Chapter 461: Gratitude and Resentment Have Long Been Difficult to Distinguish



"Xiao Ze, maybe you don't even believe what you said?" Song Yu stood up and prepared to walk outside.

He has said everything he needs to say. As for whether it is true or false, Xiaoze will naturally be able to tell, so he has nothing to do here.

"Wait, you came here just to tell me this?" Xu Tianze spoke with uncertainty, always feeling that something was silently passing away in his heart.

"Originally, there were other things to do, but now I don't think it's necessary." Song Yu turned around, leaned against the door frame, and looked carefully at the person inside.

The person in front of him kept repeating with the young man in his memory, but for some reason, even though they were clearly the same person, he no longer had the desire to completely possess him.

Perhaps it was because he saw that Xiaoze was now protected by someone, or because he saw that he was safe, or because he knew clearly in his heart that there was no possibility between them anymore. No matter which one it was, he no longer had any stubbornness in his heart.

As he was thinking, Song Yu took out a jade pendant from his arms. He smiled and placed the jade pendant in front of Xu Tianze.

When Xu Tianze saw this jade pendant, he felt a little dazed, as if he had returned to the very beginning.

"Ayu, are you really going to give this blood jade to me?" Young Xu Tianze stared at the blood jade in his hand with surprise.

Blood jade is hard to come by, and one of this fine quality is even harder to obtain. I heard that the piece in his hand was a trophy from the Cangjie Kingdom when the Duke of Zhenguo was young.

"Since you like it, I'll give it to you. I don't like blood jade very much anyway." The young Song Yu raised his head proudly, and even secretly glanced at Xu Tianze's reaction from the corner of his eyes.

"Then I'm going to make it into a jade pendant and then engrave a lotus pattern on it."

“Why is it a lotus pattern?”

"Because Ayu's favorite is the lotus."

In front of the city gate of Shangjing City

"I've been looking for you for a long time." Song Yu clenched his fists under the cover of his sleeves, "But, since that day, I haven't been able to find you again."

"Your Highness, you are joking. I have nothing to do with you. Why would you bother looking for me?"

"You and I have been friends since childhood, and have been together for more than ten years. But in your words, it seems like we have nothing to do with each other?"

"Song Yu, the relationship between you and me is like this, the love we once had is gone."

Xu Tianze took the jade pendant in front of him and rubbed it in his hand, stroking the strange yet familiar patterns on it, and the past all came to his mind.

Then he looked at Song Yu seriously: "The gratitude and resentment have long been unclear, and you and I will never go back to the past."

"I know, so I came here to see you for the last time. After that, I will travel around. Maybe you and I will never have the chance to meet again after this time." Song Yu showed a free and easy smile. He didn't care about this at all.

He just wanted to give himself a final result. There must be an ending, otherwise he didn't know what kind of mentality he would be in.

He had never taken to heart the last words his father gave him before he left, and had always thought that he would never do it. However, after so many things had happened, he suddenly let it go for some unknown reason.

I also understood what my father said: "There is no right or wrong in grudges. Instead of struggling with it, it is better to just let go of the obsession in your heart."

"Thank you." Xu Tianze lowered his eyes, suppressing his inner emotions, "and I'm sorry."

He knew that Song Yu had let it go. This was Song Yu's redemption for herself and also for him. From then on, the two of them really had no entanglement anymore.

We may become old friends one day, but there is no possibility of us getting to know each other anymore.

"I should have said this, but you got there first." Song Yu chuckled, then fell silent for a moment. "Xiao Ze, I'm really leaving this time. You don't have to see me off. We won't meet again from now on."

After saying this, Song Yu turned and left. He walked hurriedly, with a carefree and sad look.

Xu Tianze stood up and leaned against the window. He stood there quietly, watching Song Yu leave below, just like the very beginning, when he saw that young and embarrassed figure in front of the window upstairs.

"Master." Xichen looked at Xu Tianze with some concern.

His master was good in every way except that he was too soft-hearted and nostalgic, which was why he fell into the trap again and again.

Now that the Duke of Zhenguo had come to pay a formal farewell, Xichen knew without hesitation that his master must be feeling bad.

Xu Tianze shook his head to indicate that he was fine. He watched Song Yu disappear in the crowd, then he withdrew his gaze and sat back down.

When he was young, he felt that he was the happiest person, loved by countless relatives. Later, after he met Song Yu, his only worry was how to make Song Yu understand his feelings. Before the Xu family was massacred, he thought he would live like this for the rest of his life.

But in the end, he drifted away from the people around him, countless people left him, and now Song Yu also said goodbye to him completely.

Countless things rushed towards him at once, and he could no longer hold on. His vision became blurred. In the final darkness, he only heard Xichen's exclamation, and no longer heard any other sound.

Lan Nuoling has been extremely upset every day recently. She originally thought that the things happening in the court were enough to worry her, but when she learned that her younger brother had not given up on revenge at all.

The tense string in her heart suddenly broke, and she stumbled into the palace to discuss solutions with His Majesty, and even pulled Li Yao over to discuss it together.

The final result is just one word: "delay". After all, the empress is already pregnant. If something happens now, it may directly affect her body and even seriously hinder the royal heir.

But even if it's just a delay, you have to think of a suitable method, but there is no good way.

So, when she heard the news from the mansion that her younger brother was in a coma, her first reaction was relief. When she brought the imperial physician back and heard the physician say that he would not live long, she still breathed a sigh of relief.

Only after that did she look at her brother worriedly. She wondered if her brother knew that he was going to die soon, would he just give up on revenge?

If that were the case, everything would be resolved, and it might be good for everyone.

"What are you thinking about?" Xu Tianze opened his eyes and saw Lan Nuoling staring at him absentmindedly.

She had already woken up, but she didn't react at all. This was not something Lan Nuoling would do.

"You're awake, are you still feeling unwell?" Lan Nuoling came back to her senses and gave Xu Tianze a smile.

"No, I'm fine now." Xu Tianze looked at Lan Nuoling indifferently, then stood up and leaned on the bed railing, "What does your majesty say?"

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