Chapter 360, Huang Silang
At this moment.
It's time to join the crew and film. The preliminary work for "Let the Bullets Fly" has been completed, and we are just waiting to go to the Diaolou site in Kaiping, Guangdong Province.
The next thing, probably during or after the filming, will be the release of "The Disguiser". This main theme TV series is about to be broadcast, and the early promotion is currently underway, with CCTV's promotion going on steadily.
For Li Yun.
When it comes to TV dramas, it is by no means something that can be easily left behind.
On the contrary, in terms of TV series, domestic TV series are still in the comfort zone. Although each circle has its own characteristics, it is completely different from the situation of the film industry being cannibalized. Domestic TV series are still the choice of a large part of TV viewers. Although it is a bit shameful to say this, who can blame most domestic TV stations for only broadcasting domestic TV series? The comfort zone means abundant resources, and there is no need to fight with foreign mature industries in the film and television industry . You can slow down the pace a little to develop.
"Historical drama"
Li Yun narrowed his eyes slightly Occasionally.
While sleeping.
Li Yun could feel the feeling of the iron cavalry and the icy river coming into his dream . He dreamed that he had become a general who had fought in many battles.
He also dreamed of becoming a prime minister with great power over the world.
Their personalities are already affecting themselves.
When they appear, you need to send them away and treat them.
But Li Yun seemed to miss the real feeling of fighting on the battlefield in his dream.
If this time's "Lost" can get good feedback.
I will be able to compete for resources for historical dramas like Sun Honglei did in the past, "Kaiping County, Guangdong Province."
On the other side, after learning that Li Yun was going to Kaiping County to film a movie, Lu Zhengguang sighed and shook his head.
After all, it's fate. Lu Zhengguang also watched the movie "The Crucible" and expressed great praise for it. If it is sent to the awards, there is still a chance that it can get a nomination.
He also did not comment on Li Yun's next movie, in which he would invest all his profits into filming.
Everyone has their own choices.
The greatest power an adult has is the right to take full responsibility for his or her own actions.
After hearing that it was Kaiping County, Lu Zhengguang still made a phone call.
"Mr. Lu."
"Xiao Li, you don't think I'm bothering you, do you?"
"How could that be, Mr. Lu?"
Li Yun respected Mr. Lu very much. This old man was the one from whom Li Yun truly felt a sense of "family love".
Li Yun also cherishes this elder who cares about him very much. "Kaiping County, you know, that's your mother's hometown."
"I know"
Li Yun thought for a moment, but nodded. Li Yun was still vague about this place. After all, he had grown up in an orphanage since he was a child.
Frankly speaking, there are too many pale parts in my memory. They are too vague. In fact, deep in my body, I still have a kind of attachment to my hometown.
This is the body's instinct at work. However.
The first thing that came to Li Yun's mind was whether this instinctive attachment to his hometown could be a benefit to his filming. Whether that kind of affection for his hometown could be utilized in his roles and filming.
Does my 'Huang Silang' need this kind of emotion? When thinking of my mother's hometown, I actually felt this kind of emotion. Even Li Yun was a little surprised at his own thoughts.
It's really surprising.
Even I was shocked by my own thoughts.
I was actually thinking about turning this feeling into my own powerful technique.
In fact, even the director admires Li Yun for this.
We have to admit this point.
Put all your emotions into acting.
Thinking about whether there is any improvement.
To be able to come this far.
It is definitely not pure help from external things.
Absolutely not.
I came to Kaiping County with an emotional perspective on my role.
To put it nicely, this is a cultural relic that is very well preserved.
That sounds a bit unpleasant.
This place is actually quite poor.
A barren place.
There are no resources.
It is quite appropriate to use it to film Goose City, a place where taxes were collected 80 years later.
The taxes in Goose City have been collected for 80 years, and the common people have become poor, with no more money to be squeezed out of them.
The culprit must be myself, Huang Silang.
He joined forces with every previous county governor to squeeze out huge amounts of money, making the people here unable to make a living and leaving no grass growing here.
Huang Silang is so hateful.
Make your hometown look like this.
He is an absolutely heinous person.
At this time, Li Yun also had very complicated feelings towards Kaiping County. On the one hand, it was his mother's hometown, and even memories of his family remained here.
The sentiment of staying here and Huang Silang's cruelty to this land can be said to be contradictory.
Contradictory.
"Occasionally you have to understand one thing. Actors are actors, and roles are roles. If you keep confusing the two, aren't you afraid that you will really become a lunatic?" At this time, the director asked Li Yun this question in a joking manner.
At least for him, it doesn’t matter whether Li Yun is really crazy or not.
Just a little curious about everything he has done for this path.
Sometimes people feel admired.
But sometimes it makes people think about it.
Is this kind of abnormal madness really good? "It's not contradictory. At least I think it's quite interesting. Quite interesting."
At this moment, Li Yun squinted his eyes and smiled.
Turn everything you experience in life into experience.
This is also what an actor should do.
Go perform, go experience, go. Be that person.
There are also many poor and backward counties in the Pearl River Delta region.
He is not as rich as he thought.
This is the case with Kaiping County.
When Li Yun stepped in here, when his emotions were fluctuating.
Emotions from this body.
In a sense, body and consciousness are thought of separately.
It's like I occupy this body, and the remaining emotions don't affect me.
The mess of personalities in my head aren't more influential than your body? But that emotion is there.
Just like Ip Man and the others.
For myself, false emotions do exist.
Li Yun could even feel the emotions surging in his body.
That's a thing called exclusion.
Yes, Li Yun felt it.
There is no mistake in the poem, post, content, and read the book on 6, 9, and bar!
That feeling of rejection in the body.
It's poverty.
It is backward.
To him, his mother was warm but also poor.
My hometown is backward, and I did not receive any proper education here. I had to drop out of school early and go out to work, and finally I almost died in Hengdian.
A humble death on the way to the dream.
Because of poverty and backwardness.
I hate poverty and backwardness.
Even if that place is my hometown.
I hate it too.
The physical emotions confused Li Yun's own thoughts.
Li Yun observed the outpouring of emotion calmly, observing it indifferently, just like observing the emotions of other personalities.
Although the fluctuations are very strong, I can deal with them calmly.
Observe from the perspective of an outsider.
The kind of hatred for one's own origins.
Thus turning into extreme emotions.
Why? Why am I born inferior to others?
Without parental love, there is no emotional support.
Loneliness has always been with him, and his final obsession is only to take revenge on his own blood relatives.
However, this revenge did not achieve any result and he died halfway.
There is no result for this body.
With regret.
It's still quite regrettable.
I am unwilling to spend my whole life in poverty.
Not to mention material enjoyment.
That’s right, I just can’t accept it.
The feeling of unwillingness is extremely strong.
Why am I the poor one? Why wasn't I born in a rich place?
Why should I be poor?
How nice it would be if I was born in Beijing.
Then I will be better than others.
I will have everything better than others, I will be born to win at the starting line, and my life will be a smooth journey.
I adore, I feel sad, and I don't know why I am going through all this.
I just know that this world is unfair.
I only know that this world is divided into strong and weak, and the strong prey on the weak. If I were the strong one, I would eat all the weak ones.
I absolutely won't accept that.
Li Yun felt this emotion at this moment.
If, if I.
If I were the original me in this body, I would have another chance, a chance to become a superior person, a chance to become an oppressor at the top of the food chain.
If this place was my hometown.
A place that gave birth to me and raised me, but I don't love it. It brought me only poverty, backwardness and ignorance. When such a place and such a me exist.
What kind of person will I become? At this moment, Li Yun felt his body trembling.
The soul consciousness began to move in another direction.
The gentle man in a suit and tie in front of him suddenly looked at Li Yun with a ferocious face, as if all his disguise had been exposed.
He became arrogant and ferocious, and the blood of the jungle and admiration for the strong ran in his bones.
Because he had lost it before, when he can have it now, he will grab it at all costs.
Now he caught it.
So he became a human being.
Became Huang Silang.
Because he was once weak, when he got the chance to change his fate, he turned into a monster.
A monster without humanity.
Wealth, bestiality, everything.
“If [I] were given a chance to change my fate, a chance to extend a knife to a weaker person and snatch his nutrients, what kind of person would I become?”
"I've become Huang Silang, the profit-seeking villain. Indeed, Huang Silang is a person who has no heart, only knows how to make profits, and has lost his conscience."
Li Yun looked at himself in the mirror, a ferocious and blurry gentleman, his face clearly revealed.
This face is exactly Li Yun's own face.
Huang Silang's face.
(End of this chapter)