Chapter 79 He Died the Year She Loved Her Most

July's eyes were sore and her heart felt as if it was pierced by a sharp knife, causing her to throb with pain.

She shook her head.

She can't do it.

She lost the person she loved the most, and the vivid and beautiful Qi Yue could never come back. How could she let herself go?

July's tears kept falling.

Her voice was trembling as she said, "Qi Yue, if...if I had taken you home that day, would the ending have been different?"

"You won't die?"

July's memories go back to the summer after the college entrance examination.

Qi Yue's parents were divorced, and his father had an affair outside. The mistress gave birth to a son who was only three years younger than him. His father had long been biased, and as soon as the college entrance examination was over, he didn't want to care about Qi Yue anymore.

Qi Yue's mother transferred her hatred towards her husband onto her son. Every time she looked at Qi Yue, her eyes were filled with hatred and resentment.

That day was his birthday, but he was alone in the cold and lonely home.

No one said happy birthday to him.

Besides Jiang Yue, that is July.

WeChat was not popular at that time, so they used QQ.

Qi Yue rubbed the bracelet on his hand, and after receiving the happy birthday message from her, the sadness and loneliness in his heart were reduced by a lot.

He joked with her and asked if she wanted to come to the shopping mall near his house and he would treat her.

She asked him doubtfully if he wasn't going to celebrate his birthday with his family.

Qi Yue sadly said that they were too busy.

When July saw these words, she felt so distressed that she wanted to reach through the screen and hug him.

She had secretly liked Qi Yue for a year. During that year, the two of them did many things as friends, but neither of them broke through the layer of window paper.

July knew a little about what happened in Qi Yue's family.

She clenched her fingers into a fist and encouraged herself repeatedly in her heart. Finally, she mustered up the courage and typed out a line of words.

——Come out, let’s go to the amusement park we often go to. Today is your birthday star, and I will take you flying.

The other side quickly replied with a "OK".

July thought that she seemed to be able to see the smile on the other person's face through these two words.

She changed into her favorite dress, put on her makeup awkwardly in front of the mirror, and bought a bouquet of roses.

She waited for a long time in the playground, holding the rose nervously.

But she never waited for Qi Yue to keep the appointment.

The sky gradually darkened, and the stars and the moon replaced the sun. July looked at the rose in her hand with disappointment and threw it into the trash can in a depressed mood.

At the age of eighteen, I am a little bit pretentious and always feel embarrassed, but I can't help but make up stories.

She did not call to ask why Qi Yue broke the appointment.

She just went back and cried for a while, then fell asleep.

For the next two days, she kept expecting Qi Yue to send her a text message to explain why he didn't show up that day.

But I always can't bring myself to contact them actively.

Until she heard her parents mention that Qi Yue had died in a car accident, and the accident happened just one street away from his home.

There is a flower shop there that sells the best roses.

July couldn't quite remember how she reacted when she received the news of Qi Yue's death.

She only remembered that she was in a trance during that time.

I'm still confused to this day.

She looked at Qi Yue, the memories of the past slowing her down inch by inch, "I'm sorry... Qi Yue, I'm sorry, it's my fault..."

If she hadn't asked Qi Yue to go to the amusement park that day, but instead took him to a shopping mall near his home, or picked him up to have dinner at her home, perhaps nothing would have happened to him.

These years, she always dreamed of leaping forward.

But he never liked to talk to her in his dreams.

She didn't know whether Qi Yue blamed her or not, but she could never forgive herself.

Qi Yue shook his head and looked at her seriously, "Yueyue, there is someone in this world who should apologize to me, but that person is not you."

[Don't blame yourself, little sister. It's really none of your business. If you keep refusing to let yourself go, Qi Yue will be very sad too. ]

[How come it's none of her business? If she hadn't insisted on asking people to go to the amusement park, Qi Yue wouldn't have been hit by a car when he went out! ]

[If you say so, then the culprits must be his parents. After all, if his parents hadn't forgotten his birthday, how could he want to find someone to accompany him because he was lonely? ]

[It's all his father's fault for being so shameless and having to find a mistress. ]

[I always felt that Qi Yue wanted to confess his feelings that day, but... Alas! He missed it!]

Qi Yue felt very uncomfortable. He wanted to hug her, but his hands would pass through her body.

There was just wind blowing through the gaps between his fingers.

Huo Ning looked at it, feeling somewhat reluctant, and simply raised her hand and made a gesture.

Everyone only saw a faint golden light coming out from the screen and landing on Qi Yue.

Qi Yue was stunned for a moment, but when he realized he could touch her, he almost subconsciously held her wrist and wiped her tears.

"Yueyue, don't blame yourself. This matter has never had anything to do with you."

"I have been in your dreams all these years, and I have always wanted to tell you this, but I can't seem to open my mouth in my dreams..."

To be precise, they were separated by Yin and Yang, and she could not hear what he said.

July stared blankly at her wrist that was grabbed.

She smiled, hugged Qi Yue's waist, and tears fell.

"Leaping in unison..."

She finally did what she wanted to do ten years ago.

But why should she and Qi Yue be separated by Yin and Yang?

Qi Yue touched her head awkwardly and smiled at her, "Yueyue, don't live your life with self-blame. You need to get out of this and live a good life."

[Damn, I cried. ]

[Bai Yueguang, he died when he was eighteen, the most beautiful year of his life. He died when she loved him the most and was about to confess her love to him. Help me, it's not Jiang Yue's fault that he can't get over it, I can't get over it either! ]

[If I were Jiang Yue, I wouldn't be able to fall in love with anyone. ]

[Wuwuwu host, please help me give this poor couple a happy ending! ]

[Host: Is there a possibility that I can’t do the job of a screenwriter? ]

Huo Ning really can't do the job of a screenwriter.

But she couldn't help but sigh as she saw one of them was deeply self-blame while the other was full of heartache but because she was tongue-tied, her words couldn't comfort the other.

"July, whether you called him out that day or not, he would have left your life. This was the outcome that had already been determined in the book of life and death."

The tears on July's face have not yet dried.

She forced a smile, "I see."

In fact, Huo Ning didn't need to explain anything to her.

She voluntarily trapped herself in the prison of the past.

But she has more important things to do than being sad.

Qi Yue looked at Qi Yue reluctantly. As soon as she opened her mouth, her heart ached and trembled. "Qi Yue, go and reincarnate. You have protected me for ten years."

Qi Yue pursed his lips, obviously reluctant to leave.

He lowered his head, "Yueyue, I want to protect you, I don't want to leave..."

[Damn, you peed my eyes, host, Qi Yue and Jiang Yue must be destined to be together in the next life, right! ]

[Wuwuwu, host, please tell me! I will believe you if you tell me!]

Huo Ning looked at Qi Yue's face, lowered his eyes, and sighed.