I want to tell him that all these years, I have never forgotten him. I really want to talk to him and ask if he still remembers the little beggar woman who asked him to sleep with her back then.
It's so embarrassing to think about. He's a married man. How could I have such thoughts? No way...
But I really want to spend more time with him, even if he doesn't know I'm there.
Unfortunately, it seems the Royal Guard has found them.
I don't want to ruin his and the Empress's life, so I have to go.
Upon seeing this, Shen Zhao suddenly felt a headache coming on.
The scene of being buried in the icy snowfield in my past life resurfaced in my mind.
This time, however, he clearly heard someone crying and shouting in his ear.
"Brother Chen, you can't die! Cheer up!"
"Hold on, I'll get you out!"
"Please, do you still remember me? Back then at the noodle shop, if I hadn't met you, I would have starved to death long ago. Please, no matter what, don't get hurt. Hang in there."
"Wake up! Don't die! Please, please say something!"
In an instant, this memory of Chen Feng flooded into his mind like a tidal wave.
"I remember now, the one who saved me from the icy wilderness and ice caves back then wasn't the system, but..."
"Su Yunying!"
I remember now, everything makes sense.
The "he" in the diary, the "young man," is actually myself.
It turns out that before his first rebirth, Shen Zhao's fate began when he was four years old.
At the age of fifteen, he was assigned by the Jing'an Division to go to a neighboring city on an errand. While resting at a noodle shop, he happened to encounter a ragged, unkempt girl of about ten years old begging for food and making the bizarre offer that she would sleep with him.
Shen Zhao didn't think much of it. He just felt sorry for the girl, so he ordered two bowls of noodles for her, left her all the money he had and the dried fruit he had just bought, and then left.
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