【Sunday:
I still couldn't touch him. No matter what method I used, he seemed to be separated from me by a barrier.
Even if I could hold him, I wouldn't feel anything.
It's so painful not being able to have him.
My temper got out of control and became increasingly violent. I even started scolding him...]
Shen Zhizhi paused as she turned the page. There was no specific date on the date, only Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday…
After Sunday it's Monday again.
【Monday:
The more I cursed at him, the more extreme my words became.
He ignored me.
How can I change his opinion of me?
【Tuesday:
The aftereffects of soul sacrifice are here.
I gradually lost myself.
Gradually forget the memory of Ji Yunzhou.
No, I can't forget him.
I must meet him before I forget him. 】
【Wednesday:
I became more and more withdrawn in class, and my classmates and teachers all hated me.
I don't care.
Only Ji Yunzhou is worthy of my attention. 】
【Thursday:
Ji Yunzhou, Ji Yunzhou, Ji Yunzhou.
I really love him. 】
【Friday:
I found a way to meet him, hahaha. 】
【Saturday:
I knelt on the ground like a dog and asked Him to give me the right to touch everything.
He answered.]
【Sunday:
I finally met Ji Yunzhou, but I only touched his clothes.
Before I could feel the touch, he slapped me.
He called me disgusting again.
He tried his best to hypnotize me and make me let him go.
He didn't succeed.
I bit my own hand trying to coax him.
He doesn't care.
But I’m in so much pain.
【Monday:
My lucid time is getting shorter and shorter.
My mind is twisted.
I want to kill Ji Yunzhou and let him die with me.
But I can’t kill him.】
【Tuesday:
I discovered a secret.
How could this happen? How could this happen?
I don’t believe it, I don’t believe it…]
The diary ends here.
Shen Zhizhi was whetted by the last article.
What secret did Zhou Nan discover?
Shen Zhizhi's heart felt like it was being crawled by thousands of ants, it was itchy.
She gnashed her teeth silently.
I wish Zhou Nan would come back to life and finish writing his diary before dying.
Shen Zhizhi blinked, and the tooth marks on the back of her hand suddenly caught her eye, and she poked it speechlessly.
She thought it was Ji Yunzhou who bit her.
It turned out that Zhou Nan bit himself to appease others.
After complaining for a while, Shen Zhizhi decided to show off her yandere presence in front of Ji Yunzhou.
She walked leisurely to Ji Yunzhou's bed.
The exposed right eye just stared at Ji Yunzhou's profile.
The eyes reveal the complex emotions of obsession, unrequited love, and painful entanglement.
Shen Zhizhi, who was well versed in Mary Sue’s embarrassing literature, scoffed softly, “You are mine, do you know that?”
She stroked the bite marks on her hand, her voice rising sharply, "Ji Yunzhou, you are mine."
"So what if I can't touch you..."
Shen Zhizhi raised her eyebrows, and her tone turned calm, “As long as you are by my side, I will be satisfied.”
"I want to draw every look of you."
"Make each of your appearances into a 1:1 scale doll."
"I imagine the doll as you, kissing your lips and licking your Adam's apple every day..."
"Whatever you have, the doll has."
"I'll force you to watch me make out with a doll that looks just like you."
"Ji Yunzhou." Shen Zhizhi leaned against Ji Yunzhou's shoulder, lowered her head and blew hot air into Ji Yunzhou's ear. She laughed softly, "I just like to see you hate me, but you can't do anything about me."
Unable to touch Ji Yunzhou's skin, Shen Zhizhi pressed down on the mattress, exerted force and then released it, watching with evil amusement as the young man's thin body was bounced by the mattress.
The collar of the young man's white shirt was slightly loose, half-covering and half-exposing his delicate white collarbone. Under the light, the thin blue veins on his cold white skin could be clearly seen...
Shen Zhizhi made a fake move of touching the collarbone and said viciously, "Use the collarbone to seduce me?"
"Very good, your goal has been achieved."
She pressed her canine teeth against her red lips and smiled sweetly, "Man, you've succeeded in making me love you even more."
She sighed morbidly, "There's really nothing I can do about you. Who made me fall for your trick?"
"My cute little sweetheart who is weak and can't take care of herself~"
Ji Yunzhou, who had been listening to Shen Zhizhi muttering for a long time, said: "......?"
Ji Yunzhou's eyes darkened, and an obscure emotion flashed across his face very quickly.
Immediately become innocent and clean.
His breathing quickened a bit, his pretty face flushed red, and his eyelashes as long as crow feathers trembled constantly, as if he was humiliated by Shen Zhizhi's words.
"Zhou Nan, let me go."
"We are all boys." Ji Yunzhou said softly, "We have no future."
Shen Zhizhi retorted without thinking, “Who said we have no future?”
"I had a sex change operation just for you!"
Shen Zhizhi reached into her clothes and untied her bra. She straightened her swaying chest and raised her chin proudly, "See? We are opposite sexes now."
Ji Yunzhou: “…”
Ji Yunzhou has lived for so many years, but he has never seen someone who is so adaptable and can tell lies so often.
He knew very well that Zhou Nan was a woman disguised as a man and that she was already dead.
Now there is a new soul inside Zhou Nan's shell.
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