Lu Yan had almost never seen Jiang Shuyin smile in front of him.

When she smiled, her smile was bright and cheerful, like peach blossoms just blooming in spring, so beautiful that one could not take their eyes away.

Jiang Shuyin noticed Lu Yan's eyes darkening, so she quickly looked away.

To be honest, she was quite touched that Lu Yan was willing to humble himself and spend time with his child.

After two days of observation, she found that 놛 really likes children 떚.

In front of children, I don't show any strength, but endless pampering and tenderness.

It is completely different from his tough guy image when he was a child.

After riding the horse, Little Orange ran to play with her Barbie doll.

Lu Yan walked up to Xiao Yiyi, squatted down and touched her head, "Little Yiyi, Daddy is leaving tonight. How about Daddy taking you to shoot next time we meet?"

Xiao Yiyi's eyes flashed.

Inexplicably, I felt a little moved.

But 놛 won't be like Little Orange, who would recognize 놛 casually.

Until mommy forgives you, you will never forgive me.

"Let's talk about it later!" Quite cold and arrogant.

That night, Lu Yan left Yuzhou Island.

Jiang Shuyin played with the children for nearly a week, and only returned to Hong Kong City after sending them back to Country M.

During this period, Lu Yan did not contact her.

After completing the task with Master Qin San, I will probably go to Country M to visit the two children.

She promised not to fight with her for custody, and Jiang Shuyin would not interfere too much in her meeting with the children.

After Jiang Shuyin came back, she eavesdropped on Shaoqin's latest information about the next season.

Upon hearing this, she discovered a huge secret.

Ji Shaoqin and Qin Xiaoxiao are actually lovers!

At this moment, the two people are talking in the car.

Qin Xiaoxiao's tone sounded very angry:

——You told my dad that Lu Yan was an undercover agent? Are you crazy? My dad is a suspicious person. In order to test Lu Yan, he set up a trap, but Lu Yan was shot twice and fell off a cliff into the sea. Now his life or death is unknown. Are you happy?

Jiang Shuyin's breath was choked when he heard this.

Lu Yan was shot twice and fell off a cliff. Is his life or death unknown now?

Ji Shaoqin sneered:

——Lu Yan has only been with Third Master for three years, and Third Master has entrusted important business to you. Three years ago, Lu Yan saved Third Master and gained his trust. Don’t you think this is a good match? I reminded Third Master to be more careful for the sake of you and Third Master.

Qin Xiaoxiao became increasingly emotional:

——What do you mean by "for my and my dad's sake"? I think you are doing this for your Ji family. My dad has reduced his cooperation with your Ji family recently. Are you worried? Anyway, if Lu Yan dies, I will not forgive you!

Without waiting for Ji Shaoqin to say anything else, Qin Xiaoxiao slammed the car door and left.

Jiang Shuyin put down the headphones, his emotions were shaken and he couldn't recover for a long time.

She picked up her phone and dialed Lu Yan's private number.

Tip, shut down.

She suddenly felt a little flustered.

Could it be that something really happened to me?

This feeling of panic appeared briefly when I almost died in the Black Desert.

She was unwilling to delve into the reasons behind this.

But in the end, although she hated it, she didn't want her life to be in danger.

As 놛 is an undercover agent, if she goes to look for 놛 now, it will only arouse suspicion.

She could only wait and see and wait for news.

But for several days, there was no news about Lu Yan.

It's like I disappeared from this world.

When Jiang Shuyin was about to ask Ji Chi about it, a man in a suit and glasses came to her.

"Ms. Jiang, I'm Mr. Lu Yanlu's psychiatrist. Would you like to chat for a moment?"

Jiang Shuyin opened the door of the apartment and let Lu Yan's psychiatrist in.

The psychiatrist took out a file bag and handed it to Jiang Shuyin. "This is what Mr. Lu Yan's lawyer asked me to give you. Mr. Lu made a will after returning from Yuzhou Island. All the property under his name was transferred to you and the two children. Mr. Lu's only request was that if something happened to him one day, he hoped that you could take the children back to see your parents."

The psychiatrist took out the contact form of Lu's father and mother.

Jiang Shuyin frowned, "Did Lu Yan...really get into trouble?"

The psychiatrist's face was gloomy. "IBI has sent people to search and rescue secretly, but there is no news yet. He may be in danger, but it is hard to say. Mr. Lu has been undercover for so many years, and he has no experience in self-rescue and escape."

Jiang Shuyin lowered her long eyelashes and pursed her lips into a straight line.

The psychiatrist looked at the expression on Jiang Shuyin's face and narrowed his eyes slightly.

As a psychiatrist, 놛 can see Jiang Shuyin's emotions hidden deep in her heart through her micro-expressions.

Perhaps, even she herself did not have time to capture such emotions.

I don't think she is like what Lu Yan said, and she only hates and dislikes Lu Yan.

The psychiatrist took out a black diary and handed it to Jiang Shuyin.

"This is Lu Yan's diary. It was originally a top-secret file in my psychology room. No one except me has ever seen this diary, but I think it is necessary to let you take a look."

"Perhaps after reading this, you can understand why I tortured and abused you in the Black Desert."

The psychiatrist didn't say much to Jiang Shuyin. After telling her what she needed to say, he got up and left.

After the psychiatrist left, Jiang Shuyin looked down at the diary in his hand.

She closed her eyes for a long time before she opened her eyes with complicated emotions.

xx/xx/xx.

This morning, the first and third bosses called me to the conference room for a meeting.

I didn't expect Jiang Shuyin to be sent in. Everyone knew that she was a member of the special forces. When she came, several leaders discussed how to torture her, abuse her, and finally cut her into pieces.

I was horrified to hear what they were discussing. In order for Jiang Shuyin to survive, I arranged for someone to expose her to the sun and make her skin red and swollen, but I didn't expect that the boss, seeing her skin was injured, wanted to send her to those men who didn't treat women as human beings, and let them take turns raping her.

I had no choice but to stand up and vote for Jiang Shuyin. At night, the boss arranged for someone to watch at the door of my room, so I took out the belt, pretended to be a devil, and beat Jiang Shuyin, and forced her to become my woman.

I saw hatred in her eyes, but there was nothing I could do. If I didn't treat her like that, she would be abused by countless men and would die a miserable death.

After the boss's people left, I saw tears rolling down Jiang Shuyin's eyes. At that moment, my heart felt like it was pricked by a needle and it was very uncomfortable.

I'm sorry, in order to keep you alive, I have to go against my will and become a devil.

xx/xx/xx.

The sunburn on Jiang Shuyin's face healed, and her skin became much whiter. The boss saw her appearance and asked me for her, saying that he wanted to use Jiang Shuyin's head to sacrifice to those who died in the criminal group.

I was panicking, thinking about the rules of the criminal group's sacrifice, women could not be burned by cigarette ashes, so I went back to the room and involuntarily burned her skin with the cigarette ash.

Her eyes were red and she stared at me with hatred. At that moment, I knew that she would never forgive me in this life.

But as long as I save her life, it doesn't matter if she hates me.

…

…

xx/xx/xx.

It's been four years. This year should be over soon.

Regardless of whether I can leave here in the end, I must get her out safely.

xx/xx/xx.

Every time I tortured her, I felt very uncomfortable.

I didn't know how to explain to her that if I was nice to her, she wouldn't be able to survive.

Her hatred for me grew stronger and stronger, and it seemed that she and I had reached a dead end.

If I die here in the end, it can be considered as a kind of compensation to her!

Maybe if I died, she wouldn't hate me so much.

xx/xx/xx.

She is pregnant.

I'm going to be a daddy. It feels like a dream.

But she said she would not leave the child.

I really want to tell her that the harm I have done over the years was not intentional. Will she forgive me and keep our child?

…

I don’t write many diaries, but I only write them when I feel extremely upset and need to vent.

After Jiang Shuyin finished reading the last article, she was silent for a long time.

When she moved, she found that her face was blurred by tears.