Xi Sunian stayed in the hospital for a long time. His mother's injuries healed faster than his, and she secretly visited him several times.
He pretended to be asleep and did not run into his mother head-on.
He didn't know how to face her.
He wondered if his mother would regret it.
Later he found out that his mother did regret not killing him in one go.
It's winter and it's snowing outside.
Mom pushed open the door of the ward and walked to Xi Suunian's bed with a bowl of steaming porridge.
There was no light on in the ward.
There is no moon outside the window.
Xi Sunian could only see his mother's uncoordinated outline.
He was in a daze for a while before he remembered that one of his mother's arms had been amputated, and it was his mother standing beside his bed.
Xi Sunian couldn't explain his feelings.
He hated his mother for giving birth to him but not raising him, and treating him like the lowest of toys.
But he also longs for family affection.
He longs for his mother to be closer to him and have a gentle and loving mother like other children.
Love and hate are equal.
Xi Sunian suppressed the bitterness in his heart, lowered his eyes and wiped away his tears.
"Little New Year."
It seemed like my mother hadn't spoken for a long time, her throat dry as a pond. "I ordered takeout, let's have a drink together."
She acted as if nothing had happened, her voice was calm, without a single ripple.
Xi Sunian's eyelashes trembled.
Porridge for him?
He inexplicably thought of the joke of giving a slap and then a piece of honey.
so.
Does mom regret it?
Does she still have him as her son in her heart?
Xi Sunian's heart, which had been hurt to the point of death, beat slightly.
But he expected too much and was disappointed too much, so he didn't have much hope in his heart.
"No, I'm not hungry."
He refused.
This was the first time he refused something his mother gave him.
If you don't want to be disappointed, then extinguish this hope from the beginning.
Family love cannot be forced.
"Xiao Nian." The woman's voice sounded very old, without any concern. "Have a drink. Mom ordered this especially for you."
Xi Suonian refused the second time.
She added, "Mom shouldn't have done this to you, Xiaonian. Drink something. The doctor said you've only been eating once a day lately. Mom feels bad for you, so she specially ordered your favorite seafood porridge for you."
Seafood porridge?
Xi Sunian's lips curled up into a self-deprecating smile.
He has always been allergic to seafood. If he drinks this porridge, he will be half dead.
He really couldn't hold out hope for her.
The window was not closed tightly, and white snowflakes drifted in with the cold wind and landed on Xi Sunian's wrist. Xi Sunian touched his wrist which quickly turned into water, and the disappointment in his eyes was obvious.
"Just leave it there. I'll drink it when I'm hungry."
"Mom will watch you drink."
She insisted again and again, and Xi Sunian raised his long eyelashes and suddenly understood.
She did it on purpose.
It’s not that I forgot that he can’t eat seafood, but I knew it, so I ordered seafood porridge for him.
His mother, not satisfied with killing him once, wanted to kill him a second time.
The heartbeat for family affection eventually stops.
Xi Sunian reached out to take the bowl of porridge and stirred the light yellow part with a spoon.
He could feel the gaze firmly locked on his hand.
She was expecting him to drink it.
"Do you really want me to die so much?"
Xi Sunian's voice was very low, without any warmth, like snowflakes drifting in through the window, light and fragile.
He sighed with a curled voice at the end, "Mom."
As long as she stopped him, he would still be willing to treat her as his mother.
Willing to forgive the bad guy who killed him.
His mother is not happy. His father doesn't want her. She has been living a crazy and tiring life these years. She is an incompetent mother in the eyes of outsiders and a target for hunting in the eyes of other men.
But by blood, she is his mother.
This alone is enough.
"Xiao Nian, what are you talking about?" The woman's hair was disheveled. Her lifeless eyes stared at Xi Sunian, cold and hateful. "Mom doesn't understand you."
"I'm allergic to seafood." Xi Sunian met her eyes through the darkness. "This bowl of porridge will kill me."
"Mom, do you want to kill me a second time?"
The mother's tone was lighter in this sentence.
It seems as if the bond of family affection is about to drift away with the snowflakes.
Mom was stunned.
These words from her mother reminded her of the past.
At that time, she was happy and had a husband who loved her very much. Not long after, she had the fruit of her happiness.
She was delighted with the arrival of this life.
Looking forward to the little life growing up day by day.
She reads a lot of books and looks up a lot of information every day to avoid making low-level mistakes that would harm the baby in her belly.
In her free time, she would play music, talk to herself in her belly, and tell many interesting stories.
She hoped the baby would be a girl, so she named the baby in her belly in advance.
If it's a girl, she'll be called Xi Suyan.
If it is a boy, he is called Xi Su Nian.
Yanyan, every year.
Be as beautiful as you can be, and have peace every year.
She hopes that her baby will live a happy life like her in the future.
Happy times always pass quickly, and it felt like in the blink of an eye she had reached the day of holding her baby.
Her baby was cute and tiny, with its eyes closed and reaching out to her.
Just one look and her heart melted.
It's a baby boy.
Then let’s call him Xi Su Nian.
Xi Sunian was different from others since he was born. He would cry twice and then become quiet. His face was peaceful and he would sleep with his eyes closed.
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