Chapter 235 Self-blame



When Fern and Feifan are with Xiao Zhima, they always get along very well. Barbara also hopes that Fern can be by her side.

"Master, do you like me or Yuanbao?" Little Sesame looked at Fern with a naughty look and said.

"This question...can I choose not to answer you? Because I don't know Yuanbao yet." Fern smiled wittily and answered Xiao Zhima.

At this time, Xiao Zhima was still a little angry. He thought that his master should be nice to him. But after thinking about it carefully, he felt that this was not good and he should not be so selfish.

"Well, actually I know the answer even if you don't answer. Master, you must like both of them, right?" Little Sesame said to Fern with a smile.

"Yes, yes, you know me too well." Fern sneered and said to Xiao Zhima.

"Of course, who am I? I'm an elf!" Little Sesame looked at Fern excitedly and answered.

In Fern's heart, Xiao Zhima is indeed very smart, and no matter what happens, he will deal with it with a very good attitude, and raise questions and solve problems when they arise.

"Haha, I just brought Feifan here to see Yuanbao. Now that we have understood the situation, we will go back first." Fern said to Xiao Zhima and Barbara with a smile on his face.

"Now? Go back?" Xiao Zhima looked at Feifan in surprise and said.

"Yes, I will listen to Master." Fei Fan said to Xiao Zhima, trying hard to suppress a smile.

Xiao Zhima was so surprised that she didn't know whether it was true or false. But considering that brother Feifan hadn't played with her yet, how could she leave?

Barbara was observing Fern and Feifan carefully. She seemed to have discovered something. It was obviously fake. Barbara suppressed her smile and looked at Xiao Zhima with a worried look.

At this moment, Yuanbao was very well-behaved and cute. He was sitting there very quietly and motionless.

"Brother Feifan, have you forgotten something?" Xiao Zhima looked at Feifan expectantly and said.

"What's the matter? Nothing." Fei Fan looked at Xiao Zhima and said as if nothing had happened.

"Yes, I don't like you anymore, huh..." Xiao Zhima said to Feifan angrily.

Xiao Zhima's little universe finally exploded, and he looked very angry. When Feifan saw this, he felt that he had gone too far. If he had known earlier, he really shouldn't have teased Xiao Zhima like this...

"No, if you don't like playing with me, can I play with you?" Feifan smiled and looked at Xiaozhima and replied.

"Really?" Xiao Zhima looked at Feifan with a confused look.

Fern stood aside without saying anything, waiting to see how Feifan and Xiaozhima ended up. It would also be an opportunity to train Xiaozhima.

You must learn to observe people's words and expressions in everything, otherwise how will you survive in the future?

Barbara did a very good job in this regard. She had clearly noticed that something was wrong, so she didn't say much and was just like a bystander.

At this moment, every time Fern decides to do something, it is not meaningless. It can be said that everything happens for a reason.

But Fern was a little worried that Xiao Zhima might misunderstand what he meant and start to hate him...

"Okay, I was just joking with you just now. You have to learn to distinguish the truth from falsehood when others say something. Only in this way can you better distinguish your positions." Fern looked at Xiao Zhima seriously and said.

"So you were lying to me again. I'm so unhappy. Why do you have to use this method to make me understand the truth behind everything?" Little Zhima still said in a very upset tone.

This was probably the first time that Xiao Zhima spoke to Fern in this tone. Maybe he was really pushed to the limit.

"Little Zhima, don't be angry first. Brother Fern actually means well." Barbara looked at Little Zhima's expression and comforted her.

At this moment, Xiao Zhima really didn't know who he should believe, but he just felt very uncomfortable in his heart.

Fern still felt somewhat remorseful in his heart. It turned out that what he had worried about had happened. Xiao Zhima really resisted this approach, which might have really hurt Xiao Zhima's self-esteem.

In his heart, Xiao Zhima was not angry with his master, but with himself...

"Why am I so useless? I can't do anything well. When will I grow up in my current situation?" Little Sesame thought to himself.

Life is never smooth sailing and you will always encounter all kinds of things. Such setbacks are bound to appear on anyone's growth path, so there is no need to worry too much.

Fern observed Little Sesame's expression carefully, but didn't know how to comfort it. After all, it was angry because of him, so he didn't know what to say.

"Little Zhima, you are actually very good. When I was a kid, Brother Fern was very strict with me, and much worse than you. Now you are really better than me. Every time you encounter a problem, you must solve it so that you can become stronger." Barbara said to Little Zhima patiently.

Little Zhima seemed to have heard it, and then ran to Barbara's arms and snuggled up to her...

"Brother Fern, you guys go back first. Don't worry, Xiao Zhima is with me. I will take good care of him and send him over once he is calm." Barbara looked at Fern and said seriously.

"Okay, then I'll leave it to you." Fern looked at Barbara guiltily and said.

"It's okay, it's normal. Everyone gets angry sometimes, it's understandable." Barbara smiled and said to Fern.

At this time, Xiao Zhima had automatically blocked Fern and Feifan, and didn't want to talk to them at all. He just wanted to stay with Barbara and didn't want to go anywhere.

At this time, Feifan felt a little guilty. Was it because he had said something too harsh just now? He suddenly felt that it was all his fault and he must be more careful next time.

Although Xiao Zhima is still in a depressed mood, after Fern and Feifan left, Xiao Zhima gets along well with Yuanbao.

Yuanbao is still very young and cannot speak, but even so, Xiaozhima is very happy.

Maybe it’s because I just suffered a serious blow, so I feel how wonderful it is to have peaceful times now.

"Master, did I say something too harsh just now? That's why Xiao Zhima is angry?" Fei Fan said to Fern while sitting next to the table.

"No, it's not your fault. In fact, it was because of my self-willed thinking that Xiao Zhima suffered injustice." Fern looked at Feifan with guilt and said.

"But this can't be entirely blamed on you. You're doing this for its own good. It should be our honor to serve someone as dedicated and responsible as you." Feifan looked at Fern cleverly and comforted him.

"Hey, tell me the truth, am I really that good? Or..." Fern looked at Feifan with a doubtful look.

"Of course. Apart from anything else, when the elders sent us here, it was your meticulous care that made each of us feel the warmth of home." Feifan looked at Fern very sincerely and said.

"I really need to change my pattern. If I continue like this, Xiao Zhima will hate myself even more." Fern said, looking out the window.

Fern had no thoughts at this moment. Xiao Zhima also contributed to his current achievements. Now that Xiao Zhima was unhappy, he felt a great responsibility.

Fern recalled many good moments of Little Sesame carefully, but now he doesn't seem very happy...

Feifan could see that Fern felt very guilty about what had just happened, and he didn't know how to better comfort Fern in this situation.

Fern, who always had a good attitude, had his train of thought disrupted by this incident, and he was no longer in the mood to do anything else.

Originally, Fern was thinking about how to better accumulate more money. Before Xiao Zhima got angry, Fern felt quite happy as he had finally found his own development direction. But at this time, Fern did not have the mind to think too much about it.

Barbara knew Fern relatively well, and she could guess that Fern's brother in the dormitory must feel deeply guilty. All she could do now was to adjust Xiao Zhima's mood.

"Little Sesame, are you okay? Don't be angry with Fern. He is doing this for our own good." Barbara said to Little Sesame patiently.

"I know, Sister Barbara, I'm actually not angry with the master. I just feel that no matter how hard I try, I can't do it well, as if I'm useless..." Little Sesame finally spoke out his true feelings.

Barbara observed carefully and could see from Xiao Zhima's expression that his eyes were red and he looked very aggrieved.

"You can't think like that. Everyone will go through such a stage. It's impossible to achieve success overnight. Be down-to-earth and you will succeed one day." Barbara looked at Xiao Zhima seriously and said.

"Really? Why do I feel so tired?" Xiao Zhima looked at Barbara in confusion.

"The word 'hard work' is easy to say no matter who says it, but it is often difficult to do. What you can do now is to persist in doing everything around you well." Barbara said to Xiao Zhima with a smile on her face.

"Okay, I know what I should do. Thank you, Sister Barbara." Little Sesame seemed to have understood a lot and said to Barbara with a smile.

"It's okay. You're too polite. We will continue to grow and develop together in the future. I suggest you go and tell Brother Fern. Fern must be very worried about you now." Barbara looked at Xiao Zhima seriously and said.

"Okay, I'll go right away." Xiao Zhima stood up and looked at Barbara with a firm look and replied.

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