"It's not worth it, Qi Heng. I'm not worth it for you to do this. I really don't have the confidence to fall in love with someone now, and I can't forget him, so don't waste your time on me. There are many good girls, I'm not good enough."
After Xia Fanxing finished speaking, she pushed Qi Heng away with all her strength and left without looking back. She returned to the private room to get her bag, told a familiar colleague that she was not feeling well, and left early.
Qi Heng looked at Xia Fanxing who was leaving, and for a moment he didn't know whether he should chase her. He was worried that if he pushed her too hard, she might just leave.
Sure enough, after returning to the private room, I didn’t see anyone there.
Xia Fanxing submitted her resignation report directly after going to work the next day. Qi Heng did not approve it and called her to the office directly.
Qi Heng: "I will not approve your resignation. If you insist on leaving, I will ban you from the industry."
Qi Heng knew that this was too despicable, but it was the only way to keep Xia Fanxing.
Qi Heng: "Why can't you give me a chance, and yourself a chance, to try it?"
Xia Fanxing was so angry that she didn't know what to say and spoke in a helpless tone.
Xia Fanxing: "Qi Heng, don't you think your current behavior is too childish? What do you like about me? Should I change my career?"
Qi Heng approached Xia Fanxing and looked at her seriously.
Qi Heng: "I haven't seen you for two years, and I thought I had let it go. But when I saw you so sad and crying so heartbroken that day, I realized that I still cared so much."
"I've tried to like other people and even had a girlfriend, but it just didn't feel right. It wasn't until I met you again two months ago that I realized some people are irreplaceable."
"I think if I hadn't met you two months ago, or if you were very happy, I might have let it go in a few years. But I happened to meet you, and you are such a person. How can I let go?"
Xia Fanxing suddenly felt that she had nothing to say.
In her opinion, Qi Heng's feelings for her should be a bit hard to accept!
Once a person reaches a dead end, it is difficult to wake up.
I never thought that one day she would become someone else's knot in her heart.
Maybe Qi Heng is right.
But Xia Fanxing didn't want to try, it would just be a meaningless waste of time.
She thought there was no need for that at all.
Xia Fanxing did not have the right to stop Qi Heng from pursuing her, but she had the right to refuse.
If you want to chase him, let him chase him!
Of course, when there is no hope, people will naturally give up over time.
Xia Fanxing: "It's up to you. You're older than me anyway, so just waste time if you want!"
Qi Heng breathed a sigh of relief when he saw that Xia Fanxing no longer talked about resigning. He was really worried that she would ignore it and quit.
In fact, he had thought about taking it slow, but how many years can one have in life? He is not young anymore, and Xia Fanxing has been hurt emotionally.
If he continued to hesitate and express his feelings vaguely, Xia Fanxing would definitely pretend to be stupid to avoid him, and the fact was just as he guessed.
Qi Heng wanted to stand by Xia Fanxing's side with full legitimacy from now on, and to express his feelings for him without any scruples.
Take care of her openly and help her get over the hurt caused by her previous relationship.
Xia Fanxing had no intention of working when she returned to her workstation. In fact, after she returned home last night, she had thought about starting a new relationship.
Didn't someone say that the best way to heal a broken heart is to start a new one?
Although she had made up her mind to forget Huo Sinan, she just couldn't let him go.
She was very unwilling to accept this, because in her heart, Huo Sinan left her and fell in love with someone else because he had lost his memory, not because he really didn't love her anymore. As long as the memories were recalled, would they still have a chance to be together?
Xia Fanxing couldn't accept that she had Huo Sinan in her heart and then had to accept someone else's love. In her opinion, that was unfair.
That's why she thought about resigning and leaving so as not to hurt Qi Heng.
I didn't expect this man's obsession to be so deep. It is undoubtedly painful to not be able to let go of someone in your heart. Xia Fanxing can empathize with him.
How can she rightfully ask others to do something that she herself cannot do?
In fact, over the past two years, Xia Fanxing has imagined many possible outcomes, and she has gradually accepted the fact that Huo Sinanli may no longer love her.
She just didn't want to admit that those four wonderful years were ultimately defeated by cruel reality.
Qi Heng asked Xia Fanxing to have dinner together after get off work.
Xia Fanxing directly refused and said she was busy.
Qi Heng wanted to drive her home.
She said no, it was not on her way.
For half a month, Xia Fanxing rejected all invitations Qi Heng made, no matter what they were related to work.
Eat —— Not hungry.
Watching a movie – my eyes hurt.
Send flowers – Flower allergies.
…
When Xia Fanxing returned home, she saw a pair of men's leather shoes next to the shoe cabinet. They were obviously larger than Xia Jianguo's.
When I walked into the living room, I saw Qi Heng playing chess with Xia Jianguo, and the two were having a great conversation.
It seems that this path she is taking is not working, so she changes her strategy and wants to conquer Mr. and Mrs. Xia first.
The dishes on the dinner table were richer than usual. It was obvious that her mother was desperate and wanted her to start a new relationship.
After dinner, Xia Fanxing took the initiative to walk Qi Heng downstairs.
Xia Fanxing: "Qi Heng, I hope you won't disturb my family's life. You gave them hope, but in the end they will only be more disappointed."
Qi Heng: "If you promise to accept my dinner invitation once a week and let me pick you up from get off work every day, I will promise that I will never come to your house without your consent in the future."
Xia Fanxing agreed readily. It was just a meal, and someone was willing to be her driver. She also saved the taxi fare.
Qi Heng is quite patient and a stubborn person who won't turn back until he hits a wall.
For a whole year, he picked up and dropped off Xia Fanxing every day without fail, and made plans to have a meal alone with her every week.
It's no use for him to keep refusing to give up and keep dragging things on. Now Xia Fanxing feels a little guilty every time she sees him.
It was time for them to have dinner together. Xia Fanxing decided to make a change. She also wanted to give it a try, letting Qi Heng into her heart and trying to accept him once.
Life has to go on. Mother Xia has been nagging her in the past year. Seeing her parents anxious, she feels bad.
When Xia Fanxing was with Qi Heng, it seemed like she didn't have to worry about anything, everything was arranged very well.
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