Chapter 141 I Can't believe how much I hated my former self.



Shan Hongxing was heartbroken; Yang Wennan's words were all truthful and piercing.

Especially the last sentence.

Do you believe in reincarnation?

Can fate be changed?

Wen Jingge chose only Qiao Yu. Qiao Yu had upheld her master's will since childhood and had learned all of her master's skills, including divination.

Was all of this predetermined?

Then why wasn't it him who died?

Reincarnation! Destiny!

It's too heavy.

The paper figures slowly retreated, and in the instant they dispersed, Yang Wennan almost fell to his death due to the loss of weight. Fortunately, Shan Hongxing was by his side and caught him.

After they went down, the paper figures that had fallen to the ground seemed to have exhausted all their strength. They lay on the ground, making a thumping sound as the wind blew them down, and they were no longer able to get up.

"Find a friend, find a friend..." The monk suddenly laughed, clapping his hands as he walked up to Shan Hongxing, grabbed Shan Hongxing's clothes, and started running forward. "Found a good friend, hurry, hurry, come save me..."

"Save you?"

Shan Hongxing knew the Compassionate and Joyful Buddha before, but at that time the Compassionate and Joyful Buddha did not have such a high reputation. It is said that he suddenly developed Buddha-nature after his master, the Monk Under the Moon, died, but he also often fell ill.

This illness is very strange. You will often wonder if he is really crazy or pretending to be crazy, because he can always enlighten you in his ramblings.

"Help me! Help me!"

"I'll save you, or you'll be all alone."

"One, two, three, my senior brother said that groups of three or more are not enough. I can't count them all. I don't know anything."

The monk grew anxious and squatted down, refusing to move any further. "This humble monk knows nothing. Don't come any closer. Even if you do, this humble monk won't say anything."

"Will you tell us when we leave?" Ling Yi said dryly, "Or will you tell us when we're dead and burned?"

"Fire, fire, fire!" he pointed to the sky, "Boom! Fire! Fire! Come out when the fire starts!"

The monk ran off while talking, and the others were unsure whether to follow. Jinwu, however, grabbed Yuan Qingling by the collar and ran towards the spot where the monk had disappeared. "I love fire the most! I want to see what kind of fire can drive someone mad. Run faster!"

"They didn't leave..."

"I don't care! If you walk too slowly, I'll turn you into a child, so even your ghost master will despise you!"

Yuan Qingling: ...

Shan Hongxing: "Keep up, but don't follow too closely."

"Senior brother!" Qiao Yu, who was walking at the back, called out to Liang Si, "I have something to say to you."

Yang Wennan couldn't help but take another look. Seeing that Shan Hongxing had almost disappeared from sight, he simply said, "Don't fall behind, senior brothers."

"Hmm." Liang Si nodded and handed a hammer to Yang Wennan, "You might find it useful."

Thanks.

"What is it?"

"Senior brother hates me?" Qiao Yu asked him. "I had sensed it before, but at that time I thought it was because of me. But after Master died, senior brother seems unwilling to pretend anymore. It's like he wishes he could kill me?"

These words had been bottled up in his heart ever since he found Shan Hongxing; he really wanted to find out the reason.

He could even imagine that, in the past, because the Grandmaster was inside his body, his senior brother might not have cared about him, but after he came out, the sense of isolation was too obvious.

Is it because I'm not strong enough?

"It's because of the dream that Master told you when I entered the room that day."

"Was that dream of my master that I killed?"

"Or perhaps it's due to the environment created by the old Taoist priest?"

“I believe Master when he says it’s a dream. Many times, the scenes Master saw will appear in my mind as dreams even when I’m asleep. Many times, many things were discussed behind my back.”

"But, senior brother, you don't really think I don't care, do you?"

Liang Si stared at him for a long time, then left only one sentence: "You wouldn't understand."

"Why! Why can't I understand? Is it because of that eye in the sky?" He sneered. "Why, why can you all see it, but I can't?"

“It’s a good thing we can’t see it. If we could see it…” Liang Si sighed, looking much older. “If we could see it, we would be like me now, heartless, only able to be bystanders.”

"No heart?" Qiao Yu was stunned. By the time she realized what was happening, her hand was already touching Liang Si's chest.

He truly had no heartbeat.

Unconvinced, Qiao Yu gripped Liang Si's wrist, then reached down to her neck, pinching every spot she could reach...

"How could this be, Senior Brother..."

“Leaving Xuanyun Sect will make me a normal person again.” Liang Si smiled, the curve of her lips seeming like a fake smile, yet also carrying tenderness. “But on the mountain, I will forget everything and become no different from a walking corpse.”

Compared to the good life on the mountain, I prefer suffering down below, at least…

He clutched his chest and patted Qiao Yu's shoulder heavily. "I didn't live this long in my past life... Qiao Yu, be yourself. You will become the next Sword God because of your Sword Prodigy physique. Of course, the price of becoming a god is not something ordinary people can bear, except for you..."

Hehe, don't worry about me. Once things are settled here, I'll stay and go find my master's remains. No matter who's guarding them there, I'll go and finish what I couldn't do in my past life.

So Qiao Yu, you must not let your master down. She has high hopes for you, really, even more than you can imagine.

No one in this world is more trustworthy than her. Please, please don't betray that trust.

Otherwise, you'll end up like me... hehehe, like me, unable to hold your head up in front of her for two lifetimes.

"Senior brother..."

In Qiao Yu's eyes, Liang Si had always been calm and composed, never revealing his inner obsession like he did now. He was like a square block of ice, and you could never make him create ripples.

But now this ice doesn't seem like a ripple in my heart, but rather like a tremor caused by the collision of glaciers.

"I'm fine, you go ahead! I won't go."

"Senior brother, do you really not hate me?"

“You always overthink things.” Liang Si rubbed his head. “I’m entrusting the care of my junior brothers and sisters to you from now on. You can’t be willful anymore. You have to protect them.”

"Okay!" Qiao Yu gave him a hug.

Liang Si watched him walk away, took out a handkerchief to wipe her hands, and used a fire spell to burn the handkerchief to ashes.

"Qiao Yu, Qiao Yu, how come I never realized you were such a fool?" He raised his eyes as if trying to stop the tears from falling. "Wrong is wrong. You didn't listen to what you should have listened to, and you didn't believe what you should have believed. You disgust me."

"Hehehe, I actually hated my former self so much! Unbelievable, unbelievable, Master, are you satisfied now?"

Once again, I am being forced to leave because of my incompetence. Why are you punishing me like this? In my past life, I was truly, truly bewitched to treat you that way. Please, I beg you, live!

As long as I live, I, your disciple, will never see you again, and I will never be greedy again.

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