Guan Nianwei's eyes unconsciously wandered around Dongyu's side. It was very close to Dongyu, so close that she could just turn over and hug Dongyu in her arms.
——That is actually a dangerous area!
Guan Nianwei looked at Dongyu hesitantly. From her eyes and expression, it could be seen that she really wanted her to sleep next to her, closer to her. Guan Nianwei suddenly lost the ability to think, and stood at the door hesitating, like a bewildered child.
If the person sitting there was not Dong Yu, but Guan Hui, or any one of Liu Anan, she would not be so entangled and nervous.
The thought of sharing a bed with her secret crush really made her nervous and overwhelmed.
Dong Yu's gaze was fixed on her the whole time, never moving away at all. There was a hint of expectation in his eyes, as well as some scrutiny of her current state.
Dongyu soon realized that Guan Nianwei was nervous, hesitant, and cautious. Dongyu looked at the place next to him, then looked at her again, and suddenly put down the book and got off the bed.
She walked up to Guan Nianwei and called out softly, "Nianwei."
"Would you rather not sleep with me?"
Guan Nianwei hurriedly denied it.
Is she unwilling? She doesn't dare!
She was very surprised and happy that Dongyu was willing to sleep in the same bed with her and so generously gave up half of his bed. However, the unspeakable feelings shackled her actions and heart, making her cautious in front of her, not daring to take risks or overstep the mark, for fear that one wrong step would lead to many wrong steps.
The person she liked was a deity, which was much more special than liking a person. If she wasn't careful, it could lead to irreversible consequences, causing her to never see her again or never remember her again.
She didn't want to forget her - even if they couldn't be together, she wanted to remember her forever and keep her in the most precious place in her heart.
Dong Yu believed in her honesty, but after she expressed her willingness, her expression was still honest with a hint of caution.
In front of her, she still couldn't let go.
Dongyu took her hand and brought her into the room. He held her shoulders and asked her to sit on the bed. He sat down beside her and said patiently, "Nianwei, you should learn one more thing. Don't put me too high."
There is a boss-subordinate relationship between them, so it is understandable that Guan Nianwei is polite to her.
But now Dongyu has developed feelings for her that go beyond that of a superior and a subordinate, and has given her preferential treatment that no one else has ever enjoyed except her family. That means she is willing to accept her and hopes that she can accept herself and treat their relationship as an equal. She doesn't need to be respectful and polite to her all the time, because that would be too distant.
Since she wanted to hold Guan Nianwei in her arms, how could she watch her being polite and distant to her, and then moving further and further away from her?
Only a fool would let the one he loves fly away when he is right next to him.
Therefore, she wanted to teach Guan Nianwei to view their relationship equally. She was not some high and mighty princess of heaven, nor was she some ordinary mortal. They were the same, just a living being in the vast universe.
Dong Yu said: "You have to look at our relationship equally. We are just a life in this vast universe. There is no distinction between high and low."
Guan Nianwei looked at Dongyu quietly. She was not surprised at all that Dongyu said this to her. It was as if Dongyu was such a peaceful and gentle person who would never use her status to oppress anyone.
At this moment, she suddenly realized that Dongyu was indeed such a gentle deity, and it was she who used her identity to oppress her and make herself always inferior to her.
Dong Yu gently held her hand, and the tip of his thumb carelessly brushed across her palm softly and gently, but he spoke very seriously: "I don't want to be a high and mighty princess in Nianwei's heart, or President Dong. I want to be Nianwei's friend, and I want Nianwei to open her heart and get close to me."
"I know it's hard for you to change now, but can you at least change a little bit every day?"
She was willing to accompany her as she slowly changed, and they could still be together for a very long time - as long as her Nianwei was willing.
And only if she can treat their relationship as an equal, will she have the courage to like her and express her love, and no longer have to be polite to her like she is now.
Dongyu was so worried about pursuing his wife.
Dong Yu: It’s not easy to correct a child’s thoughts. We have to take it slow.
Guan Nianwei looked at the hand that she held in her palm. She could feel Dong Yu's sincerity and tenderness, and she could also hear her own honest heartbeat, a rhythm that only appeared for Dong Yu.
——I want to be Nianwei’s friend.
——I want Nianwei to open her heart and get close to me.
She didn't know how happy she was to hear these words. Her heart seemed to float in the clouds. She couldn't believe her ears at all. Dongyu wanted to be friends with her and wanted her to be close to him. Wasn't this what she had always dreamed of?
She wanted so much to have a place in her heart, no matter what identity he took.
Dongyu also treated her so seriously, without any distinction of high or low. It was she who trapped herself and let Dongyu down.
She has to change.
Learn to get close to her and open your heart to her.
But where to start and how to start? Where to put it can sometimes be a difficult thing.
Guan Nianwei lowered her eyes in deep thought, remaining silent.
Dong Yu saw that she was silent, and he didn't know what she was thinking. Maybe she was digesting what she said, or maybe she was thinking about what she should do. Dong Yu didn't say anything to disturb her, but quietly accompanied her and held her hand.
Tomorrow is the weekend, and Sanchi doesn't have to go to work. It doesn't matter if her Nianwei stays up a little late - at worst she can go back and get some magic pills and herbs to nourish her body. She doesn't believe that there is no way to nourish her body!
Dong Yu's thumb was still touching Guan Nianwei's palm intentionally or unintentionally, and it was wrapped up. She lowered her head and saw Guan Nianwei's five fingers closed, surrounding her thumb in her palm.
Then Dong Yu saw Guan Nianwei's thumb rubbing her hand a few times obviously, and the movements were very gentle, as if she was comforting her or trying to please her.
Dong Yu suddenly understood something, and with a little force, he held her hand in reverse, and whispered in her ear, "Nianwei is really smart, and she did a great job."
Guan Nianwei slowly raised her head and looked at Dong Yu's impeccable face. She didn't say "thank you" politely. She said, "Boss Dong, can I sleep next to you?"
This was the boldest and most direct thing she had ever said to Dong Yu since she became his secretary. She had finally mustered up the courage to say this!
After Guan Nianwei said this, she thought she was quite courageous, but the moment she saw Dong Yu's eyes, she failed to control her expression. She surrendered in a second, quickly lowered her head and covered her face, muttering in regret: "What am I talking about?"
She only now realized how embarrassing this sentence was - Oh my God, where did she get the courage to say such vicious words to Dong Yu!
What are you talking about, Guan Nianwei? Are you crazy???
Dong Yu was stunned at first, but after hearing her mumbling, he couldn't help laughing, and inadvertently glanced at her red ears.
Her Nianwei blushed again.
Helpless tenderness rippled gently between Dongyu's eyebrows like water, and even his heart softened unconsciously. There were no other words in his mind, only one question - how could Nianwei be so cute?
And her Nianwei did it - bravely told her what she wanted.
Dongyu was genuinely happy about this, and happily hugged the person into his arms, saying softly, "Of course. Nianwei did a great job."
She doesn't ask Guan Nianwei to treat her as a friend now, it's okay to take it slow, as long as she can get close to her, anything is fine."
Just teach slowly. She has taught Zhaoyue and the others so much, so she has the patience to do so. Moreover, the person she is facing now is Secretary Guan, whom she likes.
Guan Nianwei lay on the bed with her heart pounding like thunder, and Dongyu was beside her, which made her mind extremely clear. The milk she drank before going to bed did not have any effect at all. At this moment, she didn't know whether she should get up and drink another glass of milk to see if she could fall asleep.
Dong Yu was still reading, with only a bedside lamp on to give her a gentle glow. She was reading a fantasy novel written by Xue Cheng, called "Martial God". She wasn't going to rest yet, nor was she going to disturb Guan Nianwei's rest. But she didn't expect that after twenty minutes, Guan Nianwei still hadn't fallen asleep.
Guan Nianwei lay on her side with her back to Dongyu, staring at the blurry wall with her eyes open. Her nervousness made her unable to sleep at all, but she couldn't relax yet. She could only be thankful that tomorrow was the weekend and she could get a little more sleep in the morning.
Dongyu's bed was filled with the soothing fragrance of Dongyu's arms. She believed that if the main factor that made her so nervous now was not Dongyu, she would be able to fall asleep peacefully smelling this fragrance.
"Nian Wei."
A warm breath suddenly fell beside Guan Nianwei's ears. Her body trembled and she subconsciously looked back. Dong Yu's perfect face suddenly enlarged in front of her.
The red lips were so close that she only needed to move forward to touch them. Even their breathing became clearly audible, and there was an inexplicable, shameful feeling of ambiguity.
Guan Nianwei froze, and suddenly many bold and dangerous ideas popped up in her mind, but she didn't dare to move, for fear of creating some "sparks" and then her secret love would be cremated.
Dongyu wants to be friends with her instead of being her girlfriend, she must calm down!
But looking at Dongyu's face, she couldn't help but howl in her heart: Too beautiful——
How can such a beautiful person exist in this world? ? ?
Oh no, she is a god, a fairy, Dong Yu whom she loves so much.
Guan Nianwei felt that her mind was in a mess and she was dizzy, but she didn't even dare to blink. She couldn't tell whether she didn't dare to blink and disturb Dong Yu, or she didn't want to blink and ruin this scene and wanted to look at Dong Yu at this distance for a while longer.
Dong Yu blinked slowly. She had originally intended to lean over to see if Guan Nianwei was asleep. When she found that she was still asleep, she opened her mouth to ask. She never expected that she suddenly turned around - and then they were in this position.
A posture that can be kissed at any time.
Very dangerous.
Dong Yu took a step back after these three words popped up in her mind. Her Nianwei was too cute. She was afraid that she would not be able to control herself and cross the line, and then scare her so much that she would not dare to talk to her in the future. That would be a waste of time and effort - look at her now, she doesn't even dare to blink.
So just take it slow. Fan □□ Wei can accept that she is a lesbian. As long as she works hard enough and treats her well enough, she will definitely have a chance to win her heart.
Dongyu retreated to a safe area before stopping. He lowered his head slightly and looked at her and asked, "Why aren't you sleeping yet?"
Guan Nianwei said honestly, "I couldn't sleep." She then honestly gave the reason, "It was my first time sleeping with President Dong, so I was quite nervous."
Guan Nianwei: Thank you for the invitation. It’s my first time sleeping in the same bed with someone I like. I have no experience and I’m very nervous.
Dongyu smiled softly, touched her head, and said, "Why didn't you tell me that you couldn't sleep?"
Dongyu thought she was nervous because it was her first time sleeping in the same bed with her boss, so she didn't say anything. She hoped that Guan Nianwei would treat her as a friend, but she didn't want to treat her as a friend right away. It takes time to change and get used to it.
Guan Nianwei: "Because I think I can give it a try."
People must have the spirit of experimentation and be brave enough to scale the top, but it was obvious that she failed and didn't even reach the middle of the mountain.
Dongyu suggested: "How about a glass of milk?"
She drinks milk every day to help her sleep. Although she drank it before going to bed today, the effect is obviously gone now. Maybe she could have another cup to renew the sleep-aiding effect?
Guan Nianwei thought about it and felt it was feasible, so she stood up and prepared to get her glasses, but Dongyu pushed her back: "I'll pour it for you, stay here."
Guan Nianwei did not refuse this time. It was normal for friends to help each other. She had to change. She had to treat Dong Yu as a friend and not let Dong Yu down again.
She instinctively wanted to say "thank you", but then she remembered the conversation with Dongyu in the office, and quickly swallowed the two words back into her stomach, raised her smile and nodded to Dongyu: "Okay, I'll wait for you - when you come back."
Dongyu smiled with satisfaction: "Good boy."
Guan Nianwei raised her head and drank another glass of milk. When she was about to go to bed, Dongyu reminded her: "If you still can't sleep, you must tell me, understand?"
Guan Nianwei nodded obediently: "Yeah, I understand."
Dongyu gently covered her with the quilt: "Go to sleep, good night."
Guan Nianwei looked at her and said, "Good night." Then she slowly closed her eyes.
She could, she could definitely fall asleep!
Twenty minutes later——
Guan Nianwei opened her eyes suddenly.
Sorry, she can’t, she still can’t sleep.
Whenever she thought of Dongyu, whom she had been thinking about all the time, being by her side, sleepiness would not want to come to her, as if she was a heartless and unfaithful person who no longer wanted it now that she had someone she loved.
Guan Nianwei sighed helplessly in her heart, then looked at Dong Yu quietly. Dong Yu was still reading the novel with no expression on her face, making it impossible to guess how satisfied she was with the novel based on her expression.
Guan Nianwei remembered Dongyu's instructions before she closed her eyes. After three seconds of silence, she reached out and gently grabbed Dongyu's silk pajamas, gently pulled it, and said obediently and proactively: "Boss Dong, I can't sleep."
As soon as she finished speaking, Dongyu immediately put down the book and asked her with concern: "Is Nianwei really nervous about sleeping with me for the first time?"
Guan Nianwei nodded.
The kind of tension that makes your heart beat out.
Dongyu felt that he had to find a way to help her relieve this tension, otherwise she would not be able to sleep tonight. Dongyu only allowed her to stay up a little bit, but he didn't want her to stay up all night. Even gods can bear not sleeping, but mortals can't.
Suddenly, Dongyu came up with an idea - telling a story.
She had told Guan Nianwei about her father and mother’s past in the elevator before, and Guan Nianwei was fascinated by the story. She thought she must be a child who likes listening to stories, so she wanted to try to relieve her nervousness by telling stories. Maybe she would fall asleep while listening?
Dongyu simply lay down: "Then let me tell Nianwei a few stories?"
Guan Nianwei immediately became interested: "Is it about gods?"
Dong Yu said: "It's all right."
Whether it was gods, ghosts, or things from the past in the mortal world, as long as she knew it and wanted to hear it, she could tell it.
Dongyu saw that she was interested and asked, "What do you want to hear?"
"I want to listen." Guan Nianwei thought for a moment and said, "I want to listen to President Dong."
Dongyu turned his head and looked at her in surprise. He didn't expect her to say that: "Me?"
Guan Nianwei didn't look back at her, but looked at the ceiling and smiled: "Yes, yours."
"I want to listen to my friend Mr. Dong."
Dongyu was very happy with these words, and she slowly approached her. Her Nianwei was so smart.
Dongyu also followed her and looked at the ceiling: "What does Nianwei want to know?"
Guan Nianwei thought about it again and asked curiously, "Boss Dong has four children. Will the Queen and her family favor boys over girls, or love the younger ones more?"
She asked this because she wanted to know if Dongyu, as the eldest sister, felt wronged. In many mortal families, parents only treat the younger ones well and always choose to let the older one give in.
It's okay once or twice, but if it happens every time, it's really unfair to the older child. They are all children of their parents, so why should the older child give in to the younger one?
"There is no preference for boys over girls," Dongyu said. "My father and mother are both very fair gods in this regard."
"It won't hurt the younger one any more."
"But if I have to say who she loves more, I would say my mother loves me more because I am the eldest daughter in the family."
Guan Nianwei: “?”
This is the reason? The Queen of Heaven really doesn’t follow the usual path???
Dongyu smiled and said, "The elders always pay attention to the youngest and ignore the oldest. They also ask the oldest to give everything to the youngest. My mother hates this behavior the most because she is the eldest daughter in the family."
"My grandparents always told her to give this and that to her younger brothers and sisters, and even asked her to give her husband to her third sister. They never considered her feelings from beginning to end, as if she had never been their daughter."
"So after my mother had us, she loved me, her eldest daughter, even more."
Dong Yu looked at the clean white ceiling, his delicate eyebrows and eyes calm and elegant: "It seems like he is fighting against this ridiculous behavior, and also like he is making up for his past self."
Perhaps her mother took all the grievances she had suffered at home onto her, and treated her extra well. This was like being good to her former self, and it was also a way to appease her own grievances.
People are not perfect, and neither is her mother. She has flesh and blood and personality, can laugh, cry, and get angry, and cannot be a saintly and pure person. Their father thinks the best thing about her mother is that she will not hold back her anger or grievances, and is willing to tell him about her grievances and find ways to vent her anger.
"I hope Nianwei is like this too," Dongyu said. "Like my mother, don't keep everything in your heart. You can be sensible and not trouble others, but you can't wrong yourself because of being sensible."
Dong Yu turned his head and looked at her: "If Nianwei is angry and aggrieved, I hope you can also tell me about it, or find a way to vent your anger."
"Just like last time, tell me honestly that you're afraid I won't come."
That was the honest Guan Nianwei, the Guan Nianwei who depended on her, and she was happy and glad to let her have this dependence. She also hoped that she could continue to be so honest and dependent on her, forever and ever.
Guan Nianwei was stunned. She had originally thought that if Dongyu felt wronged, she would comfort him as a friend, but she didn't expect that it would end up on her. She couldn't help but think that the Emperor of Heaven and the Queen of Heaven must have done a good job in educating the second generation of gods, so they could raise a child like Dongyu who is gentle and considerate.
She thought for a long time before answering her question with a smile: "I just hope that Mr. Dong won't find me annoying by then."
If Dongyu finds her annoying, in order to prevent Dongyu from feeling bored, she will immediately put away all her thoughts and will never confide in Dongyu again.
"No," Dongyu looked at her and said seriously, "I promise you, I will never bother you."
Guan Nianwei couldn't help but look back into her eyes, her gaze melting into her gentle gaze.
They looked at each other quietly, each other's appearance reflected in their eyes, and the surroundings were so quiet that it seemed as if there were only two of them left in the world.
Beating.
That's the sound of love.
Guan Nianwei was thin-skinned and surrendered first under Dong Yu's gaze. She hurriedly wanted to look away, but did not dare to be too obvious. She could only suppress her reluctance, slowly moved her gaze away, and looked at the blurry ceiling again.
Looking at this unclear world, she suddenly relaxed a lot.
Dongyu was too close to her, his facial features were so clear that her heart was beating wildly, and she was afraid that she would do something irrational.
"I remember it." She finally spoke.
If Dongyu gets annoyed with her in the future, she will just say this to her and then leave!
She thought for a moment and said, "Boss Dong should remember this, too."
It was the first time she made a request to Dongyu. She was unfamiliar with the business and a little unaccustomed to it, and there was a hint of shyness and awkwardness in her tone.
Dong Yu's eyes curved slightly, and he asked gently, "Well. What else does Nianwei want to know?"
Want to know what
Guan Nianwei suddenly remembered the matter of "immortal root".
——Those who have immortal roots must have immortal fate, but those who have immortal fate do not necessarily have immortal roots.
——Our eldest princess is so powerful, she can definitely tell whether you have immortal roots.
Guan Nianwei pursed her lips, her heart was itching to do something - she wanted to ask herself if she had any immortal roots.
Only those with immortal roots can become immortals and live forever, so they can spend more time with Dongyu. She can accompany Guan Hui in her limited life, but if she wants to stay with Dongyu, she needs an endless life.
Guan Nianwei now believes that liking someone will be unconsciously affected. In the past, she would never dream of immortality. Instead, it was only after she fell in love with Dongyu that she had such an idea, a tiny hope.
She wanted to ask, but the courage slipped away the moment she opened her mouth.
She was still afraid, worried that the answer would be different from what she expected.
——You have a deep affinity with immortals, and you will surely be blessed by immortals in the future, and your future will be limitless.
The old man's words once again echoed in her ears, as if they had magic, instantly filling her chest with courage.
Who knows?
"I want to know," she mustered up the courage, "Do I have immortal roots?"
Dongyu didn't expect her to ask this question. He was stunned for a moment and quickly gave an answer.
"Nianwei, you don't have immortal roots."
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