After living for twenty-five years, she is no longer a child and can already foresee the future.
Some things will never have an end if they never begin.
If you don't think about possessing some beautiful things, you won't encounter any difficulties.
Zhang Moyan felt sad but also relieved.
The tension in her body relaxed a lot, and she turned around with her thin shoulders drooping, facing Jin Xueyang head-on. She suddenly remembered that she had just treated him as a tool, and she immediately felt extremely ashamed. She opened her mouth awkwardly and spoke incoherently.
"Xueyang, thank you so much just now. I was so anxious that I used you as a shield." She gave a thumbs up stiffly, "But you acted so well! I was shocked. Your reaction speed is really amazing, um..."
She racked her brains, then her eyes lit up and she pointed at the door with her thumb. "Let's go! I'll treat you to a barbecue and thank you, or at least apologize. How about that?"
"Mo Yan." Jin Xueyang grabbed her left arm as she turned halfway.
Zhang Moyan turned around and looked at him a little nervously - he had just done that without discussing it with anyone, and now looking at Jin Xueyang's expression, it seemed that he cared a lot.
"I didn't act." Jin Xueyang said solemnly.
"Huh?" Zhang Moyan was stunned, with a puzzled look in his eyes.
Jin Xueyang looked her straight in the eyes: "What I said just now was not acting, every word was from my heart."
Zhang Moyan concentrated on analyzing what he said, but before she could figure out the underlying meaning, she heard Jin Xueyang say, "Zhang Moyan, I like you."
Zhang Moyan shrank back when she heard that.
Jin Xueyang simply said it more bluntly: "You heard me right, I like you. I have liked you since the year I met you. It has been six years, and I still like you today. My love for you has not diminished."
Zhang Moyan's blood circulation stagnated for a second, and his face showed a bold expression of surprise.
She stared at Jin Xueyang, who looked serious, for a long time before she uttered a word with difficulty: "You..."
"Don't I like men?"
Jin Xueyang closed his eyes speechlessly, then suddenly realized something: "I was saying, I've been by your side for six years, why have you never considered me? It turns out you secretly arranged this character for me! I'm really wronged. If Xiao Xingyu hadn't said it just now, I'm afraid I would never find the problem in my life!"
Zhang Moyan's frightened expression cracked. This was too subversive! Jin Xueyang didn't like women, but Jin Xueyang liked her...
Zhang Moyan looked at Jin Xueyang in disbelief, as if she had just met him for the first time today.
"Moyan," Jin Xueyang held Zhang Moyan's shoulders. "If I didn't like you, why would I be around you all day? In all these years, have you ever seen me interested in any other woman?"
At this point he seemed to suddenly have an epiphany: "No, you did feel it! But you didn't think that I liked you, but that there was something wrong with my sexual orientation!"
Jin Xueyang gave a bitter smile. "Zhang Moyan, ah Zhang Moyan, you... you're truly a genius! Even a bystander like Zhu Lili could see the clues back then, so why are you so slow-witted? And you've been slow until today."
Zhang Moyan's mind was honestly in a state of confusion. Was Jin Xueyang confessing his feelings to her? Oh my god, Jin Xueyang was actually confessing his feelings to her? How was this any different from seeing fish flying in the sky?!
However, once I accept the assumption that "he likes me", everything in the past seems to make sense again.
Indeed, with Jin Xueyang's popularity, it made no sense for him to become close friends with someone as emotionally challenged as her. Furthermore, over the years, he had indeed been incredibly kind to her in every way. He was always there for her whenever something important happened, never abandoning her, willingly sharing the endless workload, and always willing to work tirelessly. Whenever someone asked for his help, he never refused, always ready to help... However, she had long believed it was a gesture of loyalty between old classmates, a kind of "concern" between old friends. Who would have considered that there was something more to it?
"Then, why didn't you tell me before?" Zhang Moyan stuttered.
Jin Xueyang's tone was tinged with helplessness. "Because you told me a long time ago that you don't like people pursuing you. If someone comes up to you and tells you they like you, you'll inexplicably hate that person, even feel sick, and want to stay away from them. So, I've never dared to be honest with you. I'm worried that you'll dislike me and that we won't even be friends in the end."
Zhang Moyan pursed her lips. She had indeed said what Jin Xueyang had mentioned. Actually, when it came to this strange physical discomfort she felt towards someone confessing their feelings, she still felt it. When Eric confessed his feelings to her, she immediately ran away feeling uncomfortable. There was no reason for this reaction, and there was no explanation.
She had also searched online and found that there were many women who had the same reaction as her.
"Then why do you dare to say it now?" Zhang Moyan asked confusedly. It would be better if he didn't say it.
Jin Xueyang smiled happily: "Because you just said you want to be with me!"
Zhang Moyan swallowed hard and quickly explained, "That, that was what I said in a hurry. If I hadn't said that, Xing Yu might not have given up on me."
The smile on Jin Xueyang's face faded, but he quickly regained his spirits: "I know, but from your words, I can hear that you absolutely have no objection to being with me. Mo Yan, am I right?"
Zhang Moyan was like a WIFI that couldn't connect to the signal.
Even though she had seen Jin Xueyang sincerely and seriously confess his feelings to her, she kept asking herself: Was he telling the truth? Had I misread him all these years? Did Jin Xueyang not like men liking her?
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