Chapter 111 I Love No One
Feiyun felt that the more she watched "Those Years", the more she admired it from the bottom of her heart.
She didn't expect that youth novels could be written so emotionally, without any affectation or clichés, yet still able to attract readers to keep reading.
This reminded her of her original intention of writing youth novels.
But since when, her original intention has long been corrupted, and all the works she wrote are actively catering to the market, including her current new series "Don't Waste Your Youth".
She couldn't help but sigh, perhaps this was the gap between her and the top authors.
Top authors lead the market and create trends, but she can only follow.
In addition, Nan Gezi's portrayal of the hero "Fu Jingnan" in the novel made Feiyun, the female author, fall in love with this character, because he is indeed humorous, funny, literary and talented.
I feel that anyone’s student life would be more exciting if they had a classmate like “Fu Jingnan”.
Considering that this novel is an autobiographical novel by Teacher Nan Gezi, and "Fu Jingnan" might be his real name, Feiyun couldn't help but feel a little curious about him.
What does such a talented author look like in real life?
In addition to the male lead "Fu Jingnan", the female lead "Lu Manwu" is of course also portrayed quite well, and her charm is fully portrayed.
Such a beautiful girl with a kind heart, amazing talent and extraordinary beauty is indeed qualified to be the heroine of this youth novel that has the potential to become a legend.
What made Feiyun inexplicably jealous was that she could feel Mr. Nan Gezi's passionate and sincere feelings for the heroine in this youth novel between the lines.
The sentence that impressed her the most was:
“When you like someone, you will humble yourself to the dust, and then a flower will bloom.”
Before meeting Lu Manwu, Fu Jingnan was a very proud and funny young man. He always had a cynical smile on his face, was very free and open-minded in his dealings with others, and had extraordinary self-confidence.
“I want to return all the nights to the stars, all the springtime to the sparse hedges, and all the laziness, indulgence, and inaction to my past self. The me of tomorrow will have mountains and valleys in my heart, and will immediately shake the mountains and rivers.”
This is a declaration written by Fu Jingnan himself. He believes that "the me of tomorrow" is destined to be extraordinary.
There are actually quite a few girls who like him, but in his eyes, there is only Lu Manwu from beginning to end.
However, after seeing Lu Manwu's beauty and her brilliant talent, he couldn't help but write these words -
"Having a little bit of good looks or talent is quite embarrassing. There will be countless moments when you stand on a step and think you can see the sky."
It was obvious that Fu Jingnan was impressed by Lu Manwu's talent.
The key is Lu Manwu's talent, which can be very seductive. She once wrote a song called "Nan Ge Zi"——
Light a lamp at the bottom of the well, and let's go on a long journey together, not playing Go. The exquisite dice are filled with red beans, and I miss you deeply, don't you know?
Fu Jingnan's later pen name "Nan Gezi" came from this.
In addition to "Nan Ge Zi", Lu Manwu actually has many good lyrics, which directly convinced Fu Jingnan, who thought he was talented.
Fu Jingnan is lonely in his heart, no one can fully understand him, so he monologues like this -
I started writing obscure things, and the more obscure it was, the safer I felt. Only when it was safe enough could "one of me" say with gloating satisfaction, "Hahaha, I finally don't understand what I'm talking about anymore," but then "the other me" would ask, "Does anyone want to know?"
No one wants to know.
However, no matter how obscure and difficult to understand what Fu Jingnan wrote, Lu Manwu could see through it at a glance.
This feeling of knowing someone was his true friend made Fu Jingnan fall completely for him.
But the way he pursued Lu Manwu was incomprehensible to many people.
Because he believes that those who cling to others do not really love that person, they are just racing with themselves.
If you truly love someone, you can't be clingy.
Because self-respect won't allow it.
He has always believed that love means giving the other person the best of everything, including dignity.
So many shallow and subtle turns are the expression of deep love that others cannot understand.
Fu Jingnan doesn’t care at all what others think of him, even if they mock him as a bootlicker.
The world is like a book, and I prefer this sentence of yours. I would like to be a comma and stay at your feet.
But you have your own reader, and I'm just a ferryman.
So any girl who wins the heart of a man like "Fu Jingnan" will be truly lucky in her life.
Once this youth novel is released, I wonder how many girls will be jealous of the prototype of "Lu Manwu" - Gu Qingge.
This was a big trick played by Gu Qingge, because the prototype of "Fu Jingnan" was actually her.
If Gu Qingge fell in love with someone, she could do the same.
So who will Gu Qingge fall in love with?
Of course it’s her reader. Who is reading her?
Of course it’s you in front of the screen.
Gu Qingge loves no one except you.
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At this time, Feiyun couldn't help but contact her editor Yue Ming to see what he thought of the novel.
Yue Ming did not go to see Nan Gezi's new work "Those Years" at the first time. He was really not optimistic about Nan Gezi's transitional work.
Even because of the song "The Wind Rises", the attention on this youth novel exploded before it was released.
However, Feiyun's praise for "Those Years" finally piqued Yue Ming's interest.
Moreover, reading "Those Years" is indeed very convenient. You don't need to buy the magazine specifically. You can just download the "Qidian Reading" app on your mobile phone.
Yue Ming originally planned to just take a quick look, but he didn't expect that he would catch up with the latest part!
"Why is there no more content below? Nan Gezi's story is too short. Please update it soon. I won't have to wait another week to see the next part, will I?
Nan Gezi? Male pigeon! "
Yue Ming blurted out the words, deeply explaining that the "really delicious" joke will never go out of style.
After Yue Ming finished speaking, he felt a little embarrassed, mainly because he had previously arbitrarily believed that Nan Gezi's transformation into writing youth novels would definitely fail. As a result, he never expected that this "Those Years" could be written so well!
From the perspective of a professional editor, Yue Ming even felt that Nan Gezi's youth novel was not at the same literary level as the popular novels on the current market!
This is simply a dimensionality reduction attack!
So why would Nan Gezi, such a talented writer, write popular novels?
That's right, he is qualified to be called a writer, while others can only be called writers.
Yue Ming then skillfully comforted Fei Yun and told her not to compare herself with Nan Gezi. Even if the reputation and sales of her new book were not as good as hers, it was not her problem and it was not her fault!
The key point is that there is something wrong with Nan Gezi. His talent is so terrifying!
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