The origin of the Samadhi fire in my heart, the face of the acquaintance is covered with saliva
"I want you to try dating!"
A mouthful of coffee exploded on Xue Jiuyue's tongue, and the soothing feeling that had been quietly conveyed by the light vanished in an instant.
"Date" or "date"? She looked at the coffee cup in her hand with a confused look on her face, then looked at Ke Yike across from her.
Ke Yiker seemed to understand her confusion and gave her a sly smile. He stood up, put on his glasses, and adjusted his black dress over a white round-neck T-shirt. Then he clenched his fists as usual, "Ahem...", and finally, after a ninety-degree bow, he quickly ran away.
At midnight, the game hall was becoming increasingly crowded, but Xue Jiuyue remained unfazed. She listened to music and played hand after hand. She had a good hand, but because she and her opponent didn't have the same chemistry, she lost. Xue Jiuyue made an angry expression and left the table.
She switched tables and started a new round, but was surprised to find that her opponent was still the same person from before. Because that name was so memorable, Xue Jiuyue couldn't help but type a message in the public chat box: "Why are you following me?"
Soon, the other party responded: "What you said is all fiction; it's purely coincidental that we met again."
Xue Jiuyue didn't bother to continue paying attention to him and continued to concentrate on playing cards. But soon her opponent made another mistake that she considered unforgivable. This time, she didn't just send an angry expression, "If you don't know how to play cards, go home and don't hurt others here."
"I'm very sorry that I can't do as you wish. I'm at home now. Besides, when someone loses, someone wins. I don't think I'm harming anyone. What's more, I only save people and never harm them." The other party still responded quickly.
Xue Jiuyue was furious at that reply. Even the best manners can easily crumble at the poker table, not to mention the internet, which can weaken even the most determined. But in the end, Xue Jiuyue resisted the urge to argue, as the round was quickly over, and she switched tables again.
Soon, a new round began. The words "Spray spit all over your face" caught Xue Jiuyue's eye again. She suppressed the little devil in her heart and continued playing cards. But the mistake happened again, as expected!
"What's wrong with you? Why are you always following me?" Under the cover of the Internet, Xue Jiuyue, who could no longer bear it, typed these words and sent them out without any hesitation.
"In fact, every one of us has a disease, not just you and me."
"Don't provoke me to scold you in the middle of the night. I just want to play cards quietly."
"If your heart is at peace, you will naturally be at peace. I just want to play cards quietly. If I let go of my obsessions, I will be at peace."
Xue Jiuyue was momentarily at a loss for words after reading the other person's reply. After finishing her round of cards, she angrily quit the game and opened a website, hoping to watch a movie. However, the chat app's distinctive notification chime left her wondering who had added her as a friend at one in the morning. She clicked on the profile and saw, "You're spitting all over my face!"
Xue Jiuyue directly clicked on the rejection and wrote the reason as: "Don't bother me."
Soon, there was another knock on the door, again with spitting. The additional reason was written: "Don't be angry. Anger is a disease. I am here to help you cure it."
Xue Jiuyue was inexplicably told that she was sick, and she finally couldn't stand it anymore. "You are sick, get out!"
"I'm quite thin, so I can't roll smoothly. Can you forgive me this time? I really want to cure you."
Xue Jiuyue refused again, feeling both amused and helpless. "You're sick!!! You can get out of here any way you want, but get out!"
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Xue Jiuyue's sarcasm intensified with each rejection. However, the other party never got angry. On the contrary, his attitude became more and more sincere. Xue Jiuyue was surprised to find that with each rejection, his temper gradually calmed down.
"You have a bad temper, due to Yin deficiency and excessive fire, which means you're insecure! It also means you're a very nice person in real life, so you only vent quietly online." "Spitting Star," like a Chinese medicine practitioner or fortune teller, sent another request to add me. But this time, Xue Jiuyue seemed struck by a resounding rebuke, as if moved by the other party's persistence. She hovered her mouse over the rejection, hesitating to click.
After an unknown pause, Xue Jiuyue gently moved the mouse away and actually clicked on the verification. This way, "Spraying spit all over your face" could officially chat with Xue Jiuyue online. Sure enough, soon an avatar began to flash. Xue Jiuyue clicked on the dialog box and first looked at the other party's information:
Account: XXXXXXXX
Personal description: 100% pure silk, guaranteed genuine.
Individual: Male, 32 years old, born on June 28 (Gregorian calendar), Cancer, blood type O
Location: Xialin
Online age: 10 years
Name: Spray spit all over your face
After reading the information, Xue Jiuyue turned his attention back to the dialog box, where it read: "I'm very sorry for making you angry so late at night. I'd like to apologize to you." Behind the text, there was a picture of a very cute little rabbit bowing and apologizing.
Leaning on the bed, listening to music, facing the notebook, Xue Jiuyue's mouth curled up slightly, but the words typed out by her hands were still cold, "You talk too much nonsense, tell me why you added me as your friend?"
"The Buddha said that it takes five hundred glances in the previous life to get to pass by you in this life. Boy, I made you angry tonight, and found that we are under the same sky, so I feel that if I don't contact you and let you scold me thoroughly and feel relieved, I will be sorry for the broken neck and the thousands of glances you gave me in the previous life." The other party seemed to type very fast, and another long paragraph of text replied in an instant.
"So much nonsense, it makes my eyes tired."
"Okay! Change it!" "Spit Star" immediately replied to Xue Jiuyue with the most concise words.
"Well, let me tell you, I'm not angry anymore and I've had my fill of scolding. Can you just disappear and blacklist me?"
"No, wait, spare his life!!!"
"Give me a reason."
"Are you easily angered?" "Spitting Star" did not directly answer Xue Jiuyue, but asked a question instead.
"I scolded you, does that mean I'm easily angered? It's because you played cards poorly and spoke in an annoying way, and I got mad at you!"
"Okay, then you feel confused?" "Spitting Star" changed the question.
However, Xue Jiuyue did not give a direct answer this time, "Why do you say I'm confused?"
"Because of your online name."
"My screen name? What happened to my screen name?"
"Well, it's a long story, I'm afraid you'll think I'm poor."
"Then don't say anything."
"No, no, I'll just tell you what I'm saying. Just listen to it and take it as it comes. Don't call me poor, okay?"
"Just say what you want to say. Why are you so long-winded, you're a grown man? Are you talking with your lungs?"
"twitter!"
Seeing the other party's one-word reply, Xue Jiuyue was both angry and amused. But soon, the other party's profile picture flashed again. This time, it was a long string of text.
"Your online name is 霁月光风 (Jiyue Guangfeng)," an idiom used to describe the clear, bright sky after rain. It's also often used to describe a man with an open mind. Firstly, the unprofessional nature of the words you used to insult me just now suggests you're not some sleazy guy pretending to be a womanizer online. Your use of this term simply means you really enjoy the feeling of a clear, sunny sky after rain."
"I do like that kind of scene, but I use this online name only because this idiom happens to include my name." Xue Jiuyue admired the judgment of "Spit Star". She turned off the music and replied to the other party quietly.
"It seems that your name should be 'Jiyue', Miss. What a beautiful name."
Because she had so little experience chatting online, she accidentally revealed her secret. Xue Jiuyue thought about it and realized that she couldn't defend herself anymore. She also felt that it shouldn't be a big deal, so she replied with two words: "Thank you."
"Spit Star" wasn't obsessed with the name, but continued, "But there are no coincidences in this world! If your name wasn't Jiyue, you'd also use similar phrases. For example, 'cloudless sky'? Or 'autumn water and the sky are the same color', or 'clear blue sky', etc."
"Maybe, but does this have anything to do with being confused?"
"Miss, please don't worry. Let me explain slowly. Have you noticed that all of the above words indicate that you like a clean, clear, and unobstructed feeling? The reason for this preference is that you may not be aware of it, but you feel extremely confused! You can't see clearly, you can't grasp, you don't feel stable and peaceful, and you have no sense of security at all. So this triggers a strong resistance from something, and the result of this resistance is that you unconsciously like things like clear streams, transparent glasses, or bright and clear eyes, because these things can bring you a sense of security! So this legendary thing is called the subconscious by some seemingly profound people!"
"Subconscious?" Xue Jiuyue was shocked by the other party's words and couldn't help but type these three words in response. In fact, she knew about the subconscious. When she saw the words "subconscious", a gentle and handsome figure appeared in her mind.
"You want to understand the subconscious mind, this magical thing?"
"No, I know roughly. Are you a psychiatrist or a psychologist?"
"Wrong, I'm just here to watch!" "Spit Star"'s answer was still playful. But Xue Jiuyue didn't delve into it any further, "Your online name is right, you really can taunt!"
"Haha, thank you for the compliment. I'm honored!"
Looking at the other party's reply, Xue Jiuyue seemed to see the other party's smug smile facing the computer, "If you finish speaking, I will block you."
"No, wait, spare his life again!!!"
"Do you have anything else to say?"
"You are ill, indeed! I can cure you!"
"You are sick!"
"I'm serious. You're lost because you have no inner direction. You have no direction because you have a shadow within you. This shadow is pitch black, capable of swallowing up light, swallowing up everything, leaving only endless emptiness! Emptiness breeds fire, which is why you have a bad temper and are easily angered!"
"Bullshit! See how long you can spray."
"I'm not kidding. Do you feel dry and bitter in your mouth, irritable and insomniac? And look in the mirror, is your tongue red and thinly coated? Are there other symptoms? Hey, I don't want to ask you, it involves privacy, and I'm afraid you'll block me directly!"
Seeing the other party's reply, Xue Jiuyue really stuck out her tongue, took out her mobile phone, took a selfie, and studied it carefully for a while.
"Have you studied Chinese medicine?"
"Haha, did you just look at your tongue?"
"I didn't!"
"Anyway! A heart full of anger requires heart medicine! If I'm not mistaken, your proud heart must have meticulously wrapped up a past, so much so that even time can't penetrate the layers of shells to heal the pain. Jung said that a secret shared with several people has great benefits, but a purely private secret has devastating consequences. In fact, whether you say it or not, the pain is still there, only growing. Only by speaking it out, untangling that knot in your heart, can your illness be cured! How about opening your heart to a completely unrelated stranger like me?"
Xue Jiuyue's mind, completely blank, couldn't guess whether the person was an old acquaintance, or if he could actually analyze the truth through clues, or if he had simply guessed correctly. Similarly, "Spraying Spit All Over Your Face" couldn't see Xue Jiuyue's shocked expression or the trembling of her slender, pale fingers on the keyboard...
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