Mother……
Zhang Moyan was confused. She could feel an instinctive closeness to her mother surging in her body, but at the same time, she felt a huge sadness that made her unable to control herself.
The young mother and her young daughter were still talking, one with her head down and the other looking up, but she could no longer hear them. After a while, the picture floated up like bubbles, and she slowly opened her eyes and woke up.
This experience of clearly feeling that you have woken up from a dream is really strange.
The clinic was very quiet. The surrounding furnishings, the table, green plants, sofa, floor lamp, and the doctor beside me were exactly the same as before I fell asleep, and everything in the dream was still fresh in my memory.
Zhang Moyan's heart was still throbbing in her chest. Reality and dreams were mixed together. She suddenly felt a little dizzy. Some long-lost fragments fell into her mind like scattered raindrops. She didn't know what they were yet, but she felt a chill down her spine because of them.
"How are you?"
Not sure if Geng Jun noticed any clues, he leaned forward and asked.
Zhang Moyan remained lying on her back, raised her arms to cover her eyes, not looking at Geng Jun, and secretly suppressing her strange expression.
If Geng Jun had already noticed that something was wrong with her, acting tough would only make him suspicious.
Zhang Moyan then let out a light breath, as if feeling exhausted after an exam: "It's okay, but I feel like I didn't get enough sleep."
She didn't know why she had to hide it; it seemed like a natural reaction that came before her brain could think.
But saying "seems like she didn't get enough sleep" wasn't a lie. Her body did feel sleepy, but it sounded a little more serious than it actually was.
See, she starts speaking anti-reconnaissance lines almost without thinking.
Geng Jun made a few notes in his shorthand notebook and reassured her, "Don't worry, just lie down for a while." But dreams are easily forgotten, so he quickly asked, "Did you successfully enter the dreamland?"
A few breaths were enough for Zhang Moyan to roughly adjust her makeup. She took off her arm that was covering her eyes and gently placed it on the armrest of the sofa. She tried her best to smile a little bit of progress and nodded noisily: "I'm in. The dream is very clear."
Geng Jun seemed to have expected this, and his expression now showed that he just wanted to confirm it.
"Did you discover anything new this time?"
Zhang Moyan knew Geng Jun would definitely ask this question, so she was prepared to answer it, and said excitedly, "Yes, I saw what I was drawing as a child. It turns out I was drawing a vase!"
Geng Jun praised her affirmatively after hearing her words: "Oh? That's a big improvement, very good! And then, have you made any other discoveries?"
"...I seemed to hear someone calling me to go home for dinner..." Zhang Moyan's heart was beating like a drum, but he didn't show it on his face. He answered thoughtfully.
"Who is it? Did you see it?"
Zhang Moyan was visibly choked, but she quickly transitioned the pause into a state of contemplation. As if after a period of arduous recollection, she shook her head with great regret: "I didn't see it. I woke up at this point... I'm sorry, I can't remember anything more..."
Zhang Moyan looked directly at Geng Jun. She was consciously controlling her eyes when she said this. Xiao Xingyu once said that when people lie, their eyes will involuntarily glance to the right. She must not glance to the right.
Geng Jun smiled generously, "There's nothing to be sorry about. This isn't something you can control. I've made progress." He lowered his head, writing frantically on the notebook while jokingly saying, "Besides, some things might not be a good thing to know."
Zhang Moyan stared at Geng Jun, and a loud voice almost immediately popped up in her mind: "Why didn't you say this before I came here today?!"
"Let's go and sit outside. Let's make an appointment for the next time." Geng Jun closed his shorthand notebook, put down his crossed legs, and Zhang Moyan withdrew his gaze.
"good."
After Geng Jun stood up and walked out of the room, Zhang Moyan immediately let go of the tension in her body. She grabbed the teacup on the low table and gulped down a big gulp of water. She took a few deep breaths to force herself to calm down before following him out.
She didn't remember how Geng Jun confirmed the date with her, what he told her, including when they met Zhou Xia in the corridor, what Zhou Xia asked her, and what she answered... All she could remember was that she seemed to have handled it well and without any flaws.
Zhang Moyan's mind was extremely confused, with too many questions. She seemed to remember some things, but those things were very vague.
When she came to her senses, she was almost at Xiao Guotao's ward. Looking at the door of the ward from afar, she couldn't help shivering.
Suddenly, Zhang Moyan recalled the scene of her first meeting with Xiao Guotao. At that time, Xiao Guotao stared at her for a long time. Now thinking back to his eyes at that time, wasn't it a look of scrutiny and recognition?
Yes, just because she looks very similar to the woman in the photo.
If you don't make any associations, you might not notice it, but once you put them together, you will find that they are very similar in many ways, especially their hairlines. They both have widow's peaks, which are rare in humans with a probability of only one in ten thousand, but are dominantly inherited!
Then, thinking about the fact that Xiao Guotao had specifically taken the photo album to show her, this move was definitely not unintentional! Xiao Guotao had said at the time that she looked a lot like his brother Xiao Guotao, and even talked about similar personalities. In fact, this was not what Xiao Guotao said. What Xiao Guotao meant was that she looked a lot like the woman in the photo!
He showed her the photos just to test her reaction, but she didn't remember anything at the time, so she behaved as usual and "tricked" Xiao Guotao, so Xiao Guotao let her go.
But why did Xiao Guotao test her?
She also remembered that when Xiao Huai was arrested, Xiao Weijiang came to the Xiao family and said that he suspected that a Japanese had killed Xiao Guoxi together with someone else.
She really couldn't remember the two names, but she was sure they were a boy and a girl.
…
Zhang Moyan, who was terrified by the thought, broke out in a cold sweat. Looking at Xiao Guotao's ward, every pore in her body was screaming for escape.
She did run away. Zhang Moyan ran down the stairs and out of the inpatient building almost in one breath.
She finally stopped, panting and feeling uneasy, squinting her eyes to look at the sky.
It was almost noon, and the sun was shining brightly in the clear blue sky. However, in this bright and warm spring weather, her hands and feet were cold, and her vision was blacking out.
It was like standing at the beginning of a horror movie. She looked around in confusion. Nothing had happened, but she didn't know why she felt extremely scared and frightened.
I have been proud of my memory since I was in school, and even Xiao Xingyu praised it. Why would I forget such an important person in my life?
Although I have forgotten everything, I can still confirm the relationship between the other person and myself at a glance in my dreams.
Why do I feel so sad when I see her?
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