He really shouldn't have said such harsh words to his uncle, causing such a rift between him and his uncle.
"Don't say this anymore. Everything in the past is in the past. From now on, you can be your little monk and I will be my Lord Xu. There is no need for us to see each other again." Xu Tianze felt a little sad.
Xu An also grew up under his care. It would be a lie to say that he really had no feelings for him. It was just that he was heartbroken time and time again, which made him resist the Xu family, and he didn't want to face the children of the Xu family again.
He was both attached to and disgusted with the Xu family, and Xu An was like the key to unlocking Xu Tianze's emotions, so Xu Tianze just wanted to stay away from them and had no intention of getting close to them.
"My nephew is well aware of the gravity of his sins. My uncle refuses to forgive me, and I have no complaints." Xu An felt extremely bitter in his heart, but he was still trying to calm himself down.
He took out an old envelope from his arms and raised it above his head resolutely.
"This was hurriedly given to me by my father. It was originally meant for my uncle. Now I am giving it to you, I hope you will accept it." Xu An spoke sincerely, but he kept looking down at the ground.
Because he didn't dare to look into his uncle's eyes. He and his uncle had met more than once, and it was not the first time. It was just that he had been blinded by hatred in the past.
So I never gave this letter to my uncle, and now when we meet, the first thing I thought about was not handing the letter to him, but asking him to forgive me first.
He admitted how despicable and shameless he was for doing this, but he just didn't want to have any estrangement with his uncle.
Xu An's little thoughts had nowhere to hide in Xu Tianze's eyes, but Xu Tianze didn't care at all, just like he didn't care how many tricks Xu Li had left.
What was written in the letter was just something that was necessary for him. In the final analysis, it was nothing more than remembrance, guilt, and apology, and finally a display of the Xu family's righteousness.
If you tell him everything at the beginning, maybe he will just follow the arrangement, because if you are not with him, he will be willing to give everything for the country.
Unfortunately, they overestimated their own calculations and underestimated his determination.
Xu Tianze walked around the person in front of him and left without hesitation. Instead of lingering here, he might as well go directly to the Imperial Examination Hall with the eldest princess.
"Uncle~" Xu An raised his head and muttered to himself as he watched Xu Tianze's back slowly cooling off in the rain.
The letter in my hand gradually blurred under the baptism of rain, and finally turned into a black color.
"Huaian, I believe that when Xiao An gave you this letter, he might have been unable to resist peeking at it. If he didn't do anything to snoop, please tell him everything to prevent him from being taken advantage of by someone with ulterior motives."
"Whether it's your identity, the path you've taken in the calculations of your father and His Majesty, or the various arrangements for the future."
"Please don't let the image of Xiao An that he holds in his heart get the better of him. Regardless of their original intentions, his grandfather, father, and second uncle ultimately used their dark schemes against their own family, choosing to sacrifice their loved ones to achieve their goals. Ultimately, they've caused you to suffer."
"If he resents me, then let him resent me. But he has very few relatives left in this world, so don't let him resent you too."
"I'm sure Huai'an also resents his father and brothers. Ultimately, it's us who have wronged you. No matter how helpless and difficult it was, we ultimately made you a pawn in the current situation."
"When Huai'an knew about this, he might have already died of grief. Huai'an, what is written on paper can never express one ten-thousandth of it. If we meet in the next life, I will forgive you again."
Xu An's voice was low and could no longer be heard under the sound of rain, but he still recited the contents of the letter slowly.
He had opened this letter countless times, read it every night, and regretted it every night. He had memorized the contents of it by heart without realizing it.
It's like a carving knife, carving marks in my heart over and over again, and they never disappear.
"Father, I was wrong. I really know I was wrong." Xu An finally fell to the ground and cried bitterly, his face mixed with tears and mud.
The little boy knelt on the ground, soaked all over, his small body trembling.
Liao Yun stood at the corner and sighed deeply, then turned and left. When he accepted Xu An, he knew that this day would come sooner or later.
It's just that the obsession in his heart was too deep, even though he took Xu An to chant scriptures every day, he couldn't really let it go.
After Xu Tianze came down the mountain, he stood at the foot of the mountain, looking at the temple standing in the rain. The sound of bells mixed with the sound of rain and monks chanting scriptures was obviously full of Zen, but it just couldn't make people calm down.
Perhaps he will never come to Xiangguo Temple again.
"Ze'er, let's go back to Zeju. I'm tired today." As soon as the eldest princess saw Xu Tianze get on the carriage, she started to prepare to go back.
What happened on the way from Shangjing City to Xiangguo Temple was really too exhausting, and the journey was not short.
I'm afraid my body really can't take it anymore, so I might as well go back and rest.
"Aunt, Ze'er is not tired. Please walk with Ze'er for a while longer." Xu Tianze smiled and shook his head, then rested his head on the eldest princess's legs.
If the princess was really tired, she would say that she was going back to the princess's mansion instead of Zeju. In addition, when he came up, he saw that the princess did not look very tired.
You know, the eldest princess actually felt sorry for him because he was too tired, so she wanted to go back directly so that he could have a rest.
"There are many things to do and there is no rush. Ze'er, do you want to eat the osmanthus cake made by your aunt?" The eldest princess gently stroked Xu Tianze's head with a soft tone.
Even livestock have the right to rest. Although Xu Tianze didn't say anything, the tiredness on his face could no longer be concealed.
So it’s better to go back and rest. There are a few osmanthus flowers blooming now. Thinking of the osmanthus tree in the courtyard of Xu Mansion that Xu Tianze planted in the past, I think he also likes osmanthus cakes.
When Xu Tianze heard the eldest princess' words, he was stunned for a moment. It turned out that it was time for osmanthus flowers to bloom again. Unfortunately, there was no need to make osmanthus cream this year.
"Then Ze'er will listen to aunt. It's been a long time since I tasted aunt's cooking." Xu Tianze came back to his senses and thought that the eldest princess was still waiting for his answer, and smiled.
"You kid should be content. Not many people can eat the food I make myself." The eldest princess nodded Xu Tianze's head, her tone full of pride.
As the most honorable princess of the Gan Kingdom, few people are qualified to eat the food she makes herself.
"That's right. You don't even consider who my aunt is." Xu Tianze smiled and flattered the eldest princess.
The carriage was moving slowly in the rain, heading into the distance amidst the fresh green.
However, the quiet time on the road did not last long. Before it was quiet for long, many people drove their horses and stopped in front of the princess's carriage.
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