"When I was misunderstood, I wondered if my dad, mom, brother... and sister would ever see me, understand me, and start to love me."
Even after I left the Ye family, I couldn't help but wonder: Why don't my family love me? Is it because I'm too terrible? Is it because Ye Zhixi doesn't deserve me?
"She" looked at her, savoring the stolen memory of "family harmony, her sister's unconditional support, her parents' love, and her brother's watchful eye."
The obsession buried deep in one's heart is an obsession that has persisted from the time one has memories until the moment of death.
How could I possibly forget it so easily?
Because every time I see the incredibly happy look in other people's eyes when they call out "Mom," I feel...
She couldn't help but think:
if.
Wouldn't it be great if I got a reply too?
Now.
She finally realized how happy she was to receive a response.
She knew that her fate was sealed.
She hoped that she wouldn't become the final word.
During the pause, "she" pried open Bo Tingsheng's arms, walked towards her, and hugged her.
She whispered her blessing:
"Thank you for showing me a different side of myself."
I hope you will always be happy.
Having shared memories, she understands "her" obsession and the loneliness buried deep in "her" heart. This is a fantasy that she, from both lifetimes, cannot relinquish.
Because they rely on this fantasy as their motivation to keep living—
Faith.
She reached out and hugged "her" back, whispering, "I will."
Hearing an affirmative answer.
She couldn't help but cry: "Do you know that?"
"I envy you, and I'm also jealous of you."
"I also feel a little resentful that I'm not the one enjoying the life I miss."
She gently patted "her": "Yes, I know."
She saw herself free from the constraints of fate: "But I understand that I shouldn't be like this."
"Because only I know how much you and I truly crave family."
She hugged her tightly: "Ye Zhixi."
She gave a soft "Mmm": "I'm listening."
She gently raised her head, met her gaze, and they saw each other's tears: "So that's how it is."
"Ye Zhixi deserves to be loved."
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