Chapter 47: Love without Receipt is the most bitter feeling in life



Could it be a chain reaction caused by the aura of the male and female protagonists?

This is amazing.

In her previous life, she had met at least eighty men, but she had never been attracted to any of them, let alone the electric shock-like feeling she had just now.

She was a doctor, and it was common for her to remove needles, give injections, perform surgery, and have physical contact with patients. She had never experienced trembling all over, panic in her heart, or numbness as if she had been electrocuted.

Not knowing what happened this time, Chen Chuchu picked up the tray, pretended to be calm, and walked out of the ward step by step.

Fu Haozhe sat quietly, watching her back moving farther and farther away from him, as if the whole world had turned into nothingness, leaving only the gentle and distant figure in his eyes.

The afterglow of the setting sun lazily sprinkled on the tips of her hair, coating the light black hair with a layer of faint golden glow. Every ray of light seemed to be telling of reluctance and attachment.

He stared, his deep eyes hiding thousands of words, but in the end they could only turn into silent sighs.

Chen Chuchu's steps were light and firm, and every step touched his heart, causing ripples, but they quickly returned to calm, leaving behind an indescribable emptiness.

A bitter smile unconsciously appeared at the corner of his mouth, which contained too many unexpressed emotions and unspeakable pain.

The first time I fell in love with a girl, it ended in vain.

It turns out that she has someone in her heart, no wonder she silently watched Dr. Yu harass him. Maybe in her eyes, Dr. Yu is bravely pursuing his own happiness.

She shouldn't destroy it.

Can......

Did she know that the person she liked was her? Before she could even say it, everything was over.

His love was blocked in his chest, unable to find a way to vent. He knew that there was an insurmountable gap between his world and hers.

It’s not about identity or distance, but the secret in my heart that I have never told her.

The wind blew gently, taking away some of the annoyance and also taking away a bit of warmth in his heart.

Close your eyes and let the sad feeling spread in your heart until it occupies every corner.

When I opened my eyes again, Chen Chuchu's figure had gradually faded away and disappeared, leaving behind only a faint but unforgettable mark.

He lay down slowly, feeling heavy-hearted.

Not being able to get the love you want is the most bitter feeling in life.

But he knew that this relationship, no matter how painful it was, was an indispensable part of his life.

He will keep this emotion deep in his heart and let it become his driving force to move forward, until one day, he can face the back that makes his heart beat again with a more mature and confident attitude.

Even if he can't, having that figure accompanying him throughout his life is enough to comfort him.

He will focus all his energy on his work, and when the night is quiet, I will rely on his back for company.

Maybe this is the best way to deceive yourself.

The days passed peacefully. Four days later, Captain Fan was discharged from the hospital, and Fu Haozhe was the only one left in Unit 503.

The relationship between him and Chen Chuchu also became much more relaxed, and was basically that of a patient and doctor.

Fu Haozhe felt that Dr. Chen had someone in her heart, so he shouldn't have too much contact with her and should just watch quietly.

Chen Chuchu felt that Fu Haozhe was too dangerous and would destroy her fear of marriage. She couldn't get involved with him. As long as nothing happened, she would stay as far away from him as possible.

After a few more days, Fu Haozhe's injury finally healed and Zhuang Guodong approved his discharge from the hospital.

Chen Chuchu secretly breathed a sigh of relief several times and finally left. She would never have anything to do with him again.

Fu Haozhe was carried downstairs by Lei Ming, and got into the jeep that came to pick him up with the help of a crutch. Zhuang Guodong and the dean personally saw him off.

Not seeing Chen Chuchu, there was disappointment in his eyes, but more of a sense of relief.

He knew that Dr. Chen didn't have him in her heart, and she would be someone else's wife and someone else's mother in the future, and would have nothing to do with him. The best way was to suppress that little thought deep in the heart and never expose it.

Don't cause her trouble or trouble, and don't let anyone know about it and use it as a handle to attack her.

Yu Xiaoyan on the third floor watched Fu Haozhe's jeep leave, feeling unwilling but helpless.

I didn't expect that she would fail, and I didn't expect that she would be transferred to the Second Foreign Language Department.

The second surgery department is much more tiring than the surgery department on the fifth floor. We are busy all day long and don’t even have time to take a breath.

In her previous life, she was not transferred to the Second Department of Surgery and had always worked in the Department of Surgery. Later, because of her bad work style, she was kicked out of the hospital and transferred to a county town below.

It was also there that I met Zuo Qingyun.

She would never meet that scumbag again in her life, and she would find a way to marry Fu Haozhe.

Because she was reborn, what should have happened in her previous life did not happen, and she didn't know if she would have another chance to get close to Fu Haozhe.

When he was discharged from the hospital and returned to the family compound, those beautiful female characters from the army art troupe would certainly line up to comfort him, and would wish they could stay in his room and not come out.

Okay.

She had no chance, and Chen Chuchu had no chance either.

They can never be together in this life.

After being discharged from the hospital, Fu Haozhe would never come to the hospital again, and there was no chance for them to meet. How could the two of them possibly have any intersection?

Yu Xiaoyan's judgment was really accurate. As soon as Fu Haozhe returned to the military family compound, several female soldiers from the art troupe came to visit him.

It’s embarrassing to come alone, so if we come together, no one can say anything.

Fu Haozhe closed the door and didn't see any of them. Those female warriors never made his heart flutter. Meeting them was a sheer waste of time.

Lei Ming stopped the enthusiastic female soldiers of the art troupe outside the door and said, "Thank you all for coming to visit the troupe leader. He has just been discharged from the hospital and is weak. He needs more rest. Don't come in the future. The troupe leader will not see you."

The female soldiers dared to be angry but not to speak out. No matter who they were, they all knew that Captain Fu was not interested in women.

But he was so handsome, he was their dream man, why didn't they let him see him when he came back? He had been gone for more than a year.

When they heard that he was injured, many people shed countless tears. They had been waiting for him to come back for so long, but they couldn't even see him. They were so sad.

"Soldier Xiao Lei! We won't disturb Captain Fu's rest. Just open the door a little so we can take a look."

"Yes! Just one glance."

"Captain Fu, are you okay? How is the wound on your leg healing? Soldier Lei, please be kind and let us take a look!"

Lei Ming didn't dare to do so and scratched his head awkwardly: "Sorry! Everyone! This really won't work, let's all go back!"

The female soldiers outside the door wanted to pester him, so Fu Haozhe closed his eyes and shouted, "Get lost! Don't disturb my rest."

After hearing his words, the female soldiers shrank their necks, reluctant to leave, and looked back every few steps.

They really can't afford to offend Fu Haozhe's temper. No matter what your background is, how good you look, or what you are good at, you are not in his eyes.

I don’t know what kind of woman can touch his heart.


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