Xiao Ning's curiosity was like being scratched by a cat, making it difficult for him to suppress it. Finally, he couldn't help but open Chu Qian's diary.
The first page of this diary records the scene when Chu Qian gave birth to Xiao Ning. From that day on, Chu Qian began her diary journey, and now, this diary has been written two-thirds, which means that she has been writing unremittingly for more than ten years.
It's the third day of April, and the weather is a little chilly. I chatted with my neighbors today and talked about children. They all said that raising children is very tiring and hard, especially for one-year-old children, who are particularly noisy. But I think it's different.
Ning'er is really well behaved. He never cries or makes a fuss. When you put him on the bed, he won't look for anyone. Except for crying out loud when he's hungry, he basically won't cling to anyone. So, my Ning'er is really a reassuring baby!
My friends all felt that they had given birth to a good baby and were very envious of me. I also felt that I was very lucky to have such a sensible child.
On the seventh day of May, the morning light was just breaking, and the sun shone through the window into the room, illuminating this special day. Today, my Ning'er finally learned to walk, which was an unforgettable moment!
Ning'er struggled hard on the bed, trying to stand up from the soft mattress. His small body was swaying, as if he might fall at any time. I stood quietly by the bed, staring at him intently, my heart full of expectation and some worry.
I really wanted to reach out and hold Ning'er to give him some support, but I knew that doing so might make him dependent on me. So, I could only look at him with a worried look on my face and cheer him on silently.
Ning'er twisted his body little by little, like a fledgling that had just broken out of its shell, and tried to stand up carefully. His little feet groped on the bed sheet, looking for a balance point. Finally, after some effort, Ning'er's knees slowly straightened, and he successfully stood up!
At that moment, I was so excited that I almost wanted to scream. Ning'er's face was filled with excitement and pride, and his eyes were shining, as if the whole world was cheering for him. Then, he took a step forward without hesitation and rushed towards me.
I quickly opened my arms and hugged Ning'er tightly. The warmth and softness of Ning'er's body made me feel extremely happy. At that moment, Ning'er was everything to me.
Xiao Ning stared at these records, and an indescribable warmth surged in his heart. These words brought him back to that distant time when he had just reincarnated into this world and became the child of Chu Qian and Xiao Ding.
Although he retained the memories of his previous life, those memories were not awakened when he was born. Instead, he remembered them bit by bit when he was three years old, and the system appeared when he was five years old.
As for when Nangong Luoyu kidnapped Xiao Ning, he did remember everything about his previous life. This also explains why Xiao Ning was so innocent and dependent on Nangong Luoyu, because he was indeed still a child.
Xiao Ning continued to look through Chu Qian's diary. The diary came to an abrupt end when Xiao Ning was three years old, and it was not until May of the following year that she started writing again.
The reason is actually very simple. When Xiao Ning was abducted, Chu Qian's world seemed to collapse in an instant. At that time, she was full of anxiety and fear. How could she have the mood to write a diary? She and Xiao Ding were anxiously looking for Xiao Ning's whereabouts, not letting go of any possible clues, and their footprints were all over the country.
Until one day a year later, a miracle finally happened - Xiao Ning returned to them! This news made Chu Qian and Xiao Ding ecstatic, and also made Chu Qian pick up the habit of writing a diary again.
The diary began to record again, but since then, Chu Qian's diary seemed to become a little unusual. There was an excessive tension and anxiety between the lines, as if her love for Xiao Ning had gone beyond the normal range.
The seventh day of the sixth lunar month was the fifth day since Xiao Ning came back. After a comprehensive physical examination, the doctor told Chu Qian that Xiao Ning was in very good health and had no problems. This made me feel relieved! Ning'er, my child, mother will never lose you again. Mother will keep you by my side for the rest of her life, for sure!
July 20th, Ning'er, my Ning'er, why don't you listen to your mother? Is the world outside so good? "
July 23, Ning'er, don't blame me for locking you up at home. I was really scared that you would leave me again. I can't let you leave! You are mine, and you will be mine for the rest of your life!"
On the ninth day of the first lunar month, Ning'er, why did you run away from home? Mother has told you dozens of times that you are only seven years old and you cannot leave home, but you just won't listen! Even Yue'er can't control you! Do you really want to piss off your mother to death before you give up?
On January 11, I locked Ning'er in the room and locked the door. I really wanted to break his legs. He should stay by my side for the rest of his life, forever and ever...
Xiao Ning looked at these words, and a trace of fear flashed through his heart. He could feel that Chu Qian had become mentally disturbed after his disappearance. Every word in these words revealed Chu Qian's possessiveness and deep love for him, which made his emotions fluctuate like waves.
Just when Xiao Ning calmed down and wanted to continue looking through the books, suddenly a pair of slightly cold hands grabbed Xiao Ning's neck from behind.
A cold feeling went straight to his heart, making him tremble all over. Xiao Ning turned around and looked at the person behind him, and found that it was Chu Qian!
Chu Qian stood quietly behind Xiao Ning, looking at him indifferently. Her eyes were very deep and seemed a little confused. Xiao Ning subconsciously panicked and he shouted hesitantly.
"Mom...Mom, where have you been? I called you to eat and found that you were not in the room..."
Chu Qian looked at Xiao Ning's flustered appearance, then looked at the diary behind him, a hint of surprise flashed in her eyes.
"Have you read my diary?"
Xiao Ning immediately closed the diary with his hands, then waved and shouted.
"No, I didn't. I just saw this book and was about to read it... and you came, and I didn't have time to read it..."
Chu Qian looked at the incoherent Xiao Ning and felt more and more that something was wrong. She stared into Xiao Ning's eyes, but Xiao Ning dodged and dared not look at her. After a long time, Chu Qian turned around and said.
"Well, your father and the others must be getting impatient, let's eat."
Xiao Ning felt relieved when he heard this, and he breathed a sigh of relief. He immediately organized his thoughts and put the diary away. Just as he was about to turn around and leave, he heard a muffled sound, his eyes widened, and his body fell to the ground involuntarily.
Chu Qian took the opportunity to hold him in her arms. Looking at the unconscious Xiao Ning, a hint of tenderness flashed in her eyes. She gently stroked Xiao Ning's cheek with her hand.
"Ning'er, a child who lies is not a good child. But mother forgives you. Who told you that you are my most beloved Ning'er? Have a good sleep, my Ning'er..."
As he spoke, he kissed Xiao Ning's forehead lightly. A faint light flashed between his eyebrows, and it was gone in a flash...
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