Chapter 461 I'm dying

"Xiyu, what's wrong with you?"

Lu Xun's expression was still gentle, but there was a hint of gloom in his eyes.

His eyes swept across Shen Xiyu's face imperceptibly.

This is a critical period and Shen Xiyu cannot afford to make any mistakes.

If anything unexpected happens, it will be difficult for him to resurrect Yaoyao.

Shen Xiyu's eyes were fragile and her brows were slightly furrowed. She showed Lu Xun a vulnerable and dependent expression.

"Ah, I slept for a long time today and I had a nightmare again."

"I almost died in my dream just now. I...I met that woman again!"

Her face was covered with tears, and she seemed to have subconsciously regarded Lu Xun as her spiritual pillar.

When Lu Xun saw her face that looked very similar to Qin Yao and she looked at him with a dependent expression, his heart suddenly beat violently.

Yaoyao would never show this expression to him.

But this time, when he saw that face that was almost identical to Qin Yao making an expression that did not belong to Qin Yao, he surprisingly did not feel disgust or aversion in his heart.

After all, Qin Yao would never rely on him so much.

If possible, he actually hoped that the person Qin Yao relied on at that time could be him.

If Qin Yao had chosen him, she probably wouldn't have died alone in the mountains.

Lu Xun held Shen Xiyu in his arms, his drooping eyelashes hiding the emotions in his eyes.

"Xiyu, don't be afraid."

"You've just been too tired lately, and you've been nervous about our upcoming marriage, so you haven't been sleeping well, and if you don't sleep well, you'll have nightmares."

"All you have to do next is think about how to be a beautiful bride."

His voice was gentle, and there seemed to be some expectation in his tone.

It seemed like he really hoped Shen Xiyu could marry him.

But he knew better than anyone that the wedding was actually Shen Xiyu's funeral.

She will dress up and go to the tomb that her lover has carefully built for her.

Shen Xiyu's body trembled.

So scary!

How come she only realized now that Lu Xun could be so terrifying!

He clearly intended to send her to death.

But his tone sounded like he was looking forward to marrying her.

It was as if he was deeply in love with her.

Lu Xun frowned. Shen Xiyu was acting strange today.

There's something wrong with her.

"Xiyu, what happened? Why are you shaking all the time?"

He took Shen Xiyu out of his arms and looked into her eyes.

As if to explore her heart.

Get a glimpse of the secret in her heart that she dare not reveal.

Shen Xiyu didn't want to tremble either.

But she really couldn't control her fear and terror!

Whenever she faces Lu's inquiry, she will tremble all over.

The environment in which she grew up, the working environment in which she grew up, and the way she made friends were actually quite simple and pure.

She had never met anyone as terrible as Lu Xun.

Perhaps God thought that she had had it too easy since she was a child, so when it came to love, she suffered a severe setback.

"Ah, I'm scared! Do you know that I almost died at the hands of that woman? She didn't allow me to marry you. She wanted me to die!"

"She was choking me just now. She wanted to kill me!"

As Shen Xiyu spoke, tears streamed down her face.

She couldn't control her body from shaking.

I couldn't control my voice and it was shaking a little when I spoke.

But fear and trembling will not appear out of place as long as they are placed in the right context.

She held on to Lu Xun tightly, with such force that Lu Xun frowned and groaned.

She seemed oblivious.

"Xiyu, calm down."

Lu Xun grabbed Shen Xiyu's hand.

Her condition has indeed been getting worse recently.

But Lu Xun knew exactly why.

He patted Shen Xiyu's shoulder and said soothing words, but his mind was not on that.

"Xiyu, don't be afraid, I will always be with you, you just had a nightmare."

"You haven't done anything wrong. No ghosts will come after you. Don't let your imagination run wild."

Shen Xiyu just grabbed his arm tightly, her nails digging deeply into his flesh.

"Ah, no, she is not an ordinary ghost."

"She warned me in my dream to stay away from you!"

"She told me to get out!"

"She said she would kill me if I continued to get involved with you!"

She seemed to be in a state of emotional collapse, and she kept repeating the same thing.

Lu Xun's eyes were complicated. Even though his hands hurt, he let her pinch him.

"Don't be afraid, it won't happen."

Qin Yao would not kill her.

Qin Yao did this just to make her leave quickly.

I just want her to be scared and stay away from me.

But--

But Shen Xiyu is not someone who would back down easily.

Lu Xun sighed in his heart and held Shen Xiyu in his arms.

He said sorry to Shen Xiyu in a voice that only he could hear.

Shen Xiyu is a very nice person.

He knows.

But no matter how good she is, or how much she looks like Qin Yao, she is not Qin Yao.

In his heart, Qin Yao is irreplaceable.

So no matter how much Shen Xiyu likes him and how much love she gives to him, he can only give up on her cruelly.

After all, he was the one who was sorry to Shen Xiyu.

Shen Xiyu's body was still shaking and her voice was hoarse, but at this moment, she gradually let go of Lu Xun.

She struggled out of Lu Xun's arms, her eyes were red, tired, and even a little dead.

"Lu Xun," she called his name, her voice very soft, "I feel like I'm dying."

Tears fell from her eyes, but she still smiled. "Would you be sad if I died?"

"But I don't think you will. I have always liked you, but I know you don't like me that much."

Lu Xun remained silent and did not respond.

The closer it got to Qin Yao's resurrection, the more he couldn't say to Shen Xiyu, "How could I not like you?"

Earlier he could still deceive himself.

But now, he is increasingly unable to deceive Shen Xiyu.

There is no way to deceive yourself.

After all, if you don't like it, you really don't like it.

His heart had died when Qin Yao died.

"Xiyu, you just didn't get enough rest recently, so you have hallucinations. No one wants to hurt you. You are such a good person, no one would have the heart to hurt you."

But the people here do not include him.

If it weren't for Qin Yao, he actually wouldn't have the heart to hurt Shen Xiyu.

Shen Xiyu did nothing wrong.

She just shouldn't look like Qin Yao.

You just shouldn't like someone like him.

Shen Xiyu looked at him.

Infinite irony rose in my heart.

He is really good at acting.

He said that no one would have the heart to hurt her.

But the person who deliberately wanted to kill her, wasn't it him, Lu Xun?

She didn't say anything, just looked at Lu Xun.

Lu Xun felt a little depressed when she looked at him like that. A feeling similar to suffocation was spreading in his chest.

After a while, he sighed and said, "Xiyu, I'll take you to the hospital for a checkup tomorrow."

"Maybe with the doctor's examination results, you can feel more at ease."

Shen Xiyu's eyelashes moved slightly.

Before she even opened her mouth, Lu Xun took the initiative to offer to take her to see a doctor.

But it's better this way, so she doesn't have to waste her energy.

Lu Xun came out of the room only after he saw Shen Xiyu fall asleep.

He walked into the room that Shen Xiyu had never been allowed to enter.

Inside, there are things of all sizes related to Qin Yao.

There is the hair rope that Qin Yao threw away.

There is a notebook with Qin Yao's writings.

There are photos of Qin Yao from childhood to adulthood that he took without her knowledge.

There are also pens and hairbands that Qin Yao used.

He set his eyes on the photo of him and Qin Yao.

In the photo, Qin Yao has a gentle expression and a weak temperament, while he has a bright smile.

Lu Xun curled his lips and said, "Yaoyao, there's no need to waste your energy. Believe me, you will be able to survive soon."

"I know you will hate me and blame me, and I know you don't like me, but it doesn't matter."

It doesn’t matter if Qin Yao doesn’t like him.

I hope he likes Qin Yao.

Besides, as long as Qin Yao could survive, he would always find a way to make her forget the time she was a ghost.

She doesn't need to remember those irrelevant people.

She just had to remember him.

"Yaoyao, Shen Xiyu's body is well-maintained. This is the person who looks most like you that I can find. You will definitely like this body."

In response to him, there was a sound of wind.

The wind was so strong that it blew the group photo on the table to the ground, making a harsh sound.

The shards of glass shattered to the ground, as if at that moment, they separated Qin Yao and Lu Xun into two different worlds.