Seeing that I hadn't spoken for a long time, You didn't rush to urge me, but just tugged at my sleeve, waiting for something.
After a long while, You spoke in a slightly hoarse voice, "Are you willing to leave me here alone?"
I looked up into You's eyes. Although her face appeared relaxed and carefree, her tightly pursed lips betrayed her tension at that moment.
"I can't bear to part with it," I answered in my heart.
You saw that I was just looking at him without saying anything, and he was staring at me with his bright eyes.
I gazed into her eyes, which were brighter than the stars in the sky, and couldn't help but be captivated.
"Then... can we seal her away?"
I can never bring myself to say I'll disappear completely. If one day You gets tired of me, I'll have You break the seal and let Nv Xin come back. As for me, it doesn't matter whether I disappear or go back.
You's eyes shone even brighter, and she nodded with a smile, "Okay."
I hugged You's arm and smiled sweetly.
You suddenly spoke cautiously again, "How about we eliminate them completely? It would feel more reassuring."
"No way." I immediately refused, even feeling worried about my future.
If You can eliminate Nv Xin without hesitation for my sake now, will you eliminate me without hesitation for someone else in the future?
I fell into deep sorrow.
Seeing my bitter and resentful look, You let me go, saying, "I'll listen to you, I'll listen to you."
I looked at You with a resentful expression.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" You noticed the other meaning in my expression and quickly asked.
"I..." I pursed my lips, deciding to ask anyway, "You, Nvxin was someone you liked before. If you can be so cruel to Nvxin for me today, will you be the same way for someone else in the future..."
Before I could finish speaking, You understood what I meant and quickly interrupted me, "What are you thinking? How could I possibly do anything to you for someone else?"
I looked at You suspiciously, something just didn't feel right.
You gently flicked my forehead. "What's going on in your little head?"
I pouted and thought to myself, "That's just how it is."
You sat down beside me, and with a large hand, pulled me into her arms. "I have to make this clear to you today, otherwise, won't I become a Chen Shimei in your heart?"
I kept my head down and didn't say anything.
"I did have a crush on Nvxin when I was young."
I looked up at You in disbelief. Where was the flutter of the heart? It was clearly deep-rooted love, a love that would kill you. "No, you clearly love Nvxin very much."
"Listen to me, I did want to marry Nü Xin back then, but I was just young and didn't understand love. If I really liked her, how could I bear to send Nü Xin to my younger brother so they could cultivate together?"
I didn't reply. I remember this part: in his previous life, Di Jun liked Nü Xin very much, but seeing that Nü Xin was still confused, he sent her to Dong Huang's side so that the two of them could cultivate together.
“You clearly said you wanted to marry Nüxin, and you even gave up your throne to someone else for Nüxin.”
"Yes, I did give in, but Nv Xin's words were one aspect, and another was that I myself didn't want to be the ruler of heaven and earth anymore. I also think that human gods would be more suitable than us demon gods." You gently stroked my hair.
I scoffed, indicating my disbelief.
"I've only met Nvxin a few times, how deep could our feelings be? It's just a shallow flutter."
"When you were reincarnated as Youyuan, didn't you fall in love with Nvxin again and even do things for him?"
You was taken aback, then chuckled, "You're quite good at being jealous." Then she calmly said, "In the second life, I mostly used her. Nü Xin is the ruler of the Heavenly Court, and I benefited a lot from doing things for him."
I snorted and twisted my body in dissatisfaction, "You've said everything."
You pinched my cheek. "Now you believe me, right?"
Although I know all of what You said, I'm still a little confused.
"You jealous little girl." You said as she kissed my lips, her bright eyes looking at me with tenderness.
I hugged You's waist, snuggled closer to her, and whispered, "I didn't."
I refuse to admit that I'm jealous or anything like that.
“You.” I tugged at You’s sleeve.
"What's wrong?"
"I haven't eaten any food in a long time."
I haven't eaten anything for about a month since I was captured by Liu Lieyu and then returned. I really want to eat.
"I'll make it for you." You gently rubbed my head. "What do you want to eat?"
"I want to eat meat." I licked my lips; it had been a long time since I'd had meat.
"Okay, I'll do it." You let go of me and got up, then said something to the messenger outside the door.
"Go and prepare some ingredients and put them in the kitchen."
"yes."
After speaking with the messenger outside the door, You turned back to my side and said, "I'll go and have them prepare the ingredients."
"good."
I got up from the bed, picked up a few clothes and put them on. You then asked me to sit down and carefully combed my hair.
You's fingers gently ran through my hair, with extraordinary tenderness.
After You Gang finished dressing, she heard the voice of a servant outside the door.
"Your Majesty, the ingredients are ready."
"Okay." You nodded. "I'll go cook for you. Be a good girl and wait for me."
"Okay, go quickly."
She smiled and kissed me on the forehead before leaving.
You went to cook, and I didn't go with her today. Although I had already dressed up, I was still a little sleepy and felt like I hadn't woken up properly.
But I was also a little panicked and didn't dare to sleep, afraid that I would have nightmares again.
The last time I had a nightmare was because You wasn't around. I tried to keep my eyes open and not fall asleep, but I still fell asleep on the table.
This time, there was no dream.
I got up and touched my chest. Thankfully, I didn't have a nightmare this time.
Outside the door, it was still dark, and inside the hall, it was cold and deserted.
It seemed You hadn't finished yet, so I hurriedly ran towards the door.
"Madam Jun." The servant at the door bowed to me.
I didn't look at them, I just walked towards the repair shop.
"quiet."
Inside the kitchen, You was chopping vegetables with his head down, looking incredibly handsome with his focused expression.
"Why are you here? Didn't I tell you to wait for me obediently?" You looked up at me.
"I missed you," I said sweetly.
"Nonsense." You glanced at me, but the corners of her mouth kept turning up.
Why are you so clingy?
I stepped forward and tugged at You's sleeve. "You, are you disgusted with me?"
"No."
"You, don't you love me anymore?"
"No."
"Then why did you say I'm clingy!"
"Okay, not clingy."
"Hmph, you've changed."
Helpless, You turned to look at me, who was still babbling on and on, and kissed me.
"I haven't changed."
After You let go of me, she continued chopping vegetables, while I strolled around the kitchen in a great mood.
I'm becoming more and more clingy; I wish I could become You's leg accessory.
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