My mother's dazed eyes became firm. "Xiao Nian, I will die with you."
End her decadent life.
Xi Sunian's eyes dimmed. Was this the answer his mother gave him?
Deep in my heart, there is a burning pain.
He smelled the fishy smell of seafood and his stomach churned.
Biting his pale lips, Xi Sunian gently put down the spoon and dropped the porridge.
The rotten porridge splashed onto my mother's legs, and her expression gradually became distorted.
"Xiao Nian, why don't you want to go to hell with your mother?"
"You are a sinner, why can't you go to hell on your own initiative?"
Xi Sunian's eyes moistened. "Mom, you always say I'm a sinner, but what sin have I committed?"
Mom was stunned.
After hesitating for a moment, she said sternly, "You're not good enough. If you were better, would your father leave us?"
"It's all your fault that he fell in love with someone else. You ruined my life!"
"Xiao Nian, you've ruined Mom's life. Aren't you a sinner?"
She smiled sinisterly, "You should go to hell."
Is Xi Su Nian not excellent?
No, Xi Su Nian is very good.
He is the smartest kid in school.
He is handsome, well-behaved, filial and sensible.
The scholarship was used to supplement the family income, buy her clothes, jewelry, and cosmetics, and do housework and laundry every day.
While other children were fond of playing, he was only concerned with studying.
He is like a bright star in the sky, dazzling and beautiful.
But she was jealous.
Jealous of this son's youthful and handsome appearance.
Jealous that her son is loved by her husband.
I am jealous of my son's excellence in every aspect.
And her self-proclaimed happiness was all an illusion.
Why?
It was Xi Su Nian who ruined her.
Therefore, Xi Su Nian must die.
The clouds seemed to release the moon, and with a little bit of faint moonlight, Xi Sunian saw his mother crying.
The hair on her forehead has turned completely white.
Tears wet the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes, and without the embellishment of makeup, she looked like a woman in her forties or fifties.
"Xiao Nian, you should go to hell."
She repeated it frantically.
Over and over again.
Xi Sunian just pursed his lips and said nothing, his pupils were trembling and his eyes were full of ripples.
No one likes others to deny themselves all the time.
Xi Sunian hates the word "not excellent".
In his short life of more than ten years, his mother put countless such labels on him.
She defined him as not being excellent.
So he isolated himself for more than ten years.
He has no friends and no entertainment.
Spending all day and night serving an empty family.
Glancing at the windowsill, Xi Sunian suddenly wondered what it felt like to build a snowman in a world covered in snow.
Will you be happy?
Will you forget those painful memories?
Will you be able to get rid of those false labels on yourself?
Xi Sunian had no idea, just like he had never eaten candy before.
He was very curious whether candy was as sweet and wonderful as his classmates said, and whether it tasted like happiness in his mouth.
"Little New Year."
Xi Sunian remained silent. His mother changed her tone to a gentle one. She straightened her haggard hair and pulled out a sharp knife from her pocket. "Mom will send you to hell first, and then I'll be here to accompany you."
She smiled, "It won't hurt."
Xi Sunian really didn't know what to say. His mother wanted him to die, and his legs were broken, so he couldn't stand up at all. The outcome was beyond doubt, and he couldn't escape death this time.
So he raised his head and said softly, "Okay."
He agreed, but his mother hesitated.
Her hand holding the knife was shaking, and her cloudy eyes were moving at an extremely slow speed.
She saw her son and tears welled up in the corners of his eyes.
My heart felt like it was hit hard by a hammer.
Almost lost his grip on the knife.
She reminds herself all the time that the person in front of her is a sinner, a sinner who has made her unhappy.
He deserves to die.
Now that he's dead, you won't have to look at his face and remember all the pain you've experienced.
I brainwashed myself like crazy.
Her emotions were barely stable.
The knife is sharp.
She raised her hand and fiercely stabbed the knife into Xi Su Nian's waist and abdomen.
She hated Xi Sunian, and she didn't want Xi Sunian to die so easily.
So, she wanted to cut him into pieces.
Used to commemorate one's own dead happiness.
Xi Sunian's whole body trembled, and severe pain spread throughout his body. He couldn't help but groan, his pupils suddenly shrank, and the tears in his eyes slid down the corners of his eyes and dripped onto the quilt on the hospital bed, leaving a faint mark.
pain.
It hurts so much.
A whole knife was stabbed into the waist and abdomen, and that area felt like it had been beaten dozens of times, and it hurt terribly.
Mom lied to him again.
It's said it won't hurt.
Xi Sunian's tears kept flowing, his body convulsed uncontrollably, his handsome face was covered in cold sweat, and his lips were pale from blood loss, with a faint hint of sickly purple.
"Mother……"
He cried, "It hurts so much."
"Can you please give me a quick stab in the heart?"
Xi Sunian murmured softly, "Please..."
Xi Sunian is actually very afraid of pain.
Even a small cut can bring tears to my eyes.
But no one cares and no one feels sorry for him.
His mother only cared about her entertainment and her extravagant life.
She didn't care whether he was sick or not.
After a long time, he wisely endured the pain and never spoke out loud.
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