When she first guessed that Shuichi Akai was an undercover agent, she couldn't accept it.
For a moment, she felt like she was going to hate Shuichi Akai.
But her feelings for him calmed her down.
She considered the matter from Shuichi Akai's perspective.
Although she was still upset, after putting herself in his shoes, she began to understand Shuichi Akai a little better.
As an undercover agent, the primary task is naturally to gain the other party's trust.
Getting into the organization by contacting people within it is the perfect method.
There's absolutely no need to consider the person being used.
This may sound harsh, but that's just how it is.
She can't let go of Shuichi Akai.
Even after finding out he was an undercover agent, she still couldn't let go of the feeling.
It's like self-hypnosis.
She doesn't talk about it and tries her best not to think about it, as if that would make it seem like nothing happened.
Just treat each other the same way you would normally.
But I was still sad inside.
Until Shuichi Akai revealed his true identity to her.
At that moment, her sadness overwhelmed her and surged forth uncontrollably.
Seeing Shuichi Akai's emotional state, she felt a mix of sadness and relief.
He still cares about her.
If you don't care at all, there's no need to be honest with her.
Have you ever seen an undercover agent proactively reveal their identity to someone who doesn't care and might even betray them?
That's what I thought, but Shuichi Akai is someone who isn't good at expressing his inner feelings.
From the moment they met, they confessed their identities in the park.
He didn't express to him that he "liked him".
Girls, most of them value a sense of ritual.
After this incident, Shuichi Akai did not express his feelings for her as directly as Mitsuyu did.
It's normal to feel uneasy and doubt whether the other person has feelings for you.
For girls, confessing their feelings is a very important thing.
Only after confessing your feelings and receiving acceptance can a romantic relationship be officially established.
No matter how much they acted like a couple when they were together, they still hoped to hear the words "I like you" from each other's mouths.
It's probably because without such a sentence, one feels a lack of security.
Just like some jerks, they chat enthusiastically with girls but never confess their feelings.
It's not that I lack emotional intelligence or don't know how to express my feelings.
Instead, it allows them to find a reason for their despicable behavior:
"I haven't even confirmed my relationship with you, why are you being a jerk?"
Moreover, that kind of thing happened.
The feeling of unease became even stronger.
A rational analysis told her that he cared about her.
But her emotional feelings also made her somewhat worried.
A few months ago, she sent a text message to Shuichi Akai confessing her feelings.
In that situation, she was the only one who took the initiative to confess her feelings.
Moreover, even if Shuichi Akai hadn't been exposed, it would probably have taken a long time for him to confess his feelings to her.
At that time, she thought she might die.
She is still alive and well, and has already seen him.
She didn't intend to remain reserved any longer, but instead took the initiative to ask Shuichi Akai how he really felt about her.
Seeing that Akemi seemed to have truly let go of that matter, Shuichi Akai remained silent for a moment.
This is why he described Mei as a "stupid woman":
He pretended to be calm on the surface, but in reality, he had a different thought in his heart.
It was precisely this appearance that made him feel a little sorry for her.
But he has never been good at expressing his inner feelings on his face.
He had no choice but to make a firm promise to Mingmei:
"Yes, this will definitely not happen again."
Upon receiving an affirmative answer, Akemi smiled and nodded.
She understands him.
Since he said that, he will definitely do his best to prevent this from happening again.
Actually, there's no chance it will happen.
Currently, in the organization's eyes, she is already "dead".
She cannot appear in public freely until the organization is completely destroyed.
To avoid being seen by members of the organization.
She has no value to me anymore.
Shuichi Akai was well aware of this as well.
The only difference between Akemi and other ordinary girls is that she can't go out freely.
He was simply expressing an attitude to Mingmei.
Akemi does indeed need an attitude like Shuichi Akai's.
"Maharaja..."
I called his name, and a familiar feeling welled up in my heart.
She wanted to ask about the text message, but she didn't bring herself to ask.
She sent that text message with the thought that she would never see him again.
Now she can be said to be safe, not as bold as before, and has regained some of her girlish reserve.
After a brief hesitation, she got up and walked towards the kitchen, leaving behind only one sentence:
"I'll get you a glass of water."
Shuichi Akai remained silent as he watched Akemi's hurried departure.
Before long, Mingmei returned to the sofa with two glasses of water.
After handing a glass of water to Shuichi Akai, she sat down on the sofa and took a small sip.
It was just ordinary water, but at that moment it seemed to possess some kind of magic.
This calmed her down a little.
This time, she finally asked the question that had been lingering in her mind for two years:
"My Lord, did you receive that text message?"
All she knew was his cell phone number used in the organization.
Naturally, the message was also sent to this number.
If he cancels that phone number after leaving the organization, then Shuichi Akai won't see the text message she sent.
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