Xi Sunian's ears suddenly turned red.
"Pay off your debt with your own body?"
"It's just what you think." Shen Zhizhi blew on his white earlobe.
Xi Sunian shuddered, and a charming crimson curled around his neck. He pushed Shen Zhizhi away and pushed the wheelchair away from Shen Zhizhi. "Change the way to pay back the money. This won't work."
Shen Zhizhi licked her lips, like a vampire sucking human blood, her eyebrows and eyes were cold and charming, and she fell on the sofa again, "Why not this?"
Xi Sunian bit his lip, feeling both shy and sad. "My legs are useless. I can't do that kind of thing."
The smile on Shen Zhizhi’s lips slowly disappeared.
"How did your leg get hurt?"
Xi Su Nian said in a low voice, "I fell from the upstairs and got hurt."
"Can't walk?"
"Um."
"Does it hurt?"
"It doesn't hurt."
Xi Sunian was very calm and didn't care about his legs at all, but Shen Zhizhi saw his clenched pale hands.
The hand with the Band-Aid on it had been exposed to excessive force, causing the wound to rupture further, and blood flowed out in a bright color that was completely different from the black and white world.
Shen Zhizhi dug out the medical kit and found some gauze to bandage his hand.
Xi Sunian refused to cooperate, his hands still clenched tightly, watching the blood soak his clothes. Shen Zhizhi touched his head and coaxed, "Be good, let me bandage you."
Xi Sunian's pupils reflected the woman's fair and beautiful face. He barely struggled out of the bloody memories of the past. He loosened his hand and handed it over obediently like before.
Shen Zhizhi carefully wrapped his hand with gentle movements. Xi Sunian looked at the circle of gauze and felt a sense of trance. She seemed to treat him as a precious and fragile treasure, slowly and cherishing it.
This is a ridiculous illusion.
He had wanted his mother's love more than once, but what he finally got was her neurotic beating. She pinched his neck and acted crazy, "He doesn't love me, hahahaha, he doesn't love me at all, he's living with that bitch, he doesn't love me at all, hahahaha, Xiaonian, die with mom, there's no pain in hell, hahahaha..."
Bang--
It was as if a grand firework exploded, and the color of blood occupied his entire vision.
My mother's devilish whispers echoed in my ears, "--Xiao Nian, no one will love someone wholeheartedly. When they are nice to you, they all have ulterior motives and are fake. Don't believe them, absolutely don't believe them."
Xi Sunian closed his eyes.
Yes, no one would be nice to someone for no reason unless she has a purpose.
What does this pure white soul want from him?
He's just a useless guy with crippled legs.
The only thing he had was a decent face and money that humans use.
If she takes over this man's body, will she become obsessed with the desire for money like him?
"Xi Su Nian."
When Xi Sunian heard his name, he opened his eyes and saw the beautiful woman holding his wrist with a distressed look on her face.
Those fox eyes should have been charming, cunning and intelligent, but now, they only showed heartache and a feeling he couldn't understand.
Very strange.
Xi Sunian's eyelids twitched weakly, "What's wrong?"
"I just wanted to call you." Shen Zhizhi stuffed the medical kit back under the coffee table. She squatted beside Xi Sunian and called out again, "Xi Sunian."
Her voice was cold and pleasant, with a hint of tenderness. Xi Sunian blushed, his eyes wandering, "It's really not possible to repay a debt with my body."
Shen Zhizhi was stunned.
She laughed, "I didn't mean that."
"I just felt sorry for you breaking your leg and wanted to call you."
Although Xi Sunian downplayed the situation, she knew that the truth of the matter was far from simple.
Perhaps, the bullying is even more brutal than in the previous copy.
Shen Zhizhi wiped the thin sweat from Xi Sunian's nose with a cotton ball, and Xi Sunian's face turned even redder.
He turned his head away from her intense, burning gaze and said, "I'm fine. Everything that happened before is over. I'm fine now."
"Well, Xiaonian is great."
The cold sweat that Xi Sunian had just wiped off appeared again.
"Xiao Nian", a nightmare-like name.
Just hearing it once, countless bloody fragments would flash through his mind.
Those pains are like nightmares that follow me everywhere.
Xi Sunian couldn't control his nausea, and his hands tried to grab something in a daze. There was nothing in front of him, only Shen Zhizhi's hand, so he used all his strength to hold Shen Zhizhi's hand tightly.
"No, don't hit Xiaonian..."
"Xiao Nian knows he was wrong. He shouldn't have mentioned Dad. Xiao Nian knows he was wrong. Mom, Mom, please stop hitting me... It hurts..."
Xi Sunian grabbed Shen Zhizhi's head, with half of his body weight pressed on the right side of the wheelchair. His head drooped weakly, his mouth opened wide, as if he wanted to vomit something, but after vomiting for a long time, he only vomited some bitter water.
Shen Zhizhi’s fingertips were stained with Xi Sunian’s cold tears.
"Xiao Nian was wrong..."
"Xiao Nian doesn't dare anymore, I really don't dare anymore..."
He was whispering apologies, over and over again.
Shen Zhizhi held the person in her arms, her heart churning with pain, “I’m sorry, I didn’t know that this title would make you so sad.”
"Stop crying, okay?"
Xi Sunian leaned on Shen Zhizhi's arm, his face as white as paper, his eyelashes wet and clump together, his beautiful peach blossom eyes red, and he looked like he had suffered a lot of grievances.
"It's okay, I don't blame you. It's my fault for not controlling my emotions."
When Xi Sunian was a child, his mother told him that he should control his emotions. If he lost his temper, others would find him disgusting.
He just cried and vomited, so he must be feeling very sick.
Xi Sunian's face was pale, his lips were gray, and he forced out a decent smile listlessly.
"Thank you for comforting me."
"I'm fine now."
"As for the money, if you have it, pay it back. If you don't, forget it." Xi Sunian took a breath. "If you really need it, I can still lend it to you... That's it, you can go back now."
He pushed his wheelchair into the bedroom as if escaping.
The curtains were drawn in the bedroom, and it was pitch black, just like his dream, deep as the sea, and he couldn't escape.
Xi Su Nian's eyes were red and lonely.
In fact, he could accept that the pure white soul approached him with a purpose.
but……
He looked so disgusting just now. He was crying and vomiting, and he had made the clean white ground dirty.
He has such a dirty soul that he doesn't deserve warm love.
Even if it is false warmth for a purpose.
It's not something he can have.
Mom said that a big reason why Dad abandoned them was that he was not good enough.
His mother pinched his neck and blamed him for not being better.
But……
But he always topped his class in every exam, received scholarships every year, and went home every day to do the laundry and cook, and to help his mother sew her favorite clothes and skirts...
He didn't know how to be any better.
Xi Sunian looked at his hands wrapped in gauze and suppressed his tears.
"Xiao Nian, why are you so bad..."
Why...
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