Chapter 879 Why are you doing this?



I don’t know how long it took, but Jia Yao woke up slowly.

Jia Yao opened his eyes dazedly, turned his head and looked around, only to find that he was on a shallow beach full of pebbles and fine sand, and his body was wet and cold.

About five or six feet downstream from her, there was another person lying on the shallows.

Judging from his attire, it should be Yun Zheng.

"Yun Zheng..."

Jia Yao called out weakly.

However, Yun Zheng did not react at all.

I don’t know whether Yun Zheng is still unconscious or has died.

Jia Yao shook his dizzy head and was about to struggle to get up when he suddenly felt a piercing pain in his right shoulder and his stomach also hurt terribly.

"hiss……"

...

...

Jia Yao frowned, but ignored her injuries. She climbed up with the support of her left arm and staggered towards Yun Zheng.

Finally, Jia Yao came to Yun Zheng.

Yun Zheng lay motionless on the shallows, and it was unknown whether he was dead or alive.

Jia Yao quickly squatted down and used all his strength to turn Yun Zheng over.

"Yun Zheng, Yun Zheng..."

Jia Yao called out twice again, but Yun Zheng still didn't respond.

Jia Yao's expression changed slightly, and she slowly put her finger to the tip of Yun Zheng's nose.

After a while, Jia Yao finally felt a faint breath.

Not dead yet!

A hint of a smile of surviving a disaster appeared on Jia Yao's face.

However, she just smiled for a moment and her smile suddenly disappeared.

Looking at Yun Zheng lying there motionless, Jia Yao's eyes gradually turned cold.

He and Yun Zheng jumped off the cliff!

If Yun Zheng died, it wouldn't be my fault, right?

There are only two of them here!

If I had given Yun Zheng a ride, who would have known that Yun Zheng died at my hands?

Everyone would just think that Yun Zheng died by falling off a cliff!

Or, he could kill Yun Zheng himself and bury him in a hidden place, so that no one would ever see him alive or dead!

Who knew that Yun Zheng was already dead?

Thinking about Yun Zheng's suppression of Beihuan and the national hatred and family feud between himself and Yun Zheng, Jia Yao's eyes became colder and colder.

"Kill him!"

"Only if he dies can Beihuan avoid the fate of national destruction!"

"Only when he dies will the Northern Army and the Guiyi Army fall into civil strife!"

"This is Bei Huan's best chance to break free from his control!"

"Kill him..."

A devilish voice kept appearing in Jiayao's mind.

For some unknown reason, Jia Yao slowly pulled out the dagger tied to his calf.

Kill Yun Zheng!

This may be her best chance to kill Yun Zheng in her life!

Moreover, she could have completely gotten away with it and no one could have blamed her.

Yun Zheng has become her nightmare!

As long as Yun Zheng dies, her nightmare will disappear!

Yun Zheng is the soul of the Beifu Army and the Guiyi Army!

As long as Yun Zheng dies, the Beifu Army and the Guiyi Army will lose their souls!

By then, she might be able to regain her confidence, lead Beihuan to regain its lost territory, and make Beihuan strong again!

Under the persuasion of the devilish voice in her mind, Jia Yao slowly moved her hand holding the dagger towards Yun Zheng's neck.

Yun Zheng now has no power to resist at all!

Jia Yao stared at Yun Zheng's neck and muttered to herself in a dreamy voice: "Yun Zheng, don't worry! I won't let you die in pain! This way, our marriage will not be in vain..."

As he was speaking, Jia Yao suddenly stopped.

couple!

yes!

We are husband and wife!

Jia Yao stared at Yun Zheng's cheek with a complicated expression, and every little detail of her time with Yun Zheng gradually emerged in her mind.

Should I hate Yun Zheng?

Of course!

How can I not hate the national hatred and family feud?

But should I be grateful to Yun Zheng?

Of course we should be grateful.

Not to mention the distant past, let’s just say that when he was almost killed by that barbarian general, if Yun Zheng hadn’t saved him, he would have been a corpse by now.

Moreover, although Yun Zheng suppressed Bei Huan everywhere, to be honest, after they surrendered, Yun Zheng did not make things too difficult for Bei Huan and her.

Yun Zheng had countless opportunities to kill her, but he never did it.

If Yun Zheng wanted her to help control Beihuan and make her a puppet of Yun Zheng to rule Beihuan, it might be understandable.

But after Yun Zheng defeated the coalition forces of Guifang, Dayue and Qiuchi, he no longer needed her as a puppet.

Even if Yun Zheng killed her, Bei Huan wouldn't be able to cause any waves.

But Yun Zheng didn't take any action after all.

Yun Zheng could have taken her body by force and turned her from a princess into a slave girl, but Yun Zheng didn't do that.

Yun Zheng never broke his promise to her.

She was not a fool, she could see that Yun Zheng was still somewhat attracted to her.

But perhaps due to his own concerns, or because of the promise he had made to him, he never showed his feelings.

Putting aside the national hatred and family feuds, she and Yun Zheng actually get along quite well.

Although they are wary of each other, they also appreciate and cherish each other.

Wasn't she a little attracted to Yun Zheng?

However, with national hatred and family feuds there, her being moved would be a huge mistake!

Kill him?

Do you really want to kill him?

Jia Yao kept asking himself this question in his heart, and his left hand holding the dagger began to tremble.

It’s really easy to kill Yun Zheng now!

However, thinking about her experiences with Yun Zheng, she couldn't bring herself to do it.

She knew that for the future of Beihuan, she should not be soft-hearted.

But, she is the princess regent of Beihuan, and she is also a woman!

How could she bring herself to kill a man who had just saved her life and whom she had feelings for?

Suddenly, Jia Yao fell into an unprecedented struggle.

She raised her hand holding the dagger several times, but put it down several times.

If she doesn't kill Yun Zheng, she can't see the future of Beihuan.

She really couldn't bring herself to kill Yun Zheng!

Why?

Why does God let me choose?

At this moment, Jia Yao even hoped that Yun Zheng had not saved her, and hoped that she would die at the hands of the barbarian general.

That way, she wouldn't have to struggle so painfully.

Or, should he kill Yun Zheng and then commit suicide?

A crazy idea suddenly popped up in Jiayao's mind.

By killing Yun Zheng, he would have done justice to Bei Huan.

I will use my life as compensation to Yun Zheng, and sleep with him here forever, which can be regarded as repaying Yun Zheng for saving my life.

Jia Yao slowly raised the dagger in his hand again.

However, looking at Yun Zheng's cheek, she still couldn't bear to kill him.

Jia Yao's hand holding the dagger kept shaking, and two voices kept colliding in his mind.

kill!

Or not kill?

Jia Yao felt like she was going crazy.

"ah!!!"

Suddenly, Jia Yao let out a loud scream of pain, tears welling up in her eyes.

For a moment, she really wanted to end her life with the dagger in her hand.

If I die, I won't have to suffer like this.

"well!"

Just as Jia Yao screamed in pain, a sigh suddenly came from his ears.

"Why are you doing this?"

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