Fern, who had just returned to the Pure Saint Empire, missed everything here very much. Now Fern needed time to adjust. Any corner here might bring back Fern's memories...
Whenever memories come to Fern's mind, his thoughts become irrational, and the problem he worries about the most still appears. For some reason, Fern can't control his thoughts at all.
Whenever night falls, Fern would keep his phantom sword by his side and occasionally talk to it.
"Why did I become like this? Don't you have great power and influence? Can you help me get rid of my current confusion? I can't think seriously right now." He complained to his phantom sword, staring blankly...
Since the Phantom Sword once gave Fern very powerful power, now he just wants it to wake him up again, that's all!
It has been nearly a week since he came here, but Fern's thoughts are still erratic, as if he is possessed by an evil spirit and nothing is under his control. Could it be that his deep longing for Mo Kexuan has touched his mind?
Fern has been feeling very tired lately, and often looks listless. Sometimes, Fern wants to study and manufacture weapons, but his physical strength and energy cannot keep up...
Not knowing why, Fern sometimes even wondered if she was sick and why her body was so weak. But Fern still didn't want to see a doctor and thought she could just hold on and get through it.
Every day here, whenever Fern comes to a place, things that have happened in that specific place and space always appear in his mind.
Now Fern wants to use a pen to record these beautiful and painful memories. He writes a diary every day to record his life trajectory. Maybe it’s because Fern can only use the diary method to interpret his state these days...
In the Pure Saint Empire, there is still a lot of traffic and crowds of people. Walking on the street, Fern can still clearly recall the people following him, the anxiety and fear...
Fern wears a mask every time he goes out so that no one can recognize his identity. Therefore, he has not attracted the attention of the cult members so far, and no one is following him, so he is relatively safe.
Being able to move among the crowd without worry is what Fern wants, but at the same time, there are many thoughts that imprison Fern, and he cannot think seriously. When Fern walks the road he walked with Mo Kexuan, his thoughts are all over the place, his will is blurred, and in serious cases, he will have a severe headache...
Fern found life on the streets a little overwhelming. He knew clearly that although the process was hard, he had to persist. He had to adjust his emotions in the shortest time possible and could not always let his emotions control his behavior.
Fern didn't give up despite his tired body. He just thought it was because he just came back here and felt a little uncomfortable...
Faced with the sudden changes, all Fern could do was to accept them. Although he had thought before that such a situation might happen, after all, the Pure Holy Empire carried too many memories, but he did not expect that the thing he was most worried about would actually happen.
Fern relied on his own beliefs, believing that everything would be fine, and that he would do whatever it took to overcome difficulties.
Maybe it’s because I have rich emotions, so when I see everything in front of me, I find it difficult to accept. The excessive longing plus the right place and space cause me to have greater emotional fluctuations.
Fern's physical condition did not affect his going out, he gritted his teeth and persevered... Although the process was hard, it was worth it.
Fern must practice not to have too many memories and worries when he sees the same place, and must stay awake at all times. This is Fern's real purpose. Only in this way can he be better prepared for what is to come.
Fortunately, Fern encountered this situation relatively early, and it did not happen at the critical moment of the confrontation, otherwise it would definitely delay important matters. Now Fern still has time to adjust, and everything is the best arrangement.
I believe these are all tests from God to Fern. Although his body is severely exhausted, Fern's faith is still there, and it is this faith that has always supported Fern.
Fern was convinced that as long as he worked hard and persevered, nothing would happen. How could you see the rainbow without going through the wind and rain?
For this reason, Fern would eat a lot of food every day to replenish his physical strength. Occasionally, he would practice his spells in the yard, constantly strengthening and consolidating them so that he could perform better if needed one day in the future.
Fern hopes that every corner of the yard will be filled with his own memories, rather than more Mo Kexuan. Only in this way can he better alert himself and not let himself get too deeply involved.
The same is true for Fern when he goes out now. He wants to leave different memories in the same place so that he can make better rational judgments on various things.
Every day here brings a new feeling. I believe Fern will get better slowly as time goes by, but he still feels weak all over and as if he is falling apart.
I feel powerless to persist every day, and I don’t know what I will get in return for this persistence, because some time has passed, but my health doesn’t seem to have improved at all.
Fern slowly felt as if he was really sick. The extreme weakness of his body made Fern a little overwhelmed...
Fern was struggling over whether to see a doctor, but after thinking for a long time, she decided to give up on seeing a doctor.
Fern still felt a little resistant to getting along with the people here. Maybe it was because of his identity. He didn't want to communicate too much for fear of attracting other people's attention.
In the Pure Holy Empire, Fern's identity can easily bring him disaster, so Fern had to do this. Being cautious in everything is the best solution.
Enduring the pain from his body, Fern looked at himself in the mirror and found himself much more haggard. Living alone was not an easy thing. Fern had no one by his side here, only himself...
Fern, who has always been strong, wants to use his magical powers and the fact that he has some knowledge of medicine to start adjusting his body. The effect of the medicine may be slower, but it is much better than seeing a doctor himself and involving risks.
In the Pure Holy Empire, Fern was still very cautious. Whenever he left his home, he would arm himself tightly, not wanting others to know his true identity.
Fern, who has become accustomed to this kind of life, no longer cares about other people's strange looks. It is true that his mask has attracted more people's attention, but if you put yourself in their shoes, it is quite understandable. As long as it is not a malicious attack, it is acceptable.
Fern is kind-hearted and always thinks a lot about others, but rarely treats himself so attentively. Perhaps this is Fern's character, and calmness is Fern's label.
Too many past experiences have taught Fern to be grateful. Everyone’s life is limited, so we should do the most meaningful things in the limited time, cherish the present, and live a good future.
The listless Fern felt that after a few days of adjustment, his body seemed to have improved. He felt stronger, less tired, and his mental state was much better. This should be the happiest thing for Fern since he came to the Pure Holy Empire!
Fern, who had just returned here, was not used to it at first, and he missed Mo Kexuan so much that he suffered a lot. In serious cases, he even had intermittent headaches...
But Fern is much better now. He can correctly understand the essence of the situation and his emotions are under control. This is probably because the practice during this period has taken effect.
Fern, who was fully revived, looked at everything in the yard and found it so real. He stayed in almost every room here, except Mo Kexuan's, for a whole day. He used a day to account for his memories and relieve some of his mental stress.
However, this method is still effective. After a period of hard work, Fern is now seeing some results.
Fern was quite satisfied with the result. He always believed that as long as he worked hard, he would reap rewards. This idea was correct under any circumstances.
As long as you make an effort, you will get more or less rewards. Even if the results are not satisfactory, at least you will not regret it. If you don’t make any effort, there will be no rewards.
Now Fern finally sees hope through his constant running-in here. Fern, who has stood up again, is no longer listless, but full of energy. He is very confident in the future! Miracles always happen. It can be seen from Fern that faith is still very important. Although Fern will still recall the past no matter where he goes, he can control his emotions and will not fall into it because of memories.
The revived Fern wore his mask and walked around the Pure Holy Empire. Since he chose to make a comeback here, he must first understand the terrain here. Only by knowing it well enough can he make a better decision.
Fern looked at all the conditions here and found out that there were rich areas and poor areas here as well. Fern gradually developed feelings for this place and believed that he could find a better solution to awaken Mo Kexuan here.
In Fern's opinion, there are many business opportunities here. Of course, we also need to target different groups and implement tailor-made solutions here, so that we can achieve better development.
Seeing business opportunities is equivalent to seeing hope. This result makes Fern really excited because this major discovery can bring Fern more support.
Fern after his recovery is different from Fern in a trance. His thinking has become much more open, he has more ideas, and he looks at problems from a different perspective.
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