Leng Ruxue's expression and tone were very serious.
This was actually a long-standing issue that had been weighing on her mind.
She could feel Chu Nanfeng's affection for her, and she could also appreciate his kindness and consideration towards her.
Even if he slept with her under the influence of alcohol, given her deep confusion and unwillingness to face reality, he didn't need to waste time and energy comforting her and helping her gradually emerge from the shadows.
There are many ways to be responsible, but spending time with someone is the most difficult.
She had seen Chu Nanfeng's efforts along the way, and she tried to reciprocate, but she couldn't help but get stuck on the question: why did Chu Nanfeng choose her so firmly?
He was a good person, very outstanding, and had many choices, so why did he ultimately choose her?
Chu Nanfeng stared at her, paused for a moment, and then slightly tugged at the corner of his mouth:
"fool."
"I like you, you've captivated me, so I naturally chose this option. Why ask so many questions?"
Leng Ruxue pressed further, "Then why did you fall in love with me?"
Chu Nanfeng looked at the earnest young girl, met her gaze, and smiled wryly: "Actually, there really aren't that many whys."
"Even if you really ask me to explain it, I can't quite put my finger on it. I've just fallen in love with him."
Leng Ruxue changed her approach and asked him, "When did you fall in love with me?"
Chu Nanfeng paused for a moment, a thoughtful look appearing in his eyes. After a moment of silence, he spoke seriously:
"It must have been during the time of Laoheishan."
Without waiting for Leng Ruxue to ask another question, a hint of reminiscence appeared in his eyes as he continued:
"I had just relinquished my identity as a secret agent at that time. After living in darkness for many years, I was suddenly living in the sunlight, and I was actually a little unaccustomed to it."
“I promised my parents that I would learn to take over the family business and share some of the burden that Liyue has carried for me for so many years.”
"But everything is difficult at the beginning, and I didn't learn smoothly or happily. It was at this time that Li Yue and Xiao Wu Jie went to Lao Hei Mountain to rescue that Miss Lin. In order to help them and also to escape the pressure, I went with them."
His rough fingers gently caressed Leng Ruxue's delicate face, a tender look appearing in his eyes:
"That's where I first came into contact with you."
"Seeing you carrying a backpack bigger than yourself, even though you're suffering and tired, you don't want to burden others. I feel that Xue is very strong and cute."
"I was truly moved the night we shared a tent. You were the first person in all these years to keep praising me and listen to my innermost thoughts."
"It feels so good to finally say what I've kept inside for so many years. And the fact that Ah Xue still cares about me when I'm so weak and is willing to listen to my story is so touching."
He cupped Leng Ruxue's face in his hands, meeting her gaze, and suddenly smiled:
"If you insist on asking me why, perhaps I can tell you now."
"Perhaps it was a special time, a special place, that I met the right person."
"What happened that night was both an impulsive act and a long-planned scheme. Although I was drunk, I always knew in my heart that the person was you."
After staring at him blankly for a while, Leng Ruxue suddenly laughed, "Then... do you know how I answered Grandpa?"
Taking a deep breath, Chu Nanfeng said softly, "I want Xue to know my expectations."
Under his slightly tense gaze, Leng Ruxue smiled and said, "As you wish."
Five words, very short, yet very long.
It contains a lot.
For the first time, Chu Nanfeng heard the answer he had longed for.
Just as Chu Nanfeng's lips were about to fall, Leng Ruxue placed her small hand against his chest and asked him, "Don't you want to know why?"
Chu Nanfeng shook his head. "It's not important."
Leng Ruxue said, "But I want to tell you."
Her eyes shone brightly, and Chu Nanfeng's handsome face was clearly reflected in her pure and clear pupils.
"Chu Nanfeng, handsome brother, I've figured it out, I really like you."
"I've had many boyfriends, not because I really liked them that much, but because many times, it was hard to be alone."
"Although the boss is very good to me, he is too aloof. Although Sister Wan is familiar with me, she is quiet and reserved. I can't stand that kind of atmosphere."
"I work in mechanical research, and there isn't a single male researcher around me. When I'm bored and wander into nightclubs, I'll chat with the male models all night and drink to relieve my boredom."
"Most of my previous boyfriends were people I paid to keep me company. I had no feelings for them, and they had no feelings for me either."
"At first, I didn't know what liking someone meant. I just thought you were handsome and that I felt comfortable around you."
“You won’t be aloof and ignore me like the boss, nor will you make fun of me like Uncle Lu. You’re the first person to treat me so well, and I don’t want to refuse you from the bottom of my heart.”
"Now, although I feel a little fooled by you, I'm really happy to be with you."
So, I really like you.
She spoke with some urgency, as if afraid that Chu Nanfeng would be disappointed again. She said a lot, and very forcefully.
When she reached the last sentence, meeting Chu Nanfeng's burning gaze, her cheeks flushed and her tone softened considerably.
She gritted her teeth slightly, mustered her courage, and said loudly:
"So thank you for always being there for me, caring for me, helping me out of the shadows, and trying your best to make me happy. I can feel it all."
"I rarely responded to you before, and I never took the initiative. Now I understand, but I may not be that good. However, I will try my best."
"So my answer to Grandpa was—I am truly with you. I may not do well, but I will try my best and never give up easily."
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