Chapter 651: This is the first time in more than 20 years

When Chen Yu saw this, he quickly explained himself.

"No, no, you misunderstood me. I am not a ghost. I am really a human!"

He knew that if he asked the anchor for help like this, he would definitely be misunderstood by netizens.

But being mistaken for a ghost still made Chen Yu feel a little uncomfortable.

He took a deep breath and said, "I'm not a ghost. I just don't know what happened recently. Suddenly, I can't see the light."

"It was probably about two weeks ago that I started to be particularly afraid of sunlight. I felt suffocated when I was exposed to it."

Chen Yu said this, pointing to the somewhat rotten wound on his body.

"I got this wound last week when I went out wearing a short-sleeved shirt."

At that time, he felt more than just the pain of the wound.

But at that time I felt that I was going to die.

He is not afraid of light, but he is afraid of sunlight.

I am not afraid of light.

Even turning on a light in this completely dark environment would make him feel more at ease than ever before.

"I can actually go out at night. I am not afraid of the moonlight. In fact, the moonlight makes me feel very comfortable."

"But every time I bathed in moonlight, I would become more resistant to sunlight the next day. It even got to the point where I felt particularly uncomfortable if a little sunlight came through the cracks in my window."

After Chen Yu finished speaking, he scratched his hair in pain.

This experience made him feel like a monster.

Chen Yu's mentality had collapsed, and she even began to show signs of depression.

Outside, the wind was howling, mixed with the croaking of frogs and cicadas.

These sounds mixed together and Chen Yu let out a breath. However, when he thought that this was his subconscious reaction to the peace he felt at night, he suddenly felt uncomfortable as if a stone had piled up in his heart.

This huge rock was blocking his heart, causing him to feel oppressive pain and almost driving him crazy.

"Master Huo, I know you are very powerful, please save me!"

Chen Yu's desperate voice was filled with tears.

"I don't want to live like this anymore! I want to be a normal person!"

He is not a rat in the gutter.

It is not a cockroach that can only crawl in the dark.

He shouldn't be afraid of the sun.

Sunlight should not be something that brings him pain and leads him to destruction.

Netizens originally thought that Chen Yu looked scary.

When I heard him talk about his own experience, it suddenly became even more terrifying.

[Dude, that's not it... that's it, and you still say you're not that Ah Piao?! ]

[Stop talking. I feel like you're making things worse. Being afraid of sunlight and enjoying darkness is the reaction of a devil, isn't it?]

[It could also be a zombie, but it's definitely not something from the mortal world.]

[Is it possible that he is a bat spirit who likes to travel at night? ]

[Huo Laoliu, please tell me, is he the so-called Ah Piao? ]

Huo Ning frowned slightly and looked at Chen Yu with a slightly complicated look.

She did not admit that Chen Yu was the ghost.

But he did not deny that he was not.

She just stared at Chen Yu's face for a moment, and suddenly said, "Your skin is quite white, but if I'm not mistaken, this is the first time you've been this white in more than 20 years."

Over the past twenty years, Chen Yu was not the same as she is now.

The expression on Chen Yu's face froze for a moment before he lowered his eyelashes and spoke in a voice as soft as a mosquito.

"Yes, I wasn't like that before."

"My skin color before was... a little dark."

Netizens did not find this answer strange.

Even the conversation between Huo Ning and Chen Yu was within the expectations of netizens.

[It's normal. I can only say that if you avoid light like this, no matter who you are, it will be a waste! ]

[No... although, this guy is really too white, almost like milk, how can he be so white without being exposed to the sun? It's unreasonable! ]

[This guy is whiter than me if I soak in water for three days. You said that you can get this white after not seeing the sun for two weeks. I don’t know if others will believe it, but I don’t believe it.]

[Maybe he was quite white before? ]

【Didn’t he just say that he is quite dark?】

[I can only say that netizens nowadays like Versailles. Last time I saw a 1.70 meter tall person who weighed 90 kilograms saying that he was fat.]

[Well, I also saw a beautiful girl who insisted on saying that she was ugly and felt that she was not worthy of her Kappa partner. ]

[It's so funny. In this situation, if you follow their lead and say something true, they will break down in no time.]

[So what did this guy look like before? ]

When Chen Yu saw that netizens were beginning to be curious about her previous skin color, her expression froze instantly.

A strong sense of inferiority suddenly swept over him, drowning and filling him up.

His eyes sparkled, "I... I'm here to solve my current dilemma, so... you don't need to look at what I was like before!"

He originally felt inferior and even painful because of his skin color.

When he was in school, he was laughed at by his classmates because of his dark skin.

Many classmates even gave him nicknames.

Although some of these are not malicious, but rather a kind of ridicule.

But for someone like him who takes his skin color issue very seriously, this is actually a humiliation.

Huo Ning sighed slightly, but didn't say anything. She just said, "Your problem is not just about the incident you encountered, but also about the problem in your heart."

Chen Yu's heart skipped a beat.

He really has a mental problem.

Moreover, this problem has been going on for a long time.

The inferiority complex caused by his skin color has penetrated deep into his bones and taken root in his heart.

Chen Yu clenched his hands into fists, wondering if these days of not being able to see the light of day had brought him any benefits.

Perhaps the only good thing is that his skin has indeed become whiter.

And it was as white as he had always been pursuing.

Therefore, from the beginning to the end, he just wanted to correct his bad habit of not being able to see the light.

Instead of changing yourself back to how you were before.

Chen Yu smiled bitterly twice before taking out his old photos.

In the past, he always had low self-esteem and rarely took photos of himself.

I found this photo on my friend’s Moments.

Netizens looked at this photo and were slightly silent.

Although compared to the skin color of normal people, his skin color was indeed a little darker, and compared to him now, he looked more like a person of two different races.

But it seems - it seems that there is no need to feel inferior for so many years?

[Although it is said that one should not advise others to be kind unless they have experienced their own suffering, I think your original skin color was also quite good-looking and it suits your facial features better than it does now.]

[I also think that his skin is a little scary now because it is so white. He looks more energetic than when he was dark.]

Seeing these bullet screens, Chen Yu was in a trance for a moment.

His friends also said that after he turned white, he was not as good-looking as before, and his current condition made people feel as if he had been ill for a long time.

But he just felt that his friends were used to his previous appearance, and after the sudden change, they couldn't adapt and couldn't get used to it.

but--

But netizens who have never met him also said so.

Huo Ning looked at Chen Yu, or to be more precise, looked behind him.

"I'm telling you very clearly that there is something around you, but now that you've become like this, it doesn't really matter to you."

Huo Ning's voice was very soft.

When Chen Yu heard that there was indeed something beside him, he felt a chill rising from the soles of his feet and spreading to every part of his body.

He felt horrified.

"Master Huo, please help me!"

He didn't understand why he had attracted this kind of thing.

His original intention was just to make himself white. Although he did a lot of incredible things, he always hurt himself and never hurt others.

Huo Ning took a sip of water. The moonlight was very bright tonight, illuminating everything clearly.

"Chen Yu, I can only help you once, but if you get stuck in this vicious circle, I can save you once, but I can't save you a second time."

There is no savior in this world.

Only people can save themselves.

Just like facing a drowning person, all the people on the shore can do is hand him a lifebuoy.

But if he himself doesn't want to live, even if you go down to rescue him yourself, you won't be able to save him, and Vaner will be implicated as well.

Chen Yu pursed her lips tightly and said nothing.

He knew that Huo Ning was right.

People cannot expect the coming of a savior; only they can save themselves.

Even though he knew it, he still let himself get stuck in this vicious circle.