Chapter 98 Panic
"What happened?" As soon as Lin Chiran entered the backstage, he saw the members surrounding An Juesui tightly and walked towards him quickly.
"Sorry." An Juesui sat up on the side of the sofa, with a forced smile: "I made you worry."
When Wu Wen saw Lin Chiran coming over, he quickly explained what had just happened, his words full of worry.
Not long ago, backstage at an event.
The photographer was shooting behind-the-scenes footage of the event. After shooting the first four people, he came to shoot An Juesui who was sorting things in a corner of the room.
"Bye, I hope you all will like this episode~" With a bright smile, An Juesui greeted the camera, finishing the last shoot perfectly, and the photographer turned and left.
However, at the moment it ended, he suddenly felt an inexplicable panic, his hands at his sides trembled unconsciously, his heartbeat soared, his breathing became more and more rapid, his legs became weak and he fell uncontrollably on the sofa beside him.
The members in the distance were busy packing their belongings and rushing to their next schedule. A few of them lowered their heads and chatted from time to time.
"There are so many people here today, and everyone is super enthusiastic," Jingxing exclaimed.
Jiang Hechu casually added: "There are still so many people coming on a weekday. It seems that the evaluation of this order is good?"
"I hope so. We'll know the sales figures tonight. I'm so nervous!" Although Jingxing knew that today's sales data would not be released until the evening, he couldn't help but check the recent record sales charts on his mobile phone as soon as he had some time.
Shen Xun smiled slightly: "The pre-sale response is said to be very good, we can look forward to it..."
Ji Qifeng wanted to start a conversation, but suddenly realized something was wrong and turned to look to the side. I immediately noticed that An Juesui was leaning on the sofa with his head down, and he seemed to be feeling unwell.
He quickly walked to the sofa and noticed that An Juesui's body was trembling slightly. Ji Qifeng quickly asked, "What's wrong? Where do you feel uncomfortable?" Then he went to help him.
The feeling of panic gradually grew in my heart, almost occupying my entire brain. Like a drowning person grabbing at the last straw, An Juesui tightly grasped the hand in front of him, trying to calm down, but he couldn't do it no matter what. Countless thoughts poured out of his mind uncontrollably.
An Juesui realized that something was wrong with his condition, and it seemed as if he was just watching this pain from a distance, which became extremely unreal. He saw his teammates gathering around him one by one, and saw tension and worry on everyone's face, so he hurriedly went to call for help.
I saw it all, but I didn't have the energy to react. My heart seemed to be beating wildly out of control, and a huge sense of panic oppressed my body and mind.
An Juesui's face looked frighteningly ugly, and he didn't say a word, which made his teammates and Wu Wen, who had just come in, very anxious.
"An Juesui? An Juesui!" Wu Wen called him twice anxiously.
Hearing his own name vaguely, An Juesui came out of his bad state a little bit and nodded with all his strength.
Seeing that he was still conscious, Jingxing quickly handed him some water: "Would you like some water?"
An Juesui wanted to take the water from him, but his hands were still numb and trembling slightly, making it difficult for him to hold the cup steadily.
Shen Xun noticed this: "I'll help you get it."
Jiang Hechu was afraid that he would choke, so he inserted the straw prepared by the staff into the water cup: "Drink slowly, don't worry."
Taking small sips, the cold water flowed from the mouth into the throat and esophagus. The sense of reality slowly returned, and my breathing and heartbeat gradually stabilized. My body, which had been tense from the beginning, finally relaxed.
When his condition improved, An Juesui realized that he had been holding Ji Qifeng's wrist tightly, leaving several red marks, and hurriedly let go: "Qifeng, I'm sorry."
Ji Qifeng didn't care about himself at all, and said anxiously: "What's wrong with you? You were shaking all of a sudden just now, and your face looked really bad."
Wu Wen was really shocked by what happened just now, and asked, "What's wrong with your body?"
"My heart suddenly started beating very fast after the shooting..." Thinking back on the feeling just now, An Juesui still feels scared. His breathing and heartbeat seemed to have reached their limits, his brain kept releasing signals of fear, and his body went into a state of full defense.
Thinking back to what happened just now, Jiang Hechu had a guess in his heart, and his brows slightly frowned: "Are you feeling better now?"
An Juesui nodded gently. Once he got rid of this feeling, all the discomfort in his body disappeared, as if the feeling of being close to death was just an illusion. It made him hesitate and not sure what was going on.
Jingxing said worriedly: "Let's go to the hospital first."
Shen Xun poured him another glass of water and handed it over.
The temperature of the hot water was transmitted from the wall of the cup to the palm of his hand. With his skin pressed against the warm side, An Juesui regained a little sense of security and temporarily suppressed the uneasiness and anxiety in his heart.
Not wanting to delay the rest of the day's schedule, he whispered, "I feel much better. Let's go to the hospital later..."
Wu Wen looked disapproving, knowing that An Juesui was worried about the impact on the subsequent arrangements for the release date, but he definitely didn't want the members to just hold on in such a physical condition.
Just when Wu Wen was about to explain all this to An Juesui, Lin Chiran, who had been busy just now, also rushed over and saw this scene in front of him.
Listening to An Juesui's obvious bravado, Lin Chiran made a direct decision: "Send you to the hospital now."
"It's okay, Brother Lin, there will be more later..." However, before An Juesui could finish his words, he was forcibly helped away by his assistant Xiao Liu, and choked for a moment.
Everyone breathed a sigh of relief when they saw that he was finally willing to go to the hospital "obediently". However, when they thought of his previous condition, their eyes were filled with worry and they prayed in their hearts that nothing would happen.
After the emergency confirmation of the itinerary, Wu Wen contacted the persons in charge to explain the situation. The next activities will be participated by the other four members of Wax&Wane. An Juesui will be temporarily absent due to illness.
Fortunately, most of the programs to be released during the release date have been recorded, and today's most important live event has also ended perfectly. The rest are mostly radio live promotional activities, and the other party also understood this emergency.
Remembering that An Juesui had been feeling unwell during the recording of the second single, Lin Chiran was worried: "Wu Wen, I'll take An Juesui to the hospital. You follow me here. Contact me anytime if you have any questions."
Wu Wen nodded: "Leave this to me, Brother Lin, you can go with peace of mind." After saying that, he prepared to lead the members to the next location.
Lin Chiran thought about the current situation, turned around and prepared to go to the hospital.
"etc!"
Ji Qifeng and Jiang Hechu spoke at the same time, stopping him as he was about to leave.
Lin Chiran paused and turned around.
"Thank you for your help." Ji Qifeng begged, his face full of nervousness. He even wanted to go to the hospital, but he knew very well that he could not leave.
Even though An Juesui was unwell, he didn't want to waste every opportunity Wax&Wane got. How could he not do what he could do just because of his own ideas, making his friends feel guilty and worrying about him?
Lin Chiran could guess what Ji Qifeng was thinking, and said, "Don't worry, I will take good care of him." After that, he turned his gaze to the other side, met Jiang Hechu, and asked him if he had anything else to say.
Jiang Hechu paused, walked up to Lin Chiran, and whispered, "I've seen similar situations in other people before. If the examination doesn't show any problems, just in case... you can go to the psychology department."
He thought for a moment and continued, "My heartbeat was accelerated, my breathing was short, and I felt panicky. It was a bit like a panic attack. If it was just once, it would be fine..."
Lin Chiran looked up at him for a moment and agreed.
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Arriving at the hospital, An Juesui was once again scheduled to undergo a full body examination.
The time waiting for the results is always extremely long and unnerving. An Juesui unconsciously clenched his sleeves, fidgeted, and occasionally opened the electronic reporting system to see if any results had been released.
Seeing that he was anxious, Lin Chiran patiently tried to comfort him while also thinking about the possibility that Jiang Hechu mentioned.
The reports came out gradually, and after confirming each item one by one, he went to see the doctor again. The final result was that there was nothing wrong with An Juesui's health.
This is something to be thankful for, but at the same time it is also very frustrating. An Juesui was sure that the horrible feeling was definitely not an illusion. If it was not a physical illness, then what? He didn't know what to do.
As he had concerns, the doctor finally recommended that he see a psychologist, and he finally got answers that could reasonably explain all these.
What An Juesui experienced was not a hallucination, but a panic attack. That is, the patient may feel strong discomfort, chest tightness, tachycardia, shortness of breath, numbness in the limbs, fear and so on.
Occasional panic attacks are something that everyone may experience. They do not cause any substantial harm to the body and only require correct understanding and guidance.
However, mental pain is difficult to avoid. If the attacks occur multiple times, the patient may develop a fear of the process and develop panic disorder, which makes treatment and recovery difficult.
When An Juesui was asked again whether he had had similar experiences before, he hesitated, and recalled the physical discomfort he felt when he went to the recording studio a few months ago. He also mentioned that he had been waking up in the middle of the night from time to time recently and was in inexplicable fear.
Based on An Juesui's current condition, the doctor actively intervened to help him have correct cognition and avoid making the situation worse due to panic, and suggested that he rest for a while.
Lin Chiran listened attentively as the doctor was explaining the relevant precautions to take during a panic attack. He wrote down each one carefully, while silently paying attention to An Juesui's condition.
It was impossible not to be shocked when suddenly hearing this result, but An Juesui was more concerned about how to recover as soon as possible. After listening to the doctor's words, I had a certain understanding of my current condition and felt a little complicated.
Although there was no obvious cause, he vaguely felt that if it weren't for what happened before, perhaps it wouldn't have been like this. His consciousness forcibly distorted his thoughts. Standing on the stage again in front of countless audiences, after the excitement, all the fear came out. Is he afraid of this?
On the way out of the hospital, Lin Chiran seemed to be thinking about something, and An Juesui did not speak for a long time until they returned to the current training ground of Wax&Wane members.
Everyone else hasn't come back yet. Lin Chiran looks at An Juesui sitting quietly on the sofa, searching for something on his phone, looking like he has a lot on his mind. He finally makes a decision.
On the other hand, unlike the two who have their own thoughts, the members of Wax&Wane are serving as guests on a radio program to promote their new single.
At the end, the four of them saw Wu Wen through the glass, who was repeating something with his lips.
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