"Baby, I have no money and no job, you have to support me."
Shen Zhizhi had no shame in being a gigolo. She bit Xi Sunian's ear and said, "In order to repay the baby, I will serve the baby well."
Xi Sunian had never been so close to anyone before.
The small area around his ear felt burning hot, like a spark in the grassland. It soon ignited an entire area, leaving half of his face red and numb.
Xi Sunian's breathing was trembling. "Serve?"
The person in his arms smelled very good, and her waist was as fleshless as ever, as if one hand could pinch it. Shen Zhizhi's eyes flashed darkly, and she buried her head in Xi Sunian's neck, sniffing lightly as if addicted.
Beneath his thin skin was a soul she was familiar with.
"Yes, serve."
"The baby will like it."
When Shen Zhizhi spoke, her lips pressed against Xi Sunian's skin, and red marks spread across Xi Sunian's snow-white cheeks. Not only his face was numb, but his neck and collarbone were also numb.
He was nervous, afraid, and expectant. "No need to do that. Sister, just stay with me..."
"Baby, are you worried about your legs?" Shen Zhizhi knew what he was afraid of. He was afraid that she would dislike his shrunken and weak legs, so she would refuse those intimate things.
Xi Sunian responded to Shen Zhizhi with silence.
How could Shen Zhizhi dislike her baby's legs? She wanted to kiss Xi Suonian to death and die with him in the kiss.
"Baby, if you like someone, you won't care about his flaws."
Shen Zhizhi's hand touched Xi Sunian's thigh, and she could clearly feel his body trembling.
"But……"
Xi Sunian tilted his head back, his breath sticky, "Mom said, no one would fall in love with someone who is not excellent."
"I'm a useless person in a wheelchair. No one will like me."
Shen Zhizhi was angry, “Baby, your mother is CPUing you.”
"She's sick, leave her alone."
Shen Zhizhi pushed Xi Sunian's wheelchair and pointed to the four walls of the bedroom covered with awards. She read the content of each award, from kindergarten to university.
She also pushed Xi Sunian to the bathroom, where there was a large full-length mirror that reflected Xi Sunian's beautiful and flawless face.
She looked at him for a long time and said, "Baby, you are capable and beautiful. You are the best friend. You deserve to be loved."
"Your mother is simply mentally ill. She can't stand your excellence and deliberately suppresses you."
"You mustn't think so badly of yourself."
After a few words, Shen Zhizhi had a sense of Xi Su Nian's mother's character in her mind -
A crazy woman whose husband ran away.
Cruel and evil, CPU's biological son.
If you fail in your own life, you will bring misfortune and sin to your son.
A whole bunch of social garbage.
Xi Sunian's eyes were hazy.
He, excellent?
After being suppressed in a cage where he could neither grow nor speak for too long, Xi Sunian felt as if in a dream and stared blankly at himself in the mirror.
His consciousness seemed to fly back to his childhood, when his parents were harmonious and close, and they always held him in their arms and praised him for being a good baby.
Later, Dad didn't like to go home, and Mom was suspicious all day long.
The two people who praised him as a good boy had no time to care about him.
Even when he held the test paper with full marks and a nice certificate, his mother just frowned and said indifferently, "You did okay in the exam."
Mom’s makeup was delicate and she was as beautiful as before, but her eyes looked so strange, as if she were looking at him like a monster.
Then, his warm home fell apart.
Dad never came back.
My mother cried all day long, and ran to nightclubs and casinos in a daze, drinking until she was drunk every day and night.
His mother never looked at him again.
Some just disdain.
"Xiao Nian, why aren't you good enough?"
"Xiao Nian, why can't you be a little better?"
"Xiao Nian, if you were better, why would your father not want me?"
"It's all your fault, Xiaonian. You're a disaster. Mom hates you. Xiaonian, Mom hates you so much. You shouldn't have been born!"
Xi Sunian's nose felt sore and tears came out.
The bitterness in his heart for many years was like an unspeakable depression and pain, corroding his heart every moment, but at this moment, his heart was injected with a new source of life and regained its vitality.
It turns out he is not as bad as his mother said.
Shen Zhizhi lifted Xi Sunian's chin. The handsome young man had a pair of misty peach blossom eyes. His eyelashes seemed to be clustered together all the time, making him look very fragile and helpless.
Shen Zhizhi's fox eyes flashed with obsession and morbid love. The tip of her nose touched Xi Sunian's nose, and her rosy lips kissed the corner of Xi Sunian's lips. Her voice was hoarse, and she sighed vaguely.
"Baby, don't cry, it makes me sad."
Xi Sunian's sad mood paused.
Her cheeks were completely red.
The corners of his lips felt itchy, and he closed his eyes in panic.
"Sister, will you always love me?"
Xi Sunian held Shen Zhizhi's hand tightly with an insecure feeling. He was afraid that Shen Zhizhi would be like his father and abandon him one day to gently hold another person's hand.
He didn't want to be like his mother, who relied on alcohol to numb her nerves day and night and lived like a madman.
That would be horrible.
It's not him anymore.
"I will always like it." Shen Zhizhi has been with his fragments for a thousand years. She knows that this idiot's soul lacks a sense of security, that this idiot loves to daydream, and that this idiot is always afraid of being abandoned.
She kissed the corner of his lips and assured him, "I've always loved you. Time will prove it."
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