Barbara had already set out on her journey, and no matter how reluctant she was, she had no choice but to accept the reality...
Fern woke up in the morning as usual, opened his hazy eyes, and a new day was about to begin.
A year's plan begins in spring...Early morning is the time when a person is in the best condition.
Fern stayed in bed for a long time, maybe because he studied technology a little late last night. After getting up, Fern began to wash up nervously.
Fern washed and dressed quite quickly, and immediately went to the morning exercise venue.
Morning exercise was about to begin, but there was still no sign of Barbara. Fern thought that she must have overslept, so why hadn't she come yet?
Fern thought that the master should not come at this time, otherwise Barbara would be in trouble and would be late again. She prayed over and over again in her heart that the master would not show up.
But the morning exercise was almost over, but there was still no sign of Barbara. Fern, who could no longer hold back, began to worry...
Normally, even if Barbara overslept, she would be late for a while and then return to the morning exercise team, but today was a little unusual.
After the morning exercise, the anxious Fern did not continue practicing, but hurried to Barbara's dormitory and knocked hard on the door, but there was no response at all.
At this time, Fern found that the door seemed to be unlocked, so he pushed it open and walked in. Seeing that the room was empty, Fern was stunned for a moment. Where did he go?
Fern was thinking hard about where Barbara might go back to. Fern turned around and found a note on the table...
Fern looked at the note carefully, her eyes turned red and tears welled up in her eyes. She didn't expect Barbara had left. Fern was very sad and stared blankly at the note left by Barbara.
Fern thought back to what happened yesterday. No wonder Barbara was so strange to him yesterday, or she said something like no one brought breakfast. Fern now understood that it was because she was leaving...
The sad Fern didn't know how to accept this reality for a moment.
In an instant, Fern understood what Barbara meant yesterday. It turned out that Barbara had already prepared all this.
Fern thought that since Barbara didn't tell her, she must have her own reasons. Looking at the empty room, Fern was still very sad. No matter what happened in the future, she would have to face it alone...
Fern was absent-minded and hadn't recovered for the whole morning. She was still immersed in the pain of Barbara's departure.
Ever since Barbara set out on her journey home, she has been thinking on the way that since she has made her choice, she should not worry about it anymore, although she still misses Fern in her heart.
Barbara spent the whole journey in constant reminiscence, looking outside from time to time. People coming and going were busy with their own lives.
Barbara saw many scenes along the way. When Barbara passed by a poor village, she saw a mother working hard to chop wood to earn money so that her children could have food to eat.
Barbara had no idea that this place was so barren at the beginning. Because she overheard their conversation, it was even difficult to eat.
And the mother just now chopped wood for her child so that she could have a delicious meal...
When Barbara learned about the situation, she felt really heartbroken. She asked the master to stop the carriage, took out some of the silver she had and gave it to the mother and daughter. Looking at the mother's weathered face and her hands honed by time, one couldn't help but feel disheartened.
After going through this village, Barbara, who was still on her journey in the carriage, deeply realized the sufferings of the world. No one will have a smooth life and most people will have their own life trajectory.
Barbara packed up her clothes and was in a good mood. She comforted herself in this way that the short separation was only for a better reunion.
At this time, Fern slowly recovered from the shadow of Barbara's departure and began to face life again. He had a goal in mind when it came to learning magic and researching technology.
Keep moving forward, keep working hard, in fact, you are always on the road. This road may have twists and turns, there may be stumbling blocks, everything is unknown, there are too many possibilities on this road...
Fern strengthened his heart. No matter what, he must not give up on the road to becoming stronger. He believed that one day Barbara would come back, and Mo Kexuan would also come back. Now all he could do was to practice well and do scientific research steadily. When he succeeded, good luck would surely come.
Fern kept adjusting his mentality, not wanting to immerse himself in painful memories, so he could only bury them deep in his heart. Now the best choice was to study hard and make himself stronger! Night soon came, and Barbara, who was still on the road, had not reached the end. This was one of the few times Barbara spent the night alone. Although she had a master in front of her, she was still a little scared.
Barbara habitually thought of Fern. How nice it would be if Fern was there. Fern would definitely protect her well and tell her stories so that she wouldn't be afraid.
Whenever I think of this, I find that I have already left Fern. I wonder what Fern is doing now, and whether he misses me...
As Barbara thought about it, she couldn't help but burst into tears. In the evening, Barbara didn't dare to look outside. It was too dark. It felt so scary and eerie.
Fern was already lying on the bed at this time. He was a little absent-minded when he was drawing the blueprint just now. He could not find the inspiration to create technology. Fern felt that he was not in a good mood today, so he just gave up and did not continue his research.
Fern recalled how he and Barbara used to be together, practicing spells together, Barbara taking a nap, and they joked and bickered together. All these beautiful memories emerged in Fern's mind.
Fern didn't expect the accident to come so suddenly. He didn't even say goodbye to Barbara properly. He just left here and went back...
Although Fern was reluctant to let Barbara go, she had already left and she didn't know when she would see her again.
Although Fern has always treated Barbara as his sister, Fern, who has become accustomed to it, still finds it difficult to accept Barbara's departure. However, there is no way out as the road ahead must be walked and the dream must be realized, so he can only accept the reality.
Always be on the road, never give up on yourself no matter where you are. No one’s life is dull, you have to go through some wind and rain before you can see the rainbow. This may be the best interpretation Fern gave himself!
Fern fell asleep in his memories. In the dream, Fern saw Barbara leaving and was very excited. In the dream, Barbara said a lot to him, which made Fern more confident to realize his wish. Fern and Barbara in the dream were so happy.
When Fern woke up, he found out it was just a dream...
Fern began to stare at the roof in a daze, telling herself that this must be a dream that Barbara gave her. Let me cheer up again, one day she will come back to find me! Fern used this method to warn herself. It was a new day again. The morning sun shone into the house early, very warm.
Fern stretched himself and watched the birds in the yard still singing. Fern thought that a new day should have a new attitude to meet new challenges! Fern, who was in a good mood, began to wash up and greeted the arrival of morning exercise. When Fern was in the team, he couldn't help but think of Barbara. The empty seat next to him, which used to belong to Barbara, was now empty...
Fern told himself to practice hard, and that what was supposed to come would eventually come. Acceptance was the only thing he could do.
The morning exercise was about to end. Fern, who was still practicing out of habit, stopped for a moment. He couldn't help but think of the scene when Barbara brought him food. Now that Barbara had gone back, he had to do everything by himself.
Fern decided not to continue practicing after morning exercises in the future, but to go to breakfast with other brothers! If Barbara was here, she would be very happy to see her choice. She would take good care of herself and not let anyone worry, so Barbara would be relieved.
At first, Fern was still a little uncomfortable and always followed his old way of life. Barbara was in every corner of the yard. Maybe it was because she had just left and he needed some time to adapt.
Although there will be many difficulties and obstacles along the way, as long as you persist, you will be one step closer to the dawn of success.
Don't give up easily. When you can't bear it anymore, tell yourself to hold on a little longer. Persistence is victory. Do everything with your heart and you will never regret it no matter what the result is.
The road is right under your feet. Only by relying on yourself can you go further and more steadily!
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