After finishing the book
I have finished the book, my friends. The words are a little short and it does not meet my initial expectations.
But because there has been no new story line developed, what I have written now is actually very slow.
So, it's time to end it.
The reason for not opening a new chapter is that I realized early on that this book had structural problems and could not be written at length.
I even had the thought of becoming a eunuch many times, but in the end I forced myself to hold it back.
This is not because of my good luck, but mainly because without opening a new line, it is not far away to finish this story, and it can even be said to be within reach, so if it really has to be abandoned like this, I will be very unwilling.
But this choice is actually not a wise one.
As the old saying goes, if you don't make a decision when you should, you will suffer the consequences. When I treat writing a book as a task that must be completed, I will be in a very disgusting state.
That is resistance, resistance from the heart.
Friends may not understand this, but it is easy to understand if I put it another way -
After working a tiring day, I have to work overtime when I get home. I have no personal time. It’s so annoying…
To be honest, I really don’t want to think so, after all, that’s what I do.
But this kind of mentality is difficult to suppress, so a series of problems such as writing problems, procrastination, staying up late out of revenge, depression, etc. appear one after another.
Along with this, there are also some physical problems, especially the eyes, which are very prone to fatigue.
By the end of the situation, I had completely given up and even stopped reading comments for a long time.
This is also the reason why my updates have been very unstable in the past two months. I can’t explain it because it feels quite pretentious to say it.
Now I have finally made it to the end and finished the book with great difficulty. I can finally breathe a sigh of relief. This is also an explanation to my friends who are still reading it.
This explanation is not satisfactory, but now that things have come to this, I obviously can't do any better and can only say sorry.
And, thank you everyone!
(End of this chapter)