Shao Shuxuan complained aggrievedly, Ah Shu looked at her helplessly, and finally couldn't help but apologize to her.
She touched Shao Shuxuan's head and spoke with great determination.
"Yeah, how can it not hurt? You and I are the same person, so naturally we feel the pain together."
She was the one who went to the hospital, and the punishment was borne by both of them, they felt the pain for each other, and they kept each other warm and comforted each other.
She raised her hand gently, tucked the hair hanging from her temples behind her ears, and apologized a little uncomfortably.
"I'm sorry, I will be more careful in the future. Don't worry, when I become stronger, I will kill everyone who bullies you!"
Her eyes became fierce. Shao Shuxuan blinked and looked at her with admiration.
In fact, Ah Shu shouldn't be the type to apologize, because she is overbearing and strong, and thinks everything she does is right.
But Ah Shu apologized to her, which proved how important she was in her heart.
The two of them are the ones who know each other best, so they naturally appreciate and support each other.
After Shao Shuxuan showed these changes, many people said that she was crazy and abnormal.
Sometimes he cries, sometimes he acts tough and refuses to submit.
In fact, only she herself knew that she was not crazy, but she enjoyed it.
Ah Shu is the embodiment of all her darkness. Even though she is not a good person and has bad intentions, she accepts it calmly.
To love yourself, you must accept everything about yourself, including your shortcomings, darkness, and all imperfections.
Her Ah Shu naturally loves her unconditionally.
After Ashuti was determined to kill those people, she chose to support him without hesitation.
"Okay, just do what you want to do, I will always be by your side."
She only dared to think about killing them, but Ah Shu really dared to do it. She was her most powerful weapon, her biggest trump card and backing, and would accomplish whatever she wanted.
After all, Ah Shu knew best how to make her happy.
Ah Shu had been in her body for ten years, so she knew that Ah Shu needed the power of the demon to become stronger. She would go to the barren mountains, hand over the control of her body to Ah Shu, and let Ah Shu do things.
Ashu knew how to refine those things for her own use. With the blessing of demonic energy and devilish energy, her body was no longer so fragile.
Both of them are thinking about each other, in other words, both of them are thinking about themselves.
If you want to distinguish two people, just look at the color of their pupils.
The turning point came after my mother passed away.
The cowardly man died, the person who had always made her tolerate him was gone, but she didn't seem to be very sad... just very depressed.
But at night, her mood rebounded and she had no desire to sleep at all.
Shao Shuxuan covered his chest and cried uncomfortably on the bed, but there was always a hint of relief in his heart.
Fortunately, she left and no longer had to suffer in this cannibalistic mansion. I felt sad for her, as her best years of youth were wasted here without ever resisting once.
She didn't want to be another her, she wanted to be someone like Ah Shu, and wanted to have the courage and strength to resist.
She looked at the mirror, saw the familiar face in it, and gave a smile that was uglier than crying.
"A Shu, she's gone. I don't have a biological mother anymore. When she was alive, I could only call her aunt and call mother to those who bullied me. Now that she's gone, I don't seem to be sad..."
As she spoke, she could no longer control her tears.
Then she curled up in bed, hugged her legs and muttered to herself.
"Why am I still crying? It seems like I'm used to crying and can only use this useless trick."
Ah Shu looked at her, knowing the contradictions and struggles in her heart, hugged her, controlled her body and wiped her tears.
Ah Shu felt distressed as well, but he understood that what she needed most now was not distress, but encouragement.
"I can't hug you face to face, but I'm always by your side. Don't be afraid, have a good sleep, Shuxuan, you are too tired, I'm always here, you still have me, I'm always here, I'm already very strong, I can protect you..."
She comforted her softly, showing her clumsy tenderness, like a pot of warm charcoal fire, accompanying her through the long dark night.
Ah Shu took her with him, and walked away from the pain of losing his mother step by step.
After her mother left, she no longer had any scruples or fears.
She has A Shu, and A Shu has her.
But before she was fully grown out of mourning, her father began to look for a husband for her, hoping that she would become his tool.
On the one hand, they compared her with her elder sister, belittling her as worthless, and on the other hand, they warned her that her greatest value was to help the Shao family and that she should repay the Shao family for their kindness in raising her.
She just felt very sad in her heart.
For countless nights, she cried, trying to find a way to resist.
"A Shu, I don't want to get married. I don't want to be a tool."
She complained to Ah Shu, and Ah Shu certainly thought so.
Ah Shu comforted himself again and again.
"Be good, then don't marry, then don't get married. Living for yourself is the long-term plan. As for those who force us, just kill them."
Sometimes, she would ask her in confusion.
"Ah Shu, why are you so nice to me?"
Ah Shu answered this question very seriously.
"Because, I am you. If I don't love you, who will love you? If I don't protect you, who can protect you? Only you can accompany yourself forever, right?"
"Yes, I'll be with you, and you'll be with me!"
As the two got along, they developed different feelings for each other.
The person who knows you best is always yourself, and the person who loves you the most is only yourself! This feeling is very novel, because you will never abandon yourself and have no secrets from yourself.
Be honest with each other, understand each other, know his broken past and state of mind, love his perseverance and preference for himself.
When Shao Shuxuan first knew about Xiao's feelings, she was confused and ashamed, but she was thinking, Ah Shu is so beautiful and so powerful, isn't it normal for him to like her?
But this kind of emotion will make people feel inferior and afraid of being disliked by Ah Shu.
How could she dislike herself? Ah Shu and she both loved themselves.
She didn't dare to tell Ah Shu before, but how could Ah Shu not know the little 깇깇 in her heart?
When Shao Shuxuan was sleeping at night, Ashu successfully controlled her body.
When she felt her hands touching her delicate skin uncontrollably, she knew it was Ah Shu who was causing trouble.
Shao Shuxuan felt it, but couldn't control his behavior and was extremely embarrassed.
"Ashu...this is so strange."
She wanted to escape, but no matter where she ran, Ah Shu would follow her like a shadow, and he would not let her go.
Moreover, her legs were so weak that she could hardly walk after being teased by Ah Shu.
Ah Shu shared the same body with her, so he naturally understood his own body.
It's easy to give to make yourself happy.
She is happy, and Ah Shu is happy too.
This was something she had experienced before, but she had only thought about it before and had not dared to put it into practice.