The lingering truth and illusion are supported by the bright moon and the dazzling setting sun.
Those few dry words could not fully express Xue Jiuyue's powerlessness at the moment. She even felt exhausted as if all her strength had been drained away.
"Scumbag? What does this have to do with scumbags? The desire for love is everyone's basic need, and none of us can resist it! This is not an era where 'natural justice prevails, human desires are suppressed'. As long as it doesn't hurt others, every need should be supported! Our pursuit and yearning for our basic needs is our right, and it is beyond reproach. No one needs to be criticized, and no one is more noble than anyone else. Scumbag? Not only do I not feel scumbag, I feel heartache! A girl endures pain alone, trying hard to restrain her yearning for love. Doesn't she even have the right to enjoy being loved? Anyone who dares to say anything, please step over my dead body!"
"Spit Star"'s serious words revealed Xue Jiuyue's most secret bitterness, and a strong sense of identification made her nose sore. After blinking and taking a deep breath to calm down, Xue Jiuyue continued to ask: "But if I already know who I like in my heart, shouldn't I no longer accept other people's feelings?"
"I knew Miss Yue would be confused by this, so I offered my advice! Miss Yue, are you completely certain of your feelings for the psychiatrist now? After all, only 48 hours have passed. You should have a relatively clearer view, but not complete certainty, right? And in those past 48 hours, the doctor didn't go on vacation with you, and from what I can tell, he probably wouldn't express his feelings further. At most, he'd do something heartwarming to make Miss Yue fall for him. So Miss Yue's current confidence is probably the product of an irrational, impulsive state! So the question is, what did the doctor do to move Miss Yue, the embodiment of beauty and wisdom, so deeply moved that she abandoned her rationality?"
"Spit Star" quickly sent a long text, but before Xue Jiuyue could reply, he asked himself, "I know without a doubt that Miss Yue will ask me to figure out what she has done. So I calculated that the doctor must have given Miss Yue a gift during her vacation. This gift is both practical and thoughtful, and it came in handy. That's why she moved the rational Miss Yue so deeply. I wonder if what I said is correct?"
"Yes, you guessed right! What should I do?" Xue Jiuyue had long been numb to "Spit Staring'er's" judgment, and wanted to hear his opinion more.
"Since I've revealed the secret, I'll just send you packing! When Miss Yue regains her composure, are you still sure of your feelings? The reason you're unsure of your feelings is because you can't have physical contact, which has caused you to suppress your emotions and not dare to love! So until you truly dare to love without hesitation, just let it be. As long as there's no harm, what's wrong with that? You told them your feelings, so there's no cheating on your feelings! You don't accept expensive gifts, so there's no cheating on your money! So what's wrong with that? Besides, loving someone wholeheartedly, pursuing someone, regardless of the consequences, regardless of gains and losses, is a kind of happiness in itself! Miss Yue, you're a kind person, just follow your heart! Don't be confused, don't be entangled, relax, and enjoy the beauty of every relationship. You're already carrying too much!"
Feeling completely understood again, Xue Jiuyue said from the bottom of her heart, "Thank you!"
"Huh?! Are you kidding me? You said 'thank you'. Serving the boss is only natural, right? Why are you saying 'thank you, LEI'?! You're looking down on me by saying 'thank you'. You've disappointed me so much, it's causing endocrine disorders and incontinence. I might even poop on you. It's not good for anyone!"
This is the "Tu Shi" style, which instantly ruined the atmosphere but brought laughter.
"That's disgusting! Come on, let me try playing cards on my phone!"
"Yeah! Let's go!"
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A line of waves kept rolling on the horizon, with a thin mist rising up, which slowly turned the clouds white and gradually became transparent.
Finally, a trembling flame, the most gentle in the world, leaped from everyone's heart to their eyes, warming the deep and cold sea. The sea blushed, sang, and twisted gracefully, like a spirit dancing in the flames.
But in the blink of an eye, the gentle tenderness and enchanting figure were shattered into a dreamlike bubble, despite the affectionate and lingering parting kiss. The rolling sea water was like choking tears, trembling lips, and a reluctant farewell, leaving behind a soft memory and the promise of a goodbye in the dazzling brilliance that was about to appear.
The last tenderness will soon become a memory. The sea burns away the weak with the fire left by the sun. The water begins to boil, surging like blood, beating the resonance of the heart like a war drum, lighting the way forward in the passionate eyes, and reflecting in the sky!
After shedding every last tear, whether mine or the ocean's, the sun's golden radiance grows ever brighter. The blossoming romance of life scorches every pair of worshipful eyes, stirring the passion and courage in every vein, surging like the sea!
All shyness blossomed into flowers in this unparalleled romance, leaving the secrets hidden deep in the heart nowhere to hide. Boldly confessing is the most appropriate voice at this moment, resonating in harmony with heaven and earth.
The sound of confessions, rising one after another, replaced the crashing of the waves, declaring to the sea, the sun, the blue sky, and the universe the love that belongs to mankind, a love that is humble, short-lived, and tiny, but will be just as brilliant, just as continuous, magnificent, and eternal.
"Xue, Ji, Yue, I, love, you!" Ke Yike was also infected by the atmosphere, excited, shouting out the words in his heart, shouting to the person next to him, who was just a few feet away.
Xue Jiuyue had an indifferent expression on her face. From the moment the first love confession burst out from the crowd, no, even earlier than that, she was already outside of this time and space.
Xue Jiuyue's eyes were filled with the sea, the sun, and romance. But that romance, steeped in the accumulation of time, was thickened with longing and memories. It was gentler, more reserved, like a fine wine whose spiciness had been mellowed by time. The passionate embrace between sky and sea, the whispers of long-lost love, all expressions of love, were brewed into that intoxicating rosy hue, a single glance intoxicating...
"Xue Jiyue, I love you!"
A clear voice, a heartfelt cry, but Xue Jiuyue didn't react. Her features and limbs had melted into this golden-purple warmth, and she wasn't sure if she was standing, lying down, or floating in the clouds, accompanied by the wind...
"Xiao Shi, can we watch the sunset for the rest of our lives?" Ye Yi's star-like eyes reflected the sunset even brighter and also guided Xue Jiuyue to return.
"Yeah!" Xue Jiuyue nodded vigorously, her face more charming than the clouds in the sky.
As usual, he broke the silence after a shy moment with his usual playful tone, "Why do I have to watch the sunset for the rest of my life?"
“The sunset is so beautiful, just because we are looking forward to the moon rising!”
"Silly boy, whether you can see the moon or not, the moon will always be with you."
Beautiful love words rippled between the two. The wisps of sea breeze and the drops of flower rain intoxicated the golden glow, which was as chaotic as a sweet heart.
Hands gently held, the discomfort quickly transformed into a slight tremor, replaced by warmth and courage. Silently, without words, they gazed into each other's eyes, the stunning beauty of the sunset and their promise, written brightly and firmly in each other's eyes. The vow, "Holding your hand, growing old together," echoed from their fingers, resonating through their hearts, like the endless waves of the ocean.
Their eyes met, their breaths blended, their hearts blended. The slanting light on the horizon grew gentler, the fire burning in their eyes grew hotter. The desires tacitly pledged in the name of love, the sounds of their breathing intensified, the drops of water drying up the hazy vapor, gradually closing the distance between them.
When the panting sounds of desire interrupted the chanting of love poems in her ears, the pain that welled up from the depths of her soul made Xue Jiuyue twist and refuse.
But the overflowing emotions cannot be stopped abruptly, not to mention that there is a clear goal behind this intoxicating romance.
I turned my face away and pulled my hand away, but I still couldn't stop the distance from shortening.
"Bang!" The instinctive resistance woke the two of them up.
"I'm sorry!" The same voice sounded, but what met his eyes again was a different one.
A pair of eyes filled with apology, fear and heartache;
A pair of eyes filled with regret, unwillingness and anger.
"I, I still haven't..."
"You, have already held hands..." Ye Yiming's voice was a little messy, but he quickly began to recover, "I'm sorry, it's my fault, I was too anxious...it's just, time, time..."
"What happened to the time?"
The question he endured with great pain didn't receive a quick answer. After hesitating for a while, Ye Yi finally stammered, "I'm going abroad to study. We'll be apart for several years."
"Well, what's wrong?"
"What's wrong?" Xue Jiuyue's calmness seemed to irritate Ye Yi. "For a few years, we have been separated from each other. Who knows what will happen? Who knows what temptations we will face? How can we resist loneliness? How can we resist temptation? Time, time will quietly change everything!"
Xue Jiuyue was also a little angry. "Are you so lacking in confidence? Don't you believe in yourself, or do you not believe in me?"
"No, it's not that I don't believe you, it's just that..." Ye Yi's voice was a little timid, but then he became firm again, "It's just that, are you my girlfriend? Do you accept me in your heart?"
"Isn't it?"
"Have we ever had any intimacy that's exclusive to boyfriends and girlfriends? Not even a single sweet memory? Under the erosion of time in the future, what can I use to strengthen my faith? Even if there is a kiss, at least I can tell myself clearly that Xue Jiuyue is my girlfriend and she will wait for me! At least you can tell yourself that you accept me in your heart and I am your boyfriend!"
"Is this what you think?" Xue Jiuyue's voice was a little cold.
"Yes. Even with just one kiss, I can know the answer clearly. I can guarantee 100% that no matter what I face, I, Ye Yi, will belong only to you, until the end of my life!"
"What if there isn't one?"
"Then in the long loneliness, I will miss you, and then I will feel doubt and suspicion. I will suspect that you just happened to meet me when you were at your most helpless and lowest point, but that your heart does not truly accept me or love me! Once there is doubt, it is a crack, and any temptation has an excuse. By then, I am afraid that even I will not know what is desire, what is an excuse, and what is the truth. If there will be hurt sooner or later, it is better to..."
"So, you still want a result?" Xue Jiuyue's voice was cold and rational. "I'm sorry, I can't give you the result you want. I'm not your prey or territory that you can mark as exclusive! If you can't accept this, you can choose to let go..."
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