Chapter 17 "The Complete Suicide Manual" is now published! Hot serialization now!

Chapter 17 "The Complete Suicide Manual" is now published! Hot serialization now!

When the supernatural power is used, an energy fluctuation will be generated.

The use of supernatural powers is also divided into several stages, and there are different differentiations according to different types. Roughly quantified, it can be divided into energy-saving mode and full mode. Occasionally there will be a super burst mode.

Normal people use special abilities, such as Chuuya's gravity coverage, Dazai Osamu's passive nullification, and Hirotsu Yanami's repulsion. This kind of mode that always exists and can solve most problems with simple adjustments belongs to the energy-saving mode. There won't be any particularly strong energy fluctuations.

For example, when Yosano Akiko uses Please Don't Die and Akutagawa Ryunosuke actively uses Rashomon, they need to take the initiative to mobilize and read out their names when necessary. This is the normal mode.

In normal mode, strong energy fluctuations will affect the space. The most common situation is that the wind suddenly rises out of nowhere.

Therefore, reading the skill names is really not an outbreak of Chuunibyou! There is a buff bonus!

As for the super burst mode, there is usually a skill pre-swing, which is specifically manifested in reciting a line. In this regard, Guangjin Liulang and Zhongyuan Zhongye have a lot to say, but Guangjin Liulang's ability is a short-term high-power release, while Zhongyuan Zhongye is a floodgate that can release floodwaters and cannot be closed once opened.

so! When they recite the lines, it’s not like they have a burst of chuunibyou, there is a buff added to it! !

At this moment, Tsushima, who officially and actively used No Longer Human for the first time, fell into a subtle state of excitement and depression, and opposite him was the blushing Endo Shusaku.

It was really bad. The dark blue-haired boy's face turned red, and there was a faint light of tears in his eyes. He couldn't help but take deep breaths, trying his best to control his body that was trembling because of the sudden relaxation. In short, the whole person looked as if something had happened to him and he was extremely high.

Even Tsushima didn't have time to emo. He looked at him strangely, took three steps back, and secretly wiped the finger that touched him.

Woohoo! abnormal! ! !

How would it feel for a person who has been sick for a whole year and has pain all over his body to suddenly have all his pains disappear and be able to walk briskly in an instant?

——It feels so good.

Endo Shusaku suppressed the feeling of comfort, clenched his teeth, and controlled himself to calm down.

"Yes... the supernatural power is nullified."

He whispered, exhaling and laughing.

"Too good to know that there is such a superpower that is absolutely anti-superpower..."

"What's the name?" Qian Jianmu didn't pay much attention to that. Instead, he was more curious about the name of the superpower.

There is an inexplicable connection between the name of the superpower and its owner. This is the destiny of this world.

Tsushima Shuji's eyes were dark, and the firelight could not even find a single bright color. He sneered strangely:

"Disqualification from the human world is called disqualification from the human world."

Tsushima Shuji remembered.

He suddenly remembered.

The awakening of supernatural powers usually occurs when a child is around six years old, and the appearance of supernatural powers often gives the owner a feeling that "something in the body has awakened", and then a name will emerge in the mind, and the concept of this ability will be realized.

Most people will use it once they realize it.

But the timing of Dazai Osamu's awakening was too coincidental.

He awakened a little later, when he was about seven years old, and the exact time was the day his mother died.

That day, he stood in the crowd, looking at his brother's grief-stricken face expressionlessly. The woman who had never paid attention to him was as weak as a dead flower, and apart from a faint yearning and fear of death, he did not have the slightest grief or pity.

He realized that he was out of tune with the whole world, and that other people's emotions were so inexplicable and incomprehensible. At that moment, he had a sense of earth-shaking absurdity about the whole world.

At that moment, he felt like he was not a human being.

Then the four words "no longer worthy of being human" emerged from his mind, and he thought at the time that this was the best evaluation for him.

Isn't he the one who is not even qualified to be a human being?

As for the vague explanation of the ability of 'disappearing, invalid', he did not understand it at all as he was in the process of reshaping his worldview. He was extremely doubtful about his own existence and extremely terrified of this world. That whole year he felt as if he was torn apart, the emotions in his body came and went, but he just felt empty.

The phrase "No Longer Human" seemed to be a scar engraved on his life. He moved forward, but found that he was truly "No Longer Human".

And now, he finally understood that being no longer human was his ability.

His smile was weird and twisted. He tilted his head and murmured like a ghost doll:

"…What? Even my special powers think I'm not worthy of being a human? Ah, this is so boring."

A strong desire to die surged up in him, he didn't understand, he didn't comprehend.

It was as if he had always been excluded from the world, and at this moment, he suddenly realized that he was actually being hated by the whole world and even by his human identity, and he couldn't even understand this feeling of being hated.

There is the sea behind you. After the people leave, just go in.

As he thought so, his eyes became darker.

"——Wow, what an impressive name. What school are you from?"

Suddenly, the young boy's voice reached my ears.

ah? What are you talking about? Wait, my emotions are becoming incoherent!

"Literature? No, it doesn't look like it. Your personality... would you have the genre of decadence?"

Although he sounded doubtful, the boy looked up at the sky inexplicably. After a while, he nodded to himself, then tilted his head slightly, his soft hair fluttering in the wind, and he said very casually:

"Want to come with us?"

A gust of wind suddenly blew up, violently blowing over the corner of the white-haired boy's wide robe. The wind was inexplicable, but Qian Jianmu laughed softly, happily and sinisterly.

"Where...to?"

Although it was painful, Shuji Tsushima actually didn't know where he could go.

He had read about Tokyo in the newspapers and heard about Yokohama, but in the end he only lived in a small city in Hokkaido.

Even in the future that was destined, he decisively ran away from home when his father died and the family was in chaos because he was tired of the noble transition and the rotten family. He would wander around in confusion for a year, getting used to the dangers of the bottom class, and spending his growth period in a chaotic yet sober state amidst thrills and accidents.

For him now, leaving is still a thought that is too advanced.

"To Yokohama."

Qian Jianmu smiled and said softly:

"It may not be better, it may be worse. Yokohama is hot in the summer and colder in the winter. There are armed forces and slums everywhere. You don't know when you will die in the corner. You can't find the meaning of existence, and you don't know the direction of life. It's probably a quagmire."

"…This is a completely negative comment. Do you really want to take me away?"

Tsushima Shuji complained and looked at the calm sea. His expression showed no sadness or joy, as quiet as a pool of stagnant water.

It is almost dawn now. Although it is not yet daybreak, I can vaguely feel the light color of the sky.

He was as thin as the sky, like a piece of light paper that was blown up by the wind and then hung down.

"Now, why do you want to live?" he asked softly.

…

Qianjianmu could not give an answer.

Life and death are nothing to him.

So Qian Jianmu looked at him with a calm and indifferent expression. That overly calm expression lacking all human emotions would even produce an uncanny valley effect if he looked into his eyes.

"Looking for my own end."

"What if you can't find it?"

With a strange look in his eyes, Tsushima Shuji asked anxiously.

"Then create my end."

After a brief icy silence, the thin body began to tremble, and the boy's chest shook. He lowered his head, and his muffled laughter became louder and louder, until he could no longer suppress it and laughed uncontrollably.

Tsushima Shuji smiled ecstatically and wiped away the physiological tears that overflowed from the corners of his eyes.

"That's right, that's right! Find the end, create the end! Looking at the quiet desolation - is this enough? This is enough!"

What kind of life are you still looking for? What on earth is he still looking forward to?

Just seek the end.

A ridiculous world and an incompetent self. He wandered, having nightmares of life and death, trapped by human nature that was not understood but blooming with flowers.

As long as you don't have hope, it's okay at any time, with anyone, in any place, and in anything.

In fact, he doesn't care at all.

If he could see through the fog of human nature and resolve the fear that has been with him since birth, perhaps that would be the moment when his life would be fulfilled.

If you can't see it, if you are tired of it, then escape from the endless wandering. Why couldn't he run away? Why couldn't he run away? If you can die cleanly and refreshingly on a sunny day, that would be a good thing, right?

The end of all tranquility may come when the rolling clouds calm down, or perhaps on a sudden day. However, no matter when it happens, it is the end of his pursuit and his lifelong wish.

This is what he had been expecting, what he had been expecting for a long time, the life of Tsushima Shuji who was not worthy of being a human being.

Shuji Tsushima no longer thought about anything. He was happy in the deep emptiness and satisfied in the endless sorrow. He looked at Qian Jianmu with those eyes that were always morbidly fixed because they were too clear-headed.

"Take me away."

A blush of delight came over his face.

"You can take whatever you want from me, use me for whatever you want. Just take me away."

"There's a quagmire ahead."

"In this world, there is no difference between the quagmire and hell, the quagmire and heaven."

His iris-colored eyes were faintly bloodshot as he looked at Qian Jianmu excitedly.

"Then, you who long for the end, can you give me the life I expect?"

"...Well, think about it for a while. There's no need to rush."

Qian Jianmu stood up and brushed off the sand on his body.

"Even if you want to leave, you have to break free from the shackles of the Tsushima family. As a young master, it will be difficult for you to leave. We will not provide any help in this regard."

Innocence and weakness crept into the eyes of the short-haired boy, and he muttered aggrievedly:

"Can't you just steal me away?"

"If it means we won't be tracked down for child trafficking?"

"Okay, okay, I got it!" Tsushima Shuji smiled faintly, and his young and immature face was faintly filled with arrogance and calmness that far exceeded that of an ordinary person.

"It's just something like this, I can still do it. Please give me a few days."

After all, I didn't eat crabs that day.

Tsushima decided to go back quickly before daybreak, compensate him after the appointment, and warned Chimamu never to forget.

To him, things at home are not as important as a meal of crabs.

In this case, Chijianmaku did not ask Tsushima in detail about his solution. Since it was handed over to him, he did not care about other results.

However, just seven days later, bad news suddenly came from the Tsushima family, catching the two off guard.

The youngest son of the Tsushima family, Tsushima Shuji.

——was murdered.

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