Chapter 463 Can You Tell the Difference Between Me and Her?

Lu Xun felt a moment of palpitations.

The look on her face made him hold back the words he wanted to say.

Shen Xiyu lowered her eyebrows, her face looked a little confused, and even a little cautious.

She grabbed Lu Xun's sleeve, her eyes were fragile and she was extremely frightened.

"Ah, do you... do you not want this child?"

She closed her eyes, and her slender neck looked pale under the light.

This added a sense of fragility to her whole being.

She shed tears silently and just looked at Lu Xun, "Ah Xun, you don't like me, so you don't like the child I give birth to, right?"

"You don't have to lie to me. I can tell from your expression."

She spoke very softly, and when her tears fell gently, it seemed as if they hit Lu Xun's heart.

With a face very similar to Qin Yao's, she asked him with tears in her eyes if he didn't want the child she had given birth to. He couldn't bring himself to say anything cruel.

He liked to see her smiling with this face.

He was very happy when the curve of her smile was very similar to Qin Yao's.

But he didn't like seeing her crying with that face.

Once she cried, he couldn't refuse any of her requests.

When he looked at her, it was as if he saw Qin Yao.

How could he refuse Qin Yao's request to have his child?

He dreamed of having a child with Qin Yao.

But--

But if he lets this child be born, it means that he will have to wait at least another ten months.

Because if Shen Xiyu was pregnant, the rituals he performed would have no effect on her.

He has waited so long and doesn't want to wait any longer.

He really couldn't wait to meet Qin Yao.

Every minute and every second after losing Qin Yao was extremely tormenting for him.

"Ah Wen, look, you don't even want to lie to me now. You obviously don't like me, so why did you agree to my confession in the first place?"

Shen Xiyu's eyes gradually changed from cautious to disappointed and then to painful.

Lu Xun's heart suddenly felt like it was being tightly grasped by an invisible giant hand, causing him to feel so painful that he couldn't breathe.

He grabbed Shen Xiyu's hand and said, "Xiyu, don't look at me like that. I beg you."

He really couldn't bear it.

This made him feel as if he saw Qin Yao's particularly disappointed look.

This would make him feel worse than killing him.

However, the disappointment in Shen Xiyu's eyes became even deeper, and the love in her eyes gradually disappeared without a trace.

Instead, there is deep disappointment and fatigue.

It seemed that from now on, it would be unnecessary for her to look at this person any more.

She struggled, trying to pull the hand from her grasp.

However, Lu Xun pulled her into his arms and held her tightly.

"Xiyu, I don't dislike this child, don't think too much."

"You can't cry when you're pregnant. It's bad for your health. Please stop crying, okay?"

His tone even had a hint of caution.

In fact, he rarely speaks to others with such an expression.

"Xiyu, if I did something wrong, you can hit me or scold me, but please don't cry."

He will be reluctant to do so.

Seeing her crying like that, he couldn't make any cruel decision.

Shen Xiyu remained silent, but felt infinite irony in his heart.

He consciously or unconsciously cultivated her into a substitute for the white moonlight in his heart.

She later practiced the smiles and frowns she showed when guiding people to take photos.

He knew what expression would make him more relaxed.

Naturally, he also knew what expression would hurt his heart the most.

But sometimes, she really wanted to ask, who on earth was Lu Xun trying to show off this romantic drama to?

I heard that she looks a lot like Qin Yao.

He guided her to learn Qin Yao's dressing style, her temperament, and her smile.

Then can he really tell the difference between her and Qin Yao?

Can he really tell the difference?

"Ah, you are like this, it really makes me feel strange."

She suddenly said this.

If it were in the past, Lu Xun would have noticed that something was not right with her mood.

He could also notice that her attitude towards him was very strange.

But now his heart is in a state of confusion.

So some details were basically ignored by him.

Shen Xiyu is actually not a good actor.

But was Lu Xun’s acting skill good in the past?

I’m afraid not.

It’s just that when Shen Xiyu liked Lu Xun, her love overshadowed his not-so-great acting skills.

He held Shen Xiyu's hand. He was very confused. There were some things he didn't know how to do.

"Xiyu, let's go home first."

He held Shen Xiyu's hand tightly.

He always helped her to pay attention to her feet, as if he was afraid that she would fall or get hurt.

He didn't know whether he should welcome the arrival of this child.

However, he had already subconsciously begun to protect the 'pregnant' Shen Xiyu.

On the surface, he and Shen Xiyu look like a loving couple.

Unfortunately, that's just on the surface.

Just like.

The weather is still a bit cool right now.

Shen Xiyu sat on the sofa and Lu Xun took a thick blanket to cover her.

"Xiyu, don't catch a cold."

Shen Xiyu watched him act coldly.

"Why don't you eat?"

He bought her a lot of her favorite foods, but she hardly touched them.

She only took a bite of her favorite salted bone porridge today and put it down.

Shen Xiyu shook her head. "I don't want to eat it. Ah Xun, throw it away. I will feel uncomfortable when I smell it."

It's not uncomfortable at all.

After all, she was just faking her pregnancy.

Not really pregnant.

She just felt disgusted with Lu Xun and didn't want to see him or touch the things he bought for her.

Every moment he spent with her, he was thinking about her death.

She was really afraid that someone like this would poison the food.

Lu Xun didn't know that Shen Xiyu had seen through all his tricks.

He heard her say that the smell made her feel uncomfortable, so he took the things off the table.

"I heard that pregnant women would feel uncomfortable during pregnancy, and many things that were edible before pregnancy cannot be touched after pregnancy. But I didn't expect that I would feel uncomfortable just after the diagnosis."

"I'm sorry, Spanish, I didn't do my homework well."

Shen Xiyu had a blank expression on her face.

She hummed lightly.

Anyway, Lu Wen would understand that the series of reactions she is having now are caused by pregnancy hormones.

She was not wrong.

Lu Xun indeed thought so.

He was surprised that Shen Xiyu suddenly became pregnant.

But now, he is not ready to keep the child.

His mind is in turmoil.

Lu Xun stood up, a look of worry on his face.

He touched Shen Xiyu's hair, his expression was complicated, but in the complexity, there was some tenderness.

"Xiyu, please sit down for a moment. I'm going to tell my friends that I'm going to be a father."

Shen Xiyu glanced at him first, then hummed, "Okay."

She didn't care whether what Lu Xun said was true or not.

Don't say she was just faking her pregnancy.

Even if she was really pregnant, her mood at the moment would probably not cause any disturbance.

Her heart had already died when she found out that Lu Xun was using her as a substitute and was trying to kill her.

No matter how much she loved Lu Xun, she couldn't give him her life.

Lu Xun went out.

He didn't really want to inform his friends.

He just wanted to go out for some fresh air and think carefully about whether he should keep the child.

In fact, he has already waited for so long, so he can wait another ten months.

It’s not like he doesn’t have these ten months.

He was just afraid that if he delayed too long, he would become soft-hearted.

I was afraid that I would not be able to give up the baby in Shen Xiyu's belly from the beginning.

I couldn't bear to part with Shen Xiyu.

Ten months is enough time for a lot to happen.

And once the child is born, it means that there will be a bond between him and Shen Xiyu.

Even if he still had no feelings for Shen Xiyu at that time, he was afraid that he would want Shen Xiyu to live well for the sake of the child.

It’s not that he doesn’t believe Qin Yao.

He knew that with Qin Yao's personality, she would definitely take good care of the child.

What's more, he always found a way to make Qin Yao believe that the child was born to her and him.

Even so, Lu Xun always felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.

This would make him feel that he had betrayed Qin Yao.

Lu Xun didn't know how to describe his conflicting feelings.

He didn't know what would happen in the future, but at the moment, he absolutely would not allow his heart to betray Qin Yao.

His mind was in turmoil.

We can no longer allow this chaos to continue.

Lu Xun tightened his fingers slightly.

When the wind blew, he looked up and found that it was not too hot, but it felt like warm sunshine shining on people.

The weather today is really nice.