encountered any difficulties."

“I just couldn’t find the meaning of living.”

When she said this, her expression was still very calm.

She frowned, looking somewhat confused.

"I have attempted suicide several times, but strangely, I never succeeded."

The first time she attempted suicide, she tried to jump off the building, but when she climbed up to the roof, a huge evil wind pulled her back from the edge of the roof.

The second time she tried to cut her wrists, but when she picked up the fruit knife, the knife fell to the ground.

No matter how she picked it up, the light and delicate small fruit knife seemed to suddenly weigh a thousand pounds.

She couldn't lift it no matter what.

The third time, she tried to rush out as cars were weaving back and forth.

Strangely, she couldn't move that day.

Even at the moment when she tried to rush out, she felt a heavy slap on her face.

Afterwards, she looked in the mirror and saw a clear, bright red slap mark on her face.

[I said, big sister, you should be content. Many people in this world are not as lucky as you. Many people want to commit suicide, but they regret it the moment they jump off the building. However, there is no room for regret. But you can regret it thousands of times.]

[After so many times of protection, you still can't give up and run towards death? 】

【She just had nothing to do. 】

[Look at the cats and dogs, and then look at the delicious food in our country. Can't these keep you here? ]

He embraced the fireworks of the world and frowned, but the indifference in his eyes was not diminished at all.

"Sorry, I don't like cats, I don't like dogs, I have no interest in any breathing animals."

Of course, she had no interest in not being able to breathe.

[Then read thousands of books and travel thousands of miles. Isn’t it easy for people to find things that interest them in life? ]

[Reading can calm people down. I spend several hours every day reading my favorite books.]

[Really? I don’t believe it.]

【Actually, I can understand her because I just can’t get interested in anyone or anything, and I can’t muster the energy to do anything.】

[Well, I don’t like cats and dogs. I just think they are noisy. Those foods that you think are delicious, I just feel sick. As for traveling around the world or reading thousands of books, I have no interest in them at all. I read books before just to have a decent academic background.]

I have never been myself.

[Is this girl suffering from depression? ]

At this time, Embracing Human Fireworks nodded.

"Well, you are right, I do suffer from depression, but I don't know why."

"There is nothing in my life that makes me happy, but there is nothing that makes me unhappy either."

From childhood to adulthood, her parents have been regarded as fairy parents in the eyes of other children.

They respect her choice, do not interfere with her freedom, and do not put too much pressure on her.

They also gave her enough love and security.

The teachers and friends I met during my growth were all very normal people.

She herself didn't understand why she was depressed.

She didn't understand why she couldn't even die.

Is there anything worth living for someone like her?

The netizens are speechless.

[There is no hardship at all, why are you being so pretentious? ]

[I am a young lady who has a lot of love but is still not satisfied. 】

[Please don't be so harsh. She doesn't want to be unhappy, but it's really painful to live like a zombie every day.]

[If I wasn’t afraid that my parents would be sad, I would have jumped off the roof and ended it all.]

[Try to survive. You finally came to this world, you can't leave without seeing anything. 】

[Am I the only one who is curious? Why can't I die after so many suicide attempts? ]

[Is there a cute ghost protecting her? ]

When Huo Ning saw this barrage, he nodded and then shook his head.

"Not just one, but several."

"Her mission is not yet complete, so they won't let her die easily."

Embrace the fireworks: "?"

Water friend: “?”

Hugging the fireworks, I was stunned.

She really didn't expect that someone like herself still had unfinished tasks.

She looked confused and bewildered. "Master Huo, can you explain it more clearly? I don't know what I have left to do."

Huo Ning took a sip of water, her eyes gentle and patient, she said to Embracing Human Fireworks: "It's normal that you don't remember, because that was a thing of the last life."

"Zhang Yao, do you want to remember? Maybe if you remember, you will know why you are always unhappy and why you don't want to continue living."

Zhang Yao was silent for a moment, then nodded slowly after hesitating for a moment, "I want to."

Logically speaking, with her personality that shows no interest in anything, she wouldn't have any special reaction even if she accidentally found out that she had a past life.

But at this moment, her desire to know the truth was surprisingly strong.

This is very new to her.

Because she hasn't had such a strong curiosity about anything for a long time.

Huo Ning nodded and released one of the green-clothed female ghosts that was still in the space ring.

"Go and deliver something for me."

She wrote Zhang Yao's address on a piece of paper and handed it over.

The green-clothed female ghost nodded obediently, "Okay."

[Damn, you have several ghosts in your house! ]

[Host: Although what you said is true, why does it sound weird to me? ]

[It's probably like you guys raise little ghosts, you guys need the ghosts for something, but the anchor is the other way around. ]

[No way, host, you just put them in your space ring? This is such a waste of resources. ]

Huo Ning was silent for a moment when he saw this barrage.

She put down the cup of water in her hand and looked at the screen seriously.

"You have a point. It is indeed a bit of a waste. So what should I do?"

Talking about this, the netizens are no longer sleepy.

[Anchor, let them go to work! Just like Wen Ci, they sell their sex looks to you every day to make money! ]

[The above poster is really a scoundrel. You actually let ghosts sell their bodies. I am different. I suggest sending them to garment factories to operate sewing machines. Ghosts don't even need to sleep and can work all the time! ]

[You are not much better. Even the capitalists cannot be cut by you.]

[Ghost: Damn it, it’s fine that I had to go to work when I was alive, but now that I’m dead, you still won’t let me go!]

[Ghost: You'd better sleep with both eyes on guard tonight and close the toilet lid. I won't take the usual route! ]

[Ghost: You'd better change your phone screensaver to Zhong Kui, or I'll give you a surprise.]

Huo Ning supported his chin with one hand, looking thoughtful.

She really could think carefully about what they said!