Two months have passed in the blink of an eye since I started recuperating in hell.
My body has almost fully recovered, and I can run and jump again.
Youyuan is indeed no longer in Hell; I haven't seen any trace of Youyuan outside.
After I recovered, I kept thinking about how to say goodbye to Lan Qi.
Actually, I'm a little reluctant to part with Lan Qi. The thought that we might never see each other again makes me feel a little sad.
I initially wanted to leave a letter to say goodbye to Lan Qi, but then I felt it wouldn't be very respectful to him. After much thought, I decided to tell Lan Qi everything and say goodbye to him in person.
This day was no different from any other day in hell.
No stars, no moon, no sun.
"Lin Lu, what do you want to say to me? Why are you so serious?" Lan Qi looked at my unusually serious face and seemed a little flustered.
I lowered my eyes and then looked up at Lan Qi. "Lan Qi, did you know Nv Xin before?"
Lan Qi paused slightly, then nodded. "I know, but I'm not very familiar with it."
I nodded slightly. "Actually, I'm not Nv Xin."
Lan Qi scrutinized me closely, "But you are no different from Nü Xin."
I nodded. "This body belongs to Nv Xin."
"Could it be that you possessed Nu Xin?!" Lan Qi was somewhat shocked.
“No.” I shook my head. “This was all a scheme by Nv Xin, a meticulously planned conspiracy.”
Lan Qi frowned and listened to my explanation without interrupting.
"You know that Nvxin and Liu Lieyu were originally sworn enemies, but suddenly everything changed. Nvxin became madly in love with Liu Lieyu, and she would never leave him no matter what, abandoning her responsibilities and ideals. Do you know why?"
Lan Qi shook his head.
"Do you know the Eastern Emperor Bell that Liu Lieyu has? It is the Eastern Emperor."
“I know,” Lan Qi nodded. “It’s quite an impressive item.”
“Exactly.” I nodded, a mocking smile playing on my lips. “A remarkable object; it can fulfill the host’s wishes.”
“He made a wish, which was for Nvxin to love him forever.” I lowered my eyes. “It was because of this ridiculous wish that Nvxin suddenly fell in love with Liu Lieyu abnormally. But how could Nvxin be willing to accept that? So he sealed himself away forever, sealed him in the deepest part of his body, which is equivalent to killing himself. He then summoned me from another world, just to help him kill Liu Lieyu.”
Lan Qi frowned. "But how can Nv Xin know that you will definitely help her kill Liu Lieyu? What if you also fall in love with Liu Lieyu?"
“Nu Xin had already thought of that, so the person she chose was someone who disliked Liu Lieyu.” I explained with a smile, “To be honest, everything here exists in my world as a book.”
Lan Qi was even more confused, his brows furrowing deeply.
"In order to successfully kill Liu Lieyu, Nv Xin arranged for several people to assist her, including Wu from Guixu and You Yuan, who were both Nv Xin's people."
"I see." Lan Qi nodded slightly. "No wonder you and You Yuan suddenly broke up."
"Let's not talk about him." I waved my hand.
"Okay, let's not talk about it." Lan Qi nodded with a smile.
"Actually, you are the first person I've ever said these words to in person."
"I am honored."
Looking at Lan Qi's smiling face, I suddenly couldn't bear to say the rest of my words. No matter what, I would hurt Lan Qi.
"Lan Qi, I'm about to say goodbye." I lowered my eyes, unable to bear looking at Lan Qi's face.
"Why?!"
"I'm going to Guixu to find Liu Lieyu." I tried to keep my voice calm.
"What do you want with him?!" Lan Qi suddenly stood up. "Have you fallen in love with Liu Lieyu too?"
"How could that be?! I would never love Liu Lieyu, no matter who I love!" I said this with unwavering conviction, even though Liu Lieyu had caused the death of one of my children.
"Then why are you going to Guixu? Isn't it better for you to stay here with me? I'll give you whatever you want." Lan Qi held my hand and spoke each word sincerely.
I was silent for a moment. "Lan Qi, I have no home here. The world is vast, but there is no place that belongs to me. I want to go back to my original world."
"You want to kill Liu Lieyu?!" Lan Qi instantly understood my thoughts.
I nodded slightly. "Or perhaps he was killed by Liu Lieyu."
"No way." Lan Qi immediately refused, "Have you forgotten what the God Venerable left for the three of you when he left?"
this. . .
"Perhaps if you go, you won't be able to achieve either of these two goals."
I bit my lip and remained silent.
Lan Qi suddenly pulled me into his arms. "You said the world is vast and there is no home for you. If you don't mind, you can treat this place as your home."
My eyes reddened slightly, and I was suddenly moved.
"You think everyone only sees you as Nv Xin, but I only see you as Lin Lu."
I listened silently to Lan Qi's words. How could this guy suddenly be so affectionate, completely extinguishing the fighting spirit I had finally mustered?
"Lin Lu, please stay?" Lan Qi's voice was still cold, but I could hear a tremor in it.
After a long silence, I finally uttered, "Okay."
Lan Qi was overjoyed and extremely excited. He gently stroked my face and kissed my lips.
This was our first kiss.
It doesn't seem as bad as I imagined.
Since that kiss, Lan Qi and I have been very happy every day.
Lan Qi, who originally only knew how to handle government affairs and meditate, was also encouraged to become more lively by me.
We both come up with new and interesting ideas every day.
Of course, it was mainly my bad ideas that came up, and Lan Qi was responsible for messing around with me.
The snow is getting heavier every day.
I remember when I first woke up, Snow White was still a stranger to me.
After a month of feeding her, Snow White has become familiar with me.
However, it's normal that Bai Xue's favorite person is still Lan Qi.
Lan Qi took care of Bai Xue for more than a year while I was sick.
As for Youyuan, I have sealed him and my memories away in the deepest part of my heart.
I think one day I will be able to forget everything and face it calmly.
Perhaps one day, when I see Youyuan, I can greet him calmly without feeling sad.
However, I still can't do it now, and I still feel heartache when I think about it occasionally.
"Woof woof woof!" Snow White barked at my feet, and I came to my senses and stroked Snow White's soft fur.
"Snow White, are you hungry?"
"Woof woof woof," Snow White wagged her tail in response.
I chuckled. "Looks like you're hungry."
With that in mind, I took out dog food and canned food to feed Snow White.
I don't know what breed of dog Snowy is, but her fur doesn't curl when I groom her.
I couldn't figure it out at all, but Snow White was extremely clever.
I once suspected that Snow White was a sentient demon beast that could cultivate in the future.
However, I didn't detect any demonic aura from Bai Xue.
No matter how you look at it, it's just an ordinary, cute, and clever little dog.
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